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[00:00.000] 作词 : Miller, Jake Harris
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Miller, Jake Harris
[00:15.280]Yeah, look
听着 [00:16.850]Let me tell you about a kid named Steven
让我给你讲个叫史蒂文的男孩 [00:18.660]He's slowly running out of things to believe in
他渐渐失去所有信仰 [00:20.730]Every couple of months his mom leaves him,
每隔几个月母亲就抛弃他 [00:22.840]for no good reason his step-dad beats him
继父无缘无故对他拳脚相加 [00:24.960]Not too many friends, only ever had a few of them,
朋友寥寥无几 [00:26.880]but recently they don't want anything to do with him
最近连他们都躲着他 [00:29.060]Always eating lunch in the bathroom stall,
总在厕所隔间吃午餐 [00:30.990]he just wants to feel normal and be cool again, yeah
只想重获平凡 找回尊严 [00:33.110]Always feeling like the outcast, he's been going crazy ever since his dad passed
始终像个异类 自父亲离世后日渐崩溃 [00:36.960]He needs guidance and advice but instead
他需要指引而非 [00:38.860]he only has breakdowns and flashbacks of the car crash uh
车祸的闪回与精神瓦解 [00:41.350]It's been getting harder everyday, if he was still around everything would be ok
日子越来越难熬 父亲在世时一切安好 [00:45.300]Cuz his dad was always the light at the end of the tunnel,
他曾是隧道尽头的光 [00:47.540]but now that same damn tunnel is looking dark and grey
如今这隧道只剩阴霾 [00:50.030]He keeps quiet in the back of the class
教室后排的沉默身影 [00:51.770]and when the bell rings Steven hurries home fast
放学铃响便飞奔逃离 [00:53.630]scared to death the other kids will kick his ass on the long walk home
害怕归途又遭围殴 [00:56.860]cuz its happened in the past so
这已不是第一次 [00:58.360]He's getting used to the black eyes and fat lips
青肿眼眶干裂嘴唇 [01:00.190]but all he's got is a fake smile and cut wrists
只剩假笑与割腕伤痕 [01:02.430]Wishin' he could walk right up to them and show them the scars
多想展示伤疤对他们说 [01:04.570]and say look you're the reason that I've done this
看 这就是你们造的孽 [01:06.840]Maybe they would finally understand and go back to how it was before it all began
或许他们会醒悟 回到最初的美好 [01:10.070]But he's just a little different so they taunt him and they beat him
但只因与众不同 他遭尽欺辱 [01:12.560]Yeah it's all just fun and games, they don't give a damn, yeah
施暴者只觉得是场游戏 [01:14.800]His older brother ain't around, in and out of jail, hanging with the wrong crowd
兄长常年蹲监狱 混迹狐朋狗友 [01:18.110]He's been doing coke, smoking shit, getting drunk all his life he's a shame
吸毒酗酒度日 毫无尊严可言 [01:21.220]no, he's not too proud
如今恶习传染给弟弟 [01:22.520]Now his habits are rubbing off on his little bro yeah, but guess what?
可他不知道 [01:26.090]Little did he know that everytime he did a line,
每次吸食粉末 [01:28.080]everytime he lit a joint,
每次点燃大麻 [01:29.070]everytime he took a shot he was sippin mode
每次举杯痛饮 [01:30.870]So Steven's sitting in his room getting high now
都让史蒂文在房间沉沦 [01:32.990]Doors locked, music up, with his lights out
房门紧锁 音乐轰鸣 灯光熄灭 [01:34.980]He just takes another tote til his room fills with smoke
不断吸食直到烟雾弥漫 [01:36.970]5-6-7 hours til he knocks out
五六个小时后昏迷不醒 [01:39.270]Now he started stealing pills from his mom
开始偷窃母亲的药片 [01:41.200]8-9-10 at a time and now they're gone
每次八九粒 转眼就嗑光 [01:42.920]and maybe for a moment all his problems seem to fade,
短暂幻觉让痛苦消退 [01:45.040]but the high fades too after not too long
但药效过后绝望更甚 [01:47.150]and that's when it really sinks in and that's when it hits him
这时他才真正明白 [01:49.330]that these god damn drugs won't fix him
该死的毒品救不了他 [01:51.440]Curled up on the floor, can't take it anymore
蜷缩在地 崩溃哭喊 [01:53.250]Now he's talking to God cuz he's the only one that gets him
只能向理解他的上帝倾诉 [01:55.490]On his knees, looking up, can't stop crying
跪地仰望 泪流不止 [01:57.850]"God I know we haven't talked in a long time
"上帝啊 虽然久未祷告 [01:59.770]but this time I really need you. Please God help me, say something
但这次真的需要您 求您说句话 [02:02.650]just give me a sign, because now I'm falling apart and
给我征兆 我快要崩溃 [02:04.770]I don't think that I can do it. Please God, give me the strength
真的撑不下去了 求赐予我力量 [02:07.070]to pull through it. Tell me, Should I give up? I could end it all right now.
