Body Dysmorphia.-RAYE

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Mike Sabath/Rachel Keen [00:18.663] I let my fingers pinch my skin
我用手指捏我的皮肤 [00:21.227] I'm so hungry, I can't sleep
我太饿了 我睡不着 [00:23.432] But I know if I eat
但我知道如果我吃了 [00:24.933] Then I'll be in the bathroom on my knees
那我就在浴室里跪着 [00:28.236] I hate the way my face is square
我讨厌我的脸是方的 [00:30.454] I hate my arms inside these sleeves
我讨厌袖子里的胳膊 [00:32.784] For this "hourglass" we all desire
我们都渴望这个“沙漏” [00:35.049] I wear 3 corsets underneath
我在里面穿了三件紧身胸衣 [00:36.951] [00:37.746] XL T-shirts, baggy jeans
XL码的T恤 宽松的牛仔裤 [00:39.903] So I don't have to stress about it
所以我不必为此有压力 [00:42.488] Marijuana every day, so I cannot obsess about it
每天吸食叶子 所以我不能沉迷于此 [00:46.366] [00:47.325] How can I expect you to romance me
我怎么能指望你能对我浪漫呢 [00:50.582] Touch my body, baby
触摸我的身体宝贝 [00:52.192] I don't even want to take it off for you
我甚至都不想为你脱下来 [00:55.350] So turn the lights off
所以关掉灯光吧 [00:56.037] [00:56.519] And I don't really like my body
我也不太喜欢我的身材 [00:58.672] But knowing it's my only body
但我知道这是我唯一的身体 [01:01.144] I should pro'ly call somebody
我应该打个电话给别人 [01:03.422] I should really show you how I'm feeling inside
我真的应该让你知道我内心的感受 [01:07.652] Matter fact, I'm glad you called me
事实上 我很高兴你打电话给我 [01:10.605] I've been hiding, I been high
我一直在躲藏 一直逍遥自在 [01:12.697] And I've been sleeping hungry
一直在饥肠辘辘中入眠 [01:14.518] [01:15.558] I hug my knees, I squeeze my waist
我抱着我的膝盖 我捏着我的腰 [01:17.951] There's so much that I want to change
我想要改变的东西实在太多 [01:20.442] Yes, lately I've been thinking 'bout the ways to rearrange my face
最近我一直在想如何重新整理我的脸 [01:25.804] I wanna cut pieces off
我想把它切下来 [01:28.957] Looking in the mirror
看着镜子中的自己 [01:30.644] Want to take a pair of scissors
我想拿一把剪刀 [01:33.136] Sadly dear
很遗憾 亲爱的 [01:34.379] I wanna cut pieces off
我想把它切下来 [01:36.682] Lately, I've been so depressed about it
最近 我为此感到很沮丧 [01:39.482] No one sees what I can see and I'm so ****in' scared about it
没人能看到我所见 我真的感到害怕 [01:43.382] [01:44.333] How can I expect you to romance me
我怎么能指望你能对我浪漫呢 [01:47.376] Touch my body, baby
触摸我的身体 宝贝 [01:49.195] I don't want to take it off for you
我不想为你褪去衣装 [01:51.468] Until you turn the lights off
直到你把灯关掉 [01:52.481] [01:53.088] And I don't really like my body
我不太喜欢我的身材 [01:55.657] But knowing it's my only body
但我知道这是我唯一的身体 [01:58.035] I should pro'ly call somebody
我应该打个电话给别人 [02:00.448] I should really show you how I'm feeling inside
我真的应该让你知道我内心的感受 [02:04.672] Matter fact, I'm glad you called me
事实上 我很高兴你打电话给我 [02:07.482] I've been hiding, I been high
我一直在躲藏 一直逍遥自在 [02:09.629] And I've been sleeping hungry
一直在饥肠辘辘中入眠 [02:12.977] [02:14.314] I think when I grow older I'm going to get a nose job
我想等我长大了我要去做鼻子整形手术 [02:19.427] I have a bump in my nose and it's ugly
我鼻子上有个肿块 它实在很难看 [02:23.184] When I grow up I want to be skinny but with an "hourglass figure"
当我长大后 我想瘦下来 弄成个“沙漏身材” [02:28.178] I hope I'll be pretty when I grow up or I think I'll be sad
我希望我长大后会很漂亮 否则我一定会很伤心