Voices In My Head-EST Gee

[00:00.000][Intro] [00:00.447](Ayy, who that? John Gotitt) [00:04.046]I tried giving up [00:05.551]When times was hard, life was rough, I tried giving up [00:08.631]Yeah, yeah, yeah, huh, huh [00:11.437][Chorus] [00:11.689]When times was hard, life was rough, I tried giving up (I tried giving up) [00:15.248]I'm like, "Maybe I wasn't meant for much" (I wasn't meant for much) [00:17.835]I miss big bruh so much sometimes, I wish I went with him (I wish I went with him) [00:21.591]Like, "Don't worry, here I come" (Don't worry, here I come) [00:23.895]I'm popping meds, laying in bed, tryna wake up dead (I'm tryna wake up dead) [00:26.725]Instead I wake up aching, staring at my ceiling fan (I'm staring at my ceiling fan) [00:29.822]Voice in my head said, "Quit playing and just finish it" (Ayy, boy, quit playin') [00:32.652]One to the head if you wanna end this shit [00:34.719]Let's just get it finished with (Let's just get it finished with) [00:36.275] [00:36.521]When my lil' cousin shot his self, my auntie found his body (My auntie found him) [00:39.105]I still be fighting that urge inside me, I need counseling probably [00:41.952]But who gon' listen to all this different shit you know I been into? [00:45.617]I can tell you somethin' that'll make you sick that you'll swear isn't true (Yeah, sick) [00:48.713]Have you ever dreamed you couldn't see but voices visit you? [00:51.831]And tell you you'll be rich by twenty-six if you survive that boom (Survive that shots) [00:54.652]Hospital views, hard to get you stable, it's so many goons [00:57.746]Bright lights get dark like closing tunes, the reapers in the room [01:00.877]Grim said he'll take me far away soon as I tell 'em to [01:03.953]Then I felt Reek shake me, "Gee, you staying, we got shit to do" [01:07.028]I wanted to go, but you told me, "No", I'm glad I heard you spoke [01:10.137]Live or die, decide 'cause both is painful, either way it goes [01:12.990] [01:13.236]When times was hard, life was rough, I tried giving up (I tried giving up) [01:16.536]I'm like, "Maybe I wasn't meant for much" (I wasn't meant for much) [01:18.872]I miss big bruh so much sometimes, I wish I went with him (I wish I went with him) [01:22.695]Like, "Don't worry, here I come" (Don't worry, here I come) [01:24.777]I'm popping meds, laying in bed, tryna wake up dead (I'm tryna wake up dead) [01:27.870]Instead I wake up aching, staring at my ceiling fan (I'm staring at my ceiling fan) [01:30.974]Voice in my head said, "Quit playing and just finish it" (Ayy, boy, quit playin') [01:34.077]One to the head if you wanna end this shit [01:36.680]Let's just get it finished with (Let's just get it finished with) [01:37.725] [01:37.980][Outro] [01:38.701]Ayy, yeah, magic, you know? [01:42.285]I ain't mad at you [01:44.040]You feel me, I, I salute your bravery, for real [01:47.111]Sometimes I wish I was as brave as you [01:49.425]Whether you meant it or not [01:53.179]You got away from this mother****er [01:57.015]Mm, we'll make 'em see it though, how far it go [02:15.030](How many times did I cross your mind?) [02:18.118](Or am I just a memory)