Ill Mind of Hopsin 7-Hopsin

[00:23.02]It’s us, find power [00:28.16]Live life, mind power [00:33.34]It’s us, find power [00:38.50](Live life, mind power)Yo, ************* anybody I might alarm [00:42.95]Life is a tour, I sit and ride along [00:44.94]Taking some notes [00:45.50]and then I write the song [00:46.97]I'm staring down the road my life has gone [00:48.80]Is this where I belong? [00:49.67]Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? [00:51.95]My mental state is ******g me up [00:53.65]And I pry the problem [00:54.54]while asking you for some answers [00:55.44]But we don't have that type of bond [00:57.20]That my desires gone with the way [00:58.91]that I've been living lately [01:00.32]If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on [01:02.33]Sick of this bull*************t, *************s call me a sellout [01:04.54]Cause I hopped on Christianity [01:05.74]so strongly then I fell out [01:07.19]Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog [01:09.05]with his tail down [01:09.93]Feeling so damn humiliated [01:10.72]because they looking [01:11.30]at me like I'm hellbound [01:12.42]What story should I tell now? [01:13.56]I'll just expose the truth [01:14.98]I'm so close to the ******g edge, [01:16.08]I should be close to you [01:17.34]But who the ************* are You? [01:18.73]You never showed the proof [01:20.03]And I'm only ******g human yo, [01:21.19]what am I supposed to do? [01:22.61]There's way too many different religions [01:24.02]with vivid descriptions [01:24.61] [01:25.26]Begging all ******g men [01:26.49]and women to listen [01:27.58]I can't even beat my ************* [01:29.01]without getting convicted [01:30.04]These ain't wicked decisions, [01:31.35]I got different intentions [01:32.62]I been itching to get it, [01:33.97]I've been given assistance [01:35.06]But the whole ******g system is twisted [01:37.14]Now I'm dealing with this backlash [01:38.50] [01:40.46]And I've been told [01:41.22]that my sinful life is an addiction [01:42.42] [01:43.31]But I can't buy it, [01:44.67]it's just too hard to stand beside it [01:46.24]I need an answer and humans can't provide it [01:48.30]I look at the Earth and Sun [01:49.50]and I can tell a genius man designed it [01:51.10]It's truly mind blowing, [01:52.28]I can't deny it [01:53.32]Is heaven real? Is it fake? [01:54.96]Is it really how I fantasize it? [01:56.45]Where's the Holy Ghost at? [01:57.39]How long it take Man to find it? [01:59.04]My mind's a nonstop tape playing [02:00.61]and I can't rewind it [02:01.73]You gave me a Bible [02:02.51]and expect me not to *************yze it [02:04.16]I'm frustrated and you provoked it [02:06.24]I'm not reading that mother******g book [02:08.22]because a human wrote it [02:09.43]I have a ******g brain, you should know it [02:11.52]You gave it to me to think [02:12.87]to avoid every useless moment [02:14.44] [02:16.47]Cause humans be lying [02:17.49]with such an inaccurate source [02:19.05]It's gon' be hard to [02:20.05]put me back on the course [02:21.05]Next Jehovah's Witness [02:22.10]to come on my porch [02:23.00]I swear I'm slammin' the door [02:24.10] [02:25.11]A lot of folks believe it though, [02:26.25]but I'm not surprised [02:27.30]Humans are ******g dumb, [02:28.36]still thinkin' that Pac's alive [02:29.50] [02:30.07]I ain't trying to take your legacy [02:31.49]and torch it down [02:32.53]I'm just saying: I ain't heard *************t [02:34.30]from the horse's mouth [02:35.22]Just sheep always telling stories [02:36.41]of older guys [02:37.60]Who were notarized by you [02:38.82]when you finally vocalized [02:40.15]Now I'm supposed to bow my head [02:41.46]and close my eyes [02:42.19]And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise [02:43.66]Sound's like a ******g Poltergeist [02:44.88] [02:45.56]Show yourself and then boom it's done [02:47.63]Every rumor's gone, [02:48.73]I no longer doubt this *************t, [02:50.02]you're the One [02:50.72]I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun [02:53.13]And all my old habits can hop onto [02:54.59]of a roof to plunge [02:55.49] [02:56.10]I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds [02:58.23]************* the club, instead of ******* I'd hang [02:59.64]with a group of nuns [03:00.88]And everyone [03:01.32]that I ran into would know [03:02.44]what I came to do [03:03.40]I wouldn't take a step unless [03:04.90]it was in the name of You [03:06.38]I hate the fact that I have to believe [03:08.03]You haven't been chatting [03:08.79]with me like you did Adam and Eve [03:10.66]And I ain't seen no ******g [03:11.84]talking snake unravel from trees [03:13.24]With an apple to eat, [03:14.23]that *************t never happens to me [03:15.70]I don't know if you do or don't exist, [03:17.39]it is driving me crazy [03:18.28]Send your condolences, [03:19.25]this is me reaching to you so don't forget [03:21.47]If hell is truly your pit of fire [03:22.92]and I get thrown in it [03:23.94]I'mma probably regret the fact [03:25.54]that I ever wrote this *************t [03:26.65] [03:27.65]My gut feeling says it's all fake, [03:29.58]I hate to say it but ************* it, [03:31.07]*************t I done lost faith [03:31.86]This isn't a small phase, [03:32.94]my perspective's all changed [03:34.30]My thoughts just keep picking [03:35.57]*************t apart all day [03:36.70] [03:37.75]And in my mind I make perfect sense [03:39.49]If you aren't real [03:40.42]then all my prayers aren't worth a cent [03:42.15]That would mean [03:42.64]that I could just make up [03:43.72]what my purpose is [03:44.45]And I could just sit in church [03:45.80]and say "*************" in the services [03:46.97] [03:47.72]Man what if Jesus was a facade? [03:49.25] [03:50.56]Then that would mean [03:51.30]the government's god [03:52.37]I feel like they've [03:53.10]been brainwa*************ng us with a lot [03:54.40]So much that we don't even notice [03:55.73]that we're stuck in the box [03:57.42]Man everything is "what if", [03:58.57]why is it always "what if" [04:00.09]Planet Earth "what if",“ [04:01.32]the universe "what if"“ [04:02.64]My sacrifice "what if",“ [04:03.89]my afterlife "what if"“ [04:05.26]Every ******g thing [04:05.97]that deals with you is ******g suspect [04:07.55] [04:08.78]I'm ******g done, [04:09.43] [04:11.19]I'm ******g done [04:11.96] [04:13.98]This is my ******g life [04:15.40]and I'm living it, I'm having fun [04:17.04] [04:19.50]If you really care for me, [04:20.68]prove that I need to live carefully [04:22.33] [04:22.83]But I'll be damned [04:23.76]if I put my own pleasure aside [04:25.58]for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed [04:27.14] [04:29.39]We are you, and you're us, [04:31.66]stop playing games [04:32.45] [04:34.79]My life's all I got, [04:36.14]and heaven is all in my brain [04:37.64] [04:39.60]And when I feel I am in hell, [04:41.12]my ideas are what get me through pain [04:43.09] [04:44.06]Do as you please, [04:45.33]and I'll just do me, [04:46.43]I'm a human, [04:47.29]I'll stay in my lane [04:48.60]Ill mind [04:51.39]It’s us, find power [04:56.48]Live life, mind power [05:01.69]It’s us, find power [05:06.87]Live life, mind power