告诉我该放弃吗 现在就能结束 [02:10.050]I just don't know if I'm brave enough to do it.
却不知是否有勇气动手 [02:12.290]Cuz there's gotta be a better way than suicide.
自杀之外必有出路 [02:14.680]Try to wait it out, give it time, you'll be fine.
试着等待 时间会治愈 [02:16.670]But it's been so long and I still haven't been able to get rid
但煎熬这么久 仍无法摆脱 [02:19.410]of all the thoughts that I feel inside. So sick, so angry, so mad
内心的痛苦愤怒" [02:22.900]and to top it off no one even knows that"
更可悲的是无人知晓 [02:24.950]That's when he stood up, wiped his tears, walked over to his desk
这时他擦干眼泪起身 [02:27.680]and got a pen and a notepad
拿起纸笔走向书桌 [02:29.170]He just couldn't see it getting any better
看不到任何希望 [02:31.140]So on a cold dark night in December, Steven knew exactly what he had to do
十二月寒夜 史蒂文知道该做什么 [02:35.000]But first he sat down and wrote a couple letters
但先要写完几封信 [02:37.110]One to his step-dad, one to his mother,
给继父 给母亲 [02:39.170]couple to the kids at school, one to his brother
给同学 给兄长 [02:41.340]Bringing them the pain that they once brought him tear drops on the paper one after another
将他们给的痛苦如数奉还 泪痕斑驳 [02:45.900]Yeah, I hope that you all feel guilty.
但愿你们良心不安 [02:47.780]Cuz I'm broken now and you can't heal me
我已破碎 你们无力挽回 [02:49.890]And now you're all an accomplice in murder
你们都是谋杀同谋 [02:51.820]each and every one of you has chipped in to kill me
每人都是杀我的帮凶 [02:53.940]So the reason that I'm writing you this evening,
今夜写信只为告别 [02:55.980]is to say goodbye and to tell you that I'm leaving
说声再见 我要离开了 [02:58.100]But don't hold your breath cuz I ain't never coming back
别期待 我永不归来 [03:00.340]Sincerely yours, Steven
此致 史蒂文绝笔
听着 [00:16.850]Let me tell you about a kid named Steven
让我给你讲个叫史蒂文的男孩 [00:18.660]He's slowly running out of things to believe in
他渐渐失去所有信仰 [00:20.730]Every couple of months his mom leaves him,
每隔几个月母亲就抛弃他 [00:22.840]for no good reason his step-dad beats him
继父无缘无故对他拳脚相加 [00:24.960]Not too many friends, only ever had a few of them,
朋友寥寥无几 [00:26.880]but recently they don't want anything to do with him
最近连他们都躲着他 [00:29.060]Always eating lunch in the bathroom stall,
总在厕所隔间吃午餐 [00:30.990]he just wants to feel normal and be cool again, yeah
只想重获平凡 找回尊严 [00:33.110]Always feeling like the outcast, he's been going crazy ever since his dad passed
始终像个异类 自父亲离世后日渐崩溃 [00:36.960]He needs guidance and advice but instead
他需要指引而非 [00:38.860]he only has breakdowns and flashbacks of the car crash uh
车祸的闪回与精神瓦解 [00:41.350]It's been getting harder everyday, if he was still around everything would be ok
日子越来越难熬 父亲在世时一切安好 [00:45.300]Cuz his dad was always the light at the end of the tunnel,
他曾是隧道尽头的光 [00:47.540]but now that same damn tunnel is looking dark and grey
如今这隧道只剩阴霾 [00:50.030]He keeps quiet in the back of the class
教室后排的沉默身影 [00:51.770]and when the bell rings Steven hurries home fast
放学铃响便飞奔逃离 [00:53.630]scared to death the other kids will kick his ass on the long walk home
害怕归途又遭围殴 [00:56.860]cuz its happened in the past so
这已不是第一次 [00:58.360]He's getting used to the black eyes and fat lips
青肿眼眶干裂嘴唇 [01:00.190]but all he's got is a fake smile and cut wrists
只剩假笑与割腕伤痕 [01:02.430]Wishin' he could walk right up to them and show them the scars
多想展示伤疤对他们说 [01:04.570]and say look you're the reason that I've done this
看 这就是你们造的孽 [01:06.840]Maybe they would finally understand and go back to how it was before it all began
或许他们会醒悟 回到最初的美好 [01:10.070]But he's just a little different so they taunt him and they beat him
但只因与众不同 他遭尽欺辱 [01:12.560]Yeah it's all just fun and games, they don't give a damn, yeah
施暴者只觉得是场游戏 [01:14.800]His older brother ain't around, in and out of jail, hanging with the wrong crowd
兄长常年蹲监狱 混迹狐朋狗友 [01:18.110]He's been doing coke, smoking shit, getting drunk all his life he's a shame
吸毒酗酒度日 毫无尊严可言 [01:21.220]no, he's not too proud
如今恶习传染给弟弟 [01:22.520]Now his habits are rubbing off on his little bro yeah, but guess what?
