Won't Let Go-Young Harry

[00:00.000] 作词 : Young Harry [00:01.000] 作曲 : Young Harry [00:23.784]Hate overthinking at night
厌倦了整夜过度情绪泛滥 [00:25.295]So I put it in my music
所以我把情绪溶于音乐 [00:26.928]And I got these drugs by my side
**伴我身侧 [00:28.432]So Imma keep abusing
以至过量成瘾 [00:29.685]My past still haunt me
过去的伤痛仍如鬼魂萦绕着我 [00:31.197]But what scare me the most be my future
未来是否仍一成不变还是未知 [00:32.701]Snorted a line my heart race so fast
刚磕完使我心跳加速 [00:34.459]I still wish I could go back
我祈求时间可以倒流 [00:35.965]To the times my dad was alive
回到我父亲还在世时的时光 [00:37.479]Up at night I send u phone texts
在深夜醒来时我曾向你倾诉 [00:39.234]You got yo ​son here cryin
你的儿子为此流泪 [00:40.740]Driving down this road I know I'll crash
疾驰在这条路上，我早已知晓结局 [00:41.998]Fake ones I left behind
把那些虚伪至极的人全都抛在身后 [00:43.503]I got xanax for to balance the low
我又吃了些xanax来缓解情绪 [00:45.264]My loved ones died on me I still won't let go
挚爱之人已离世我却不舍放手 [00:46.766] [00:47.708]Open Instagram
打开ins [00:49.215]New haters
新的黑粉 [00:49.966]Mocking me because I'm Asian
嘲笑我是亚裔 [00:51.479]Tell everybody I'm out of favors
大声宣布我不需要被爱 [00:52.983]Want you a feature u better pay me
望你更耀眼得以更好的激励我前进 [00:54.238]This money made me crazy
金钱使我迷醉 [00:55.998]These niggaz rappers Caitli
那些歌手 [00:57.502]Jenner
Jenner [00:58.507]Y'all be on sum hoe shit
将会夺目耀眼 [00:59.764]Change y'all gender
改名换性 [01:00.515]Tryna make my dreams come true
实现梦想 [01:01.767]Only my nightmares getting realer
梦魇成真 [01:03.028]My sister don't like me trappin
我的姐姐却厌恶我的风格 [01:04.531]Shit our pops ain't here to pay her tuition
我的梦想所带来的价值甚至不及她的学费 [01:06.037]Put my pride inside my pockets
折断我的骄傲并把它与现实的利益所挂钩 [01:07.798]I don't even like to take no Trillers
我甚至不愿打开Trillers [01:09.305]I don't wanna serve no more
也不想再受别人的影响 [01:11.063]I don't wanna flip more fentanyl
不愿再使用大量*** [01:12.316]Steady tryna win
俺要稳赢咯 [01:13.824]Feel like I'm dying to live
我至死渴望活着 [01:15.080]My demons calling me
恶魔在呼唤着我 [01:16.586]God I'm praying on my knees
我虔诚向上帝祷告 [01:18.096]I'm taking all these pills
我不停的** [01:19.598]That shit just help me feel better
这可以缓解我的情绪 [01:21.609]And I'll still write my brothers letters
我仍在向好兄弟写信 [01:23.614] [01:24.115]Hate overthinking at night
我痛恨夜不成寐 [01:25.378]So I put it in my music
所以投身于音乐 [01:26.883]And I got these drugs by my side
**置于我身侧 [01:28.644]So Imma keep abusing
遂溺毙**成瘾 [01:29.897]My past still haunt me
过去的苦痛挥之不去 [01:31.151]But what scare me the most be my future
未来的未知更加恐惧 [01:32.912]Snorted a line my heart race so fast
嗑了药让我心跳加速 [01:34.917]I still wish I could go back
我渴望让时光倒流 [01:36.428]To the times my dad was alive
回到父亲在世之时 [01:37.930]Up at night I send u phone texts
在夜晚醒来时倾诉 [01:39.440]You got yo ​son here cryin
他的儿子正在落泪 [01:40.946]Driving down this road I know I'll crash
在这条路上我的结局是坠毁 [01:42.455]Fake ones I left behind
把虚伪的人通通甩在身后捏 [01:43.962]I got xanax for to balance the low
哥们儿靠着xanax调节情绪555 [01:45.662]My loved ones died on me I still won't let go
爱人早已离去我却舍不得放手 [01:47.169] [01:48.110]I got me a bitch to hold me down
我找到我的精神支柱咯 [01:49.868]Who always there to make me smile
她让我发自内心的快乐 [01:51.380]But she don't understand my pain at all
可其实她根本感同身受不了我的悲伤 [01:52.883]She still don't know I risked it all
她不知道我心里正在经受的暴雨 [01:54.388]Slip up once it's five years
五年前发生的不幸 [01:55.899]Dad died I wiped my tears
父亲去世我擦干泪水 [01:57.653]Swear this my last year being broke 2021 my year
发誓把一切泪水都留在2021年 [02:00.666]Hate the fact I had to cry over a piece of paper
事实却是我连琐碎的小事都会崩溃 [02:03.682]Tryna be so numb forget my past that's why I take drugs
依赖药物麻痹自己忘却痛苦 [02:06.448]Aborted all my kids whenever my condom had slipped up
我的孩子因为保护措施而难以降世 [02:09.457]4 leaf clover on my neck I had to get my luck up
四叶草挂脖子上我要走大运咯 [02:12.468]I seen it all before me
我看到了身后曾忽视的 一切 [02:14.231]Looked out the window its stormy
望向窗外此刻大雨倾盆 [02:15.734]Even risked my life for the ones
即使我的生活因为某人支离破碎 [02:17.246]Who turnt out wasn't homies
好兄弟背弃我而去 [02:18.498]I started serving junkies then I ran up sum money
我逐渐成为一个瘾君子我赚到钱咯 [02:21.515]I'll save it up to go to America
我要省吃俭用然后润去美国捏 [02:23.777]I'm tryna make it out Korea
但首先我要在韩国走起捏 [02:24.781] [02:25.031]Hate overthinking at night
恨夜晚的我情绪泛滥 [02:26.033]So I put it in my music
所以把情绪写进音乐 [02:27.286]And I got these drugs by my side
药物形影相伴 [02:28.797]So Imma keep abusing
而我过度成瘾 [02:30.299]My past still haunt me
过去困扰着我 [02:31.555]But what scare me the most be my future
未知让我恐惧 [02:33.314]Snorted a line my heart race so fast
**加快心跳 [02:35.073]I still wish I could go back
望能时光溯流 [02:36.832]To the times my dad was alive
那时父亲仍在 [02:38.087]Up at night I send u phone texts
夜晚发着讯息 [02:39.597]You got yo ​son here cryin
不觉泪流满面 [02:41.353]Driving down this road I know I'll crash
我已知晓结局 [02:42.612]Fake ones I left behind
道不同不为谋 [02:44.117]I got xanax for to balance the low
靠xanax调节 [02:45.879]My loved ones died on me I still won't let go
我不想让您走 [02:48.635]I still won't let go
我仍在思念着您 [02:52.080]I still won't let go
我不愿接受现实 [02:55.346]I still won't let go
我舍不得您离开 [02:58.361]I still can't let go
我不得不接受你的离开