Fake Smiles-Phora

[00:16.53]It's like, the more I try, the less I feel
我努力了却什么都感觉不到 [00:21.37]In desperate need of something real
在崩溃的边缘迫切着渴望着真实 [00:24.30]Why, lately I ain't been the same?
为什么最近的我不一样了？ [00:27.05]And why I try so hard to hide this pain
我又为什么这么努力的去隐藏这种痛苦 [00:30.39]I search, but I can't ever find
我试着去寻找答案，我却找不到 [00:33.21]Can't seem to leave my past behind
似乎无法忘记我的过去 [00:36.46]'Cause all the ones I hope would stay
因为所有我希望留下的人 [00:39.51]Are all the ones that fade away
都会悄然无息的离开 [00:42.44]Truth is I think about you often
事实是我经常想你 [00:44.58]I miss your voice,
我想念你的声音， [00:45.34]I miss your smile that I used to get lost in
我想念你迷人的微笑 [00:47.59]I know you know I have this thing for you,
我知道你知道我对你还有感情 [00:49.38]I never lost it
我从没丢掉过对你的这份爱 [00:50.64]I think I just lost myself,
我想我只是迷失了自己， [00:51.97]In the midst of the non-sense
在胡说八道中 [00:53.55]9 times out of 10,
十分之九的时间 [00:54.56]I'd close my eyes and dream about you
我闭上眼睛梦到了你 [00:56.29]Don't know what it was,
我也不知道那是什么， [00:57.40]But you just had this thing about you
但是你好像变了 [00:59.34]Lately we've been distant, see,
最近我们的距离越来越远， [01:00.87]I just can't be without you
我真的没办法离开你 [01:02.08]And my soul got so attached to yours
我的灵魂如此依恋你 [01:03.55]I can't be me without you
没有你我不能成为我 [01:05.09]But, we hate ourselves
但是，我们恨我们自己 [01:06.65]Because we run from the people we love
因为我们时常会跑走而那是我们喜欢的人啊 [01:08.43]And we all hold on to the past 'cause we miss what it was
我们都坚持过去，因为我们错过了过去 [01:11.48]Don't wanna feel so we try to numbin' the pain with these drugs
不想感到难过所以我们尝试用这些药物来消除疼痛 [01:14.54]Living in hell, 'cause we lost faith in the place up above
生活在地狱里，因为我们对人间失去了信心 [01:17.70]And my anxiety is breaking me, it kills me
我的焦虑使我伤心，它使我丧命 [01:20.53]I'm living in a world so fake,
我生活在一个虚假的世界里， [01:21.96]I lost touch of the real me
我失去了与真实的我的联系 [01:23.59]Had to take a look back,
只好回头看看， [01:24.81]Just to ask me if I'm still me
问我是否仍然是我 [01:26.60]And would I still stand for this if they wanted to kill me?
如果他们想杀了我，我仍然会坚持吗？ [01:29.29]I can't take it no more,
我快不行了， [01:30.72]I just can't take it no more
我不能再忍受了 [01:32.20]I can't smile like I'm okay,
我不能像我没事一样微笑， [01:33.46]I just can't fake it no more
我真的不能让它再假了 [01:35.39]I can't act like I've been happy and complacent no more
我不能表现出我不再快乐和自满的样子 [01:38.14]'Cause every time I try to change, it is the same as before
因为每次我尝试更改时，都和以前一样 [01:41.80]My karma's coming, my karma's coming, it's weighing in
我的命运就是这样 [01:44.91]I'm drinking till all my feelings just fade away again
我只能一直喝酒直到我的所有感觉再次消失 [01:47.91]And mama, she always told me "this ain't a way to live"
妈妈，她总是告诉我 “这不是一种生活方式” [01:50.95]But, when you feel what I'm feeling that's just the way it is
但是，当你感觉到我的感受时，生活就是这样，没有任何办法 [01:54.00]I'm trying not to break down
我在试着去不精神崩溃 [01:55.38]But I just can't hide this pain
但我无法掩饰这种痛苦 [01:57.16]Saw myself in the mirror and I'm just not the same
在镜子里看到了我自己，但我却不一样 [02:01.14]But who's to blame? I guess we all change
但是该怪谁？我们都变了 [02:03.26]We hurt the ones we love because of our pain, ****...
我们因为痛苦而伤害了我们所爱的人， [02:18.00]It's like,
就像， [02:20.09]The more I try, the less I feel
我努力了却什么都感觉不到 [02:22.83]In desperate need of something real
在崩溃的边缘迫切着渴望着真实 [02:25.64]Why, lately I ain't been the same?
为什么最近的我不一样了？ [02:28.72]And why I try so hard to hide this pain
我又为什么这么努力的去隐藏这种痛苦 [02:31.88]I search, but I can't ever find
我试着去寻找答案，我却找不到 [02:34.72]Can't seem to leave my past behind
似乎无法忘记我的过去 [02:37.97]'Cause all the ones I hope would stay
因为所有我希望留下的人 [02:40.91]Are all the ones that fade away
都会悄然无息的离开 [02:47.20]Are all the ones that fade away
都会悄然无息的离开 [02:53.36]Are all the ones that fade away
都会悄然无息的离开