Discomfort Revisited-The Hotelier

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Christian Holden [00:10.05]You carry an illness. [00:14.83]Practically know it by name. [00:19.41]It seldom speaks for you. [00:23.24]You learned to tune it away. [00:30.05]But It wasn't easy. [00:42.83]Was fond of your writing. [00:46.78]It allowed me to see into you. [00:51.12]You hid behind the similes [00:55.25]like fractal light in all shades of blue [01:01.96] pebbles and mirrors. [01:07.56]i'm just jealous because i tried [01:09.76]mapping out your mind's inconsistent ways. [01:12.16]Tangled and untied, [01:13.37] I watched your ends start to fray. [01:16.58]You felt buried from the start. [01:19.62]Tearing you apart. [01:20.91]Constricting the free beating of your heart. [01:23.26]I knew your postcard would say, [01:25.87]"wish you could stay wish you felt the same way." [01:35.80]Asked to be admitted [01:39.35] and they put a lock on your door. [01:45.58]Subdued, medicated, face to linoleum floor. [01:56.77]and You tried to break away. [01:59.56] Painted window panes. [02:00.79]Bars behind the glass molded to the frame. [02:03.10]You saw yourself in those days. [02:06.60]You felt buried from the start. [02:09.42]Tearing you apart. [02:10.39]Constricting the free beating of your heart. [02:12.90]I knew your postcard would say, [02:16.24]"wish you could stay wish you felt the same way." [02:34.70]I am tearing up pieces of old news [02:41.93]to mend the leaks in my open wounds. [02:47.03]Protect your pressure points i refuse to press against. [02:53.57]Let yourself renew. [02:57.44]Project the voice that I found for you. [03:01.74]Pull up the weeds from the ground you grew. [03:06.34]Feel soil under your toes. [03:09.57]It's you you have forever. [03:12.63]I felt weaker when I bent. [03:14.86] Beaten to the end. [03:15.86]Folding on myself. [03:16.94]Too damaged to mend, [03:18.24]I couldn't hold all the weight. [03:21.98]\You felt buried from the start. [03:24.34]Tearing you apart. [03:25.37]Injuring yourself dragging from my arm. [03:28.03]I knew your postcard would say, [03:31.18]"I know your new heart still desires to play [03:35.96]and who would i be to keep it all for me." [03:41.37]Wish I could stay wish I felt the same way.