Pluto-Sleeping at Last

[00:12.02]I woke up from the same dream:
我从一个相同的梦里醒来 [00:15.27]falling backwards, falling backwards
向后倾倒，向后倾倒 [00:18.52]’til it turned me inside out.
直到它使我晕头转向 [00:24.89]now i live a waking life
现在我清醒的活着 [00:27.82]of looking backwards, looking backwards;
回头看，回头看 [00:31.45]a model citizen of doubt.
一个疑惑的模范市民 [00:37.00]until one day i had enough
直到有一天我受够了 [00:40.19]of this exercise of trust.
为获取信任而进行的试探 [00:43.37]i leaned in and let it hurt,
我依靠它，放任它伤害自己 [00:46.10]and let my body feel the dirt.
让我的身体感知污秽 [00:49.38]when i break pattern, i break ground.
当我打破模式，我又重新开始了 [00:52.50]i rebuild when i break down.
当我意志消沉时，我又重建了自我 [00:56.12]i wake up more awake than i’ve ever been before.
当我醒来我比以往更加清醒 [01:09.16]still i’m pinned under the weight
我仍被禁锢在这高压之下 [01:12.14]of what i believed would keep me safe.
我所信仰的一切会保我周全 [01:15.42]so show me where my armor ends,
所以告诉我在哪可以卸下我的铠甲 [01:18.56]show me where my skin begins.
告诉我可以露出我的本色肌肤 [01:21.73]like a final puzzle piece
像最后一块拼图 [01:24.82]it all makes perfect sense to me…
这对我来说完全合乎情理 [01:28.19]the heaviness that i hold in my heart belongs to gravity.
我心里的重量归咎于地心引力 [01:34.69]the heaviness that i hold in my heart’s been crushing me.
我心里的重量让我支离破碎 [01:51.40]i’ve been worried all my life,
我一生忧患 [01:57.64]a nervous wreck most of the time.
总是极度紧张 [02:03.84]i’ve always been afraid of heights,
我总是恐高 [02:07.15]of falling backwards, falling backwards. [02:10.39]i’ve been worried all my life. [02:17.11]i’ve been worried all my life. [02:23.62]i’ve been worried all my life.
我一生忧患 [02:29.97]of falling backwards, falling backwards. [02:33.11]of falling backwards, falling backwards. [02:36.20]of falling backwards, falling backwards.
向后倾倒，向后倾倒 [02:42.17]until one day i had enough
直到有一天我受够了 [02:45.14]of this exercise of trust.
为获取信任而进行的试探 [02:48.28]i leaned in and let it hurt,
我依靠它，放任它伤害自己 [02:51.07]and let my body feel the dirt.
让我的身体感知污秽 [02:54.36]when i break pattern, i break ground.
当我打破模式，我又重新开始了 [02:57.30]i rebuild when i break down.
当我意志消沉时，我又重建了自我 [03:01.02]i wake up more awake than i’ve ever been before.
当我醒来我比以往更加清醒 [03:07.63]still i’m pinned under the weight
我仍被禁锢在这高压之下 [03:10.32]of what i believed would keep me safe.
我所信仰的一切会保我周全 [03:13.75]so show me where my armor ends,
所以告诉我在哪可以卸下我的铠甲 [03:16.47]show me where my skin begins.
告诉我可以露出我的本色肌肤 [03:20.10]like a final puzzle piece
像最后一块拼图 [03:23.03]it all makes perfect sense to me…
这对我来说完全合乎情理 [03:26.52]the heaviness that i hold in my heart belongs to gravity. [03:33.27]the heaviness in my heart belongs to gravity.
我心里的重量归咎于地心引力