Where Was Heaven-Wu-Tang Clan

[00:00.431][Intro: Myalansky] [00:02.730]Shit, sometimes man I just [00:05.133]Get stressed out I be like damn yo [00:07.327]I wanna go over here and smack a ***** up [00:11.115]You know what I'm sayin' [00:12.108]Where Was Heaven - Wu-Tang Killa Bees: The Swarm - Crime Syndicate shit though *****s know [00:14.171]Know what I'm saying my peeps put me on [00:16.078]For real ... shit's ****ed up yo [00:19.526]You know what I'm saying religion's all good [00:21.355]But where was heaven? Yo [00:23.471][Verse 1: Myalansky] [00:24.359]An ordinary cat from outta projects [00:26.423]Since I was younger though [00:27.964]Mom raised her children [00:29.009]Pops dipped a long time ago [00:30.968]In my mind I see flashbacks [00:32.509]I had no fancy clothes [00:33.737]Skinny, ugly, notty head ***** crying with snotty nose [00:36.689]Even though my father neglect he paid the child support [00:39.693]Hadn't seen him all these years, I hug his ass in court [00:42.775]Always saying I'm coming to get you, and I be waiting to [00:45.701]Holiday and birthday presents was never coming through [00:48.731]'Member at the age 13, I started smoking weed [00:51.683]Hangin' out wit cats that was older, I start to run the street [00:54.687]Dropped outta high school, selling drugs, impressing chics [00:57.744]Spent most my cheddar on gear [00:59.468]My mans was buying whips [01:00.591]New York, Jamaican, Miami *****s [01:02.576]Flooded Virginia quick [01:03.595]Co-signing work, only if buying [01:05.293]Prices was high as shit [01:06.651]'Member when I first got hit [01:08.193]I seen the iron spit [01:09.838]50 cats bendin' one corner, bleeding where pellet hit [01:12.607]My man Shawn, he held on strong [01:14.384]Slug burnt through his lower back side [01:16.682]Cracked his spine, exit his arm [01:18.276]Lost him twice on the hospital table [01:20.392]And when he died, I cried my eyes out [01:22.168]I couldn't take it (damn damn) [01:24.493]But the same things continued to happen [01:26.374]*****s got bust [01:27.366]I'm a kid with a grown man's mind turning corrupt [01:30.318]Playing innocent infront of my elders [01:32.330]I was running with them cats that be robbing too [01:35.282]I couldn't tell her [01:36.405]If my name was up in any type trouble [01:38.416]My moms would tell me [01:40.114]Just like you brothers, into some shit, go get a job or something [01:42.700]Just a little bum on the street [01:44.320]Not working hard for nottin' [01:45.704]Scratch I made whenever pumping [01:47.481]I hit her off wit' something [01:48.735]Making sure the crib stay tight [01:50.197]For real I weren't no dummy [01:51.608]Timmy where you gettin' this money [01:53.620]By washin cars, be lying [01:54.691]Saying anything 'sides drugs selling [01:56.650]My sister seen me on the block [01:58.348]Transact with fiends, saying I'ma tell it [02:00.646]Growing up was hell no doubt [02:02.475]I wonder where was heaven [02:03.781][Interlude: Myalansky] [02:04.669]For real though [02:07.073]Always look for that place call heaven [02:09.920]It's never there [02:11.383]I seen my man's an' 'em gets.. just get blasted [02:14.100]On the block [02:15.171]Know what I'm saying? [02:15.876]I go in the crib I got stains all over my shirt [02:18.357]Know what I'm saying? [02:19.768]And my mom's knew the type of shit I was going through [02:22.851]Cause I was a project kid [02:24.261][Verse 2: Myalansky] [02:24.496]Now I'm a grown man [02:25.437]Still It's like life dealt me the wrong hand [02:27.474]Cat's that was my man be frontin' [02:29.198]Or either found dead [02:30.557]Sound sad, incarcerated, just turned a new dad [02:33.404]Remembering them long ten months from slingin' crack bags [02:36.460]Mom put me out with the quickness [02:38.420]Carry your black ass [02:39.647]I'm still coming back to the crib [02:41.606]Oh so you back? Yeah [02:42.651]Ma, I just came to holler at you, see how you doing [02:45.316]Nothing's changed after all these years [02:47.510]Still hustle for some gear [02:49.156]Smoke weed, still drink beers [02:51.089]I tell you from my heart [02:52.630]Yo, times I'm like yeah [02:53.988][Outro: Myalansky] [02:54.563]I wonder if heaven has a place on this planet [02:56.522]You'd find me right there [03:07.233]Just a kid though [03:08.904]All I wanna roll wit [03:10.785]