可他不知道 [01:26.090]Little did he know that everytime he did a line,
每次吸食粉末 [01:28.080]everytime he lit a joint,
每次点燃大麻 [01:29.070]everytime he took a shot he was sippin mode
每次举杯痛饮 [01:30.870]So Steven's sitting in his room getting high now
都让史蒂文在房间沉沦 [01:32.990]Doors locked, music up, with his lights out
房门紧锁 音乐轰鸣 灯光熄灭 [01:34.980]He just takes another tote til his room fills with smoke
不断吸食直到烟雾弥漫 [01:36.970]5-6-7 hours til he knocks out
五六个小时后昏迷不醒 [01:39.270]Now he started stealing pills from his mom
开始偷窃母亲的药片 [01:41.200]8-9-10 at a time and now they're gone
每次八九粒 转眼就嗑光 [01:42.920]and maybe for a moment all his problems seem to fade,
短暂幻觉让痛苦消退 [01:45.040]but the high fades too after not too long
但药效过后绝望更甚 [01:47.150]and that's when it really sinks in and that's when it hits him
这时他才真正明白 [01:49.330]that these god damn drugs won't fix him
该死的毒品救不了他 [01:51.440]Curled up on the floor, can't take it anymore
蜷缩在地 崩溃哭喊 [01:53.250]Now he's talking to God cuz he's the only one that gets him
只能向理解他的上帝倾诉 [01:55.490]On his knees, looking up, can't stop crying
跪地仰望 泪流不止 [01:57.850]"God I know we haven't talked in a long time
"上帝啊 虽然久未祷告 [01:59.770]but this time I really need you. Please God help me, say something
但这次真的需要您 求您说句话 [02:02.650]just give me a sign, because now I'm falling apart and
给我征兆 我快要崩溃 [02:04.770]I don't think that I can do it. Please God, give me the strength
真的撑不下去了 求赐予我力量 [02:07.070]to pull through it. Tell me, Should I give up? I could end it all right now.
告诉我该放弃吗 现在就能结束 [02:10.050]I just don't know if I'm brave enough to do it.
却不知是否有勇气动手 [02:12.290]Cuz there's gotta be a better way than suicide.
自杀之外必有出路 [02:14.680]Try to wait it out, give it time, you'll be fine.
试着等待 时间会治愈 [02:16.670]But it's been so long and I still haven't been able to get rid
但煎熬这么久 仍无法摆脱 [02:19.410]of all the thoughts that I feel inside. So sick, so angry, so mad
内心的痛苦愤怒" [02:22.900]and to top it off no one even knows that"
更可悲的是无人知晓 [02:24.950]That's when he stood up, wiped his tears, walked over to his desk
这时他擦干眼泪起身 [02:27.680]and got a pen and a notepad
拿起纸笔走向书桌 [02:29.170]He just couldn't see it getting any better
看不到任何希望 [02:31.140]So on a cold dark night in December, Steven knew exactly what he had to do
十二月寒夜 史蒂文知道该做什么 [02:35.000]But first he sat down and wrote a couple letters
但先要写完几封信 [02:37.110]One to his step-dad, one to his mother,
给继父 给母亲 [02:39.170]couple to the kids at school, one to his brother
给同学 给兄长 [02:41.340]Bringing them the pain that they once brought him tear drops on the paper one after another
将他们给的痛苦如数奉还 泪痕斑驳 [02:45.900]Yeah, I hope that you all feel guilty.
但愿你们良心不安 [02:47.780]Cuz I'm broken now and you can't heal me
我已破碎 你们无力挽回 [02:49.890]And now you're all an accomplice in murder
你们都是谋杀同谋 [02:51.820]each and every one of you has chipped in to kill me
每人都是杀我的帮凶 [02:53.940]So the reason that I'm writing you this evening,
今夜写信只为告别 [02:55.980]is to say goodbye and to tell you that I'm leaving
说声再见 我要离开了 [02:58.100]But don't hold your breath cuz I ain't never coming back
别期待 我永不归来 [03:00.340]Sincerely yours, Steven
此致 史蒂文绝笔
