Triumph of Disintegration-Of Montreal

[00:01.50]The last ten days have been a ************ [00:05.57]I didn’t know if I’d survive [00:16.76] [00:25.20]The voice with the synapse that calls blood bats [00:27.64]Into action has now entered the tablelands [00:31.96] [00:33.08]It’s only natural to feel a little imbalanced [00:36.78]It’s a symptom of your hysterical need to be understood [00:41.35] [00:48.64]You had to forgive your enemy cause [00:50.43]It was making you psychotic [00:51.43]To keep fighting him inside of your head [00:54.74] [00:56.39]But how could you allow these people [00:58.20]Whom you don’t even respect to rape your self concept [01:01.92]And make your inner world an ugliness [01:07.49] [01:23.30]Thrashed through the forest like a tormented brute [01:27.30]I had to make myself a monster just [01:30.55]To feel something ugly enough to be true [01:35.92]And then scratching wildly [01:37.92]At the mirror in my heart to see their doleful faces [01:41.99]What is the flaw in just running away [01:47.18]Running away fixes everything [01:51.49]How can I why should I stay [01:54.55]Just to view the triumph of disintegration [01:59.41] [02:07.10]To live beneath language or far above [02:10.91]It’s really not that different [02:15.01]At least now that the one thing that is good about me [02:18.98]Has begun to express itself in malicious ways [02:23.60] [02:42.21]Thrashed through the forest like a tormented brute [02:46.23]I had to make myself a monster just [02:49.47]To feel something ugly enough to be true [02:54.84]And then scratching wildly at the mirror in my heart [02:58.91]To see their doleful faces [03:00.97]What is the flaw in just running away [03:05.34] [03:06.07]Running away fixes everything how can I why should I stay [03:13.89]Just to see the triumph of disintegration [03:16.89] [03:17.59]Victories of devastation