Understand-BoyWithUke

[00:00.000] 作词 : BoyWithUke [00:00.007] 作曲 : BoyWithUke [00:00.014]Girl, I hope you understand
女孩 我希望你能理解 [00:02.204]I wanted to hold your hand
我想要握住你的手 [00:04.533]But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
可我却无法做到 渴望成为你的男人回到那时 [00:09.162]And you knew I fell for you but you
而你明了 我已为你沉沦 [00:11.982]Just broke my heart in two
可你却将我的心 掰成了两半 [00:13.760]I was sad, mad and broken on my bed
那时我无比难过 近乎疯狂 躺在床上 心碎无比 [00:16.334]Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head
希望我能够摆脱脑中的声音 [00:18.421] [00:18.588]I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med
我正打开了一包 未完全开发的药 [00:20.839]When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead
当我见到 一张写着领先制作出的药物的处方 [00:23.154]And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat
而当我在一小时后 苏醒于由我满身汗液积成的水池时 [00:25.444]I said, "I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again"
我说道 我向上天发誓 我绝不会再度入眠 [00:27.770]So instead I took my pen and started writing evidencе
所以相反 我拿起了笔 而开始书写证据 [00:30.071]And when I started making sensе
而当我开始表述清晰 [00:31.274]I found that I had reached the end
我发现我已临近尽头 [00:32.451]Oh, I'm upset, I have no friends
我是如此难过 我没有朋友 [00:33.579]You wanna bet you're just pretend?
你敢打赌吗？你这一切都是假装的！ [00:34.828]You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing
你只是一只被拘禁于写作的宠物罢了 [00:36.628]You're not shit
你什么都不是 [00:37.283]I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways, I swear I did
我本以为 我已停止了精神错乱 我发誓确有其事 [00:41.420]I said I talked to people 'bout the problematic life I lived
我曾说 我会跟人们谈起 我所过着的充满问题的生活 [00:45.866]They were my neighbors, razor blades
他们是我的邻居 剃须刀 [00:48.261]And different flavored pills I hit
还有我喜欢吃不同口味的“糖果” [00:50.473]Therefore I'm at surely my last straw
因此 毫无疑问 我正处于 我的最终时刻 [00:53.128]I'm so gassed, stuck in the past, I said that
我是如此激动 沉溺于过去 无法自拔 我曾那样说 [00:56.299] [00:56.471]Girl, I hope you understand
女孩 我希望你能理解 [00:58.051]I wanted to hold your hand
我想要握住你的手 [01:00.474]But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
可我却无法做到 渴望成为你的男人 回到那时 [01:05.079]And so far I never held you with my arms
而至今 我未曾将你搂在怀中 [01:07.883]So it's hard to be the one you aren't
所以 很难让你接受这样的我 [01:10.078]With instead filled with anxiety
而相反 满是焦虑 [01:12.411]Always was a part of me, guess I'm not cut out to be
而总是俯首称臣 认为我还未达到此般地步 [01:14.512] [01:14.674]Somebody 'cause it's not me
这是其他人 因为这不是我 我不再是从前 [01:15.775]I'm not used to all the talking, was an introvert
一谈话内向 [01:17.594]That had converted feelings into writing
而写作时大不相同的人 [01:19.074]Used to cope with all my problems
曾不断处理我的问题 [01:20.329]Using notes and lots of rhyming
使用音符 还有许多韵脚 [01:21.423]Used to hope for better days whenever
曾总是期盼那些美好未来 [01:22.797]nights would have me crying
无论夜晚我会如何哭泣 [01:23.715]I'm not lying when I say that I would rather die go back
当我说我宁可离去 也不愿折返 [01:26.476]To the times that I would try to be the guy that people know as
于我曾尝试成总是隐匿于我眼皮下的恶魔 [01:28.643]always fighting with the demons hiding far behind my eyelids
人们却从而为之抗衡之时 我并未说谎 [01:30.965]On an island full of violence in my head I had two pilots
在一座满是暴力的岛屿 在我脑海里 有着两位飞行员 [01:33.417]Oh, the sun don't shine and skies turn gray
阳光不再耀眼 而天空愈渐灰暗 [01:36.084]I felt it coursing through my veins
我感受到毒素正疾驰于我的血管 [01:38.593]I said before I'm not okay
我早就说过 我一点都不好 [01:40.968]But you don't listen anyway
可你还是没有听过 [01:43.135]You know I tried, you turned away
你要知道我也试过 而你却转身离去 [01:45.399]You straight-up lied right to my face
你直直地对着我的脸 不断撒谎 [01:47.849]You ****ed my life, ruined my da
你毁了我的人生 摧毁了我的时光 [01:50.264]But you don't know, so I'll say
可你并不知情 所以我会说出来 [01:52.152] [01:52.317]Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did
没有什么能够填满这场寂静 无人能够如我从前那般爱你 [01:56.516](And you don't know, so I'll say)
(你不知情 所以我会说出来) [01:56.997]Nobody cares, you lied, it's no fair, you still deny it
无人关心你 这都是谎话 并不公平 你仍在否决这一切 [02:00.813](So I'll say)
(所以我会说出来) [02:01.526]Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did
没有什么能够填满这场寂静 无人能够如我从前那般爱你 [02:04.741](And you don't know, so I'll say)
(你不知情 所以我会说出来) [02:06.215]Nobody cares, you lied, it's no fair, you still deny it
无人关心你 这都是谎话 并不公平 你仍在否认这一切 [02:09.708](So I'll say)
(所以我会说) [02:10.581] [02:10.770]Girl, I hope you understand
女孩 我希望你能理解 [02:12.600]I wanted to hold your hand
我想要握住你的手 [02:15.072]But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
可我却无法做到 渴望成为你的男人 回到那时 [02:19.638]And too bad I know I can't wake up
真是糟糕 我知道我无法苏醒 [02:22.085]Because I lost my way and you don't give a ****
因为我已丢失自我 而你却不在乎我 [02:24.182]About me, this could be a dream, I can't see
这本该是场梦境 [02:27.166]The things that you see, so please, oh
我无法见到你所观见的一切 所以请你 [02:29.156]Girl, I hope you understand
女孩 我希望你能理解 [02:31.152]I wanted to hold your hand
我想要握住你的手 [02:33.564]But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
可我却无法做到 渴望成为你的男人 回到那时 [02:38.334]And you had known you played along
而你已然明白 而一同玩耍 [02:41.173]You were my home, I wrote you songs
你曾是我的家园 我给你写歌 [02:42.782]And now you're dead to me effectively
如今你在我心里已然逝去 [02:45.180]Removed yourself outside my dreams
事实上 是你自己彻底抹除了曾经的美好 留在我的梦境之外