Uno-Rex Orange County

[00:00.00] 作词 : Alex O'Connor [00:01.00] 作曲 : Alex O'Connor [00:35.68]Yeah I don't know where to start
哎，我也不知道该从何说起 [00:37.15]How do you admit that you're falling apart
你要如何承认你已支离破碎 [00:39.32] [00:42.76]I mean how will I admit that I'm falling apart
我意思是我该怎么承认我已支离破碎 [00:45.27] [00:45.97]My mother's gonna worry but I'm fine in my heart
我妈会担心但我觉得我还好啦 [00:48.35] [00:49.26]I've lived the words that I've said
我的生活就像我的歌词 [00:51.07]And I live with a voice
我脑海中还有个声音 [00:52.05]That tends to tell me that I'm **** in my head
它总爱说我一文不值 [00:53.95] [00:54.50]Well maybe I should **** it and be happy instead
也许我该让它滚一边去然后过的开心点 [00:57.12] [01:00.82]I should just say **** it and be happy instead right right
我就该说操然后过的开心点，对吧？对 [01:06.63] [01:08.78]Cus' there's a lot of people try to tell me how to deal with myself
因为有一群人想教我如何搞定自己 [01:11.50] [01:12.36]But I'm not gonna listen if you mention my health
但如果你提起我的健康我不会理你 [01:14.57] [01:15.12]I don't care
我不在乎 [01:16.22]Don't tell me and don't text me
别说这些也别给我发消息 [01:17.52] [01:18.14]'Cos that kind of **** upsets me just kind of affects me
因为这些屁话让我沮丧，某种意义上在损伤我 [01:21.15]It's bringing me down and I'm not gonna lie
这让我消沉，我不骗你 [01:23.09] [01:23.73]These days I prefer to just not be outside
这些天我就是不想出门 [01:26.06] [01:26.66]And these days I just end up spending all of my time
这些天我只是把我的所有时间 [01:29.26] [01:29.83]With my girlfriend but to be honest I think that's alright
用来陪女朋友，说实话我觉得这没什么不好 [01:31.89] [01:32.65]'Cos time keeps rollin' and I'm just makin' songs
因为时针不停的转动而我只是写写歌 [01:37.14] [01:38.03]I'm doing my best
我尽了全力 [01:39.03] [01:40.91]Still find myself stressed
但还是感到充满压力 [01:43.23] [01:44.27]And I'm no longer sure where I belong
我也不再确定我属于哪里 [01:48.16] [01:49.61]I'm starting to rust
我开始生锈 [01:50.40] [01:52.58]Don't know who to trust
不知道该信任谁 [01:53.51] [01:56.61]Don't trust anyone not even me
（谁也别信，我也别信） [01:58.91] [01:59.50]Some people concentrate on style too much
有些人太过专注于时尚 [02:01.39] [02:02.17]But I think I just force myself to smile too much
而我太爱逼自己微笑 [02:04.36] [02:05.00]And I should zoom in for the best
我最好能专注于什么 [02:06.60] [02:07.14]I wanna live my life with no stress
我想要无忧无虑的活着 [02:08.69] [02:09.28]Love life and feel blessed like
想热爱生活并感到受到祝福 [02:10.56] [02:11.32]It's kind of funny on the inside
我的内心有些滑稽 [02:12.64] [02:13.28]I'm tryin' to be a man but really I'm just a little child ****
我试着去做个男人，但事实上我只是个小孩，干 [02:16.54] [02:17.35]And that's pretty much it
这实在太难了 [02:18.21] [02:18.72]Yeah that's pretty much it
这实在太难了 [02:20.03]Is there anything else
（还有什么想说的？） [02:20.81] [02:21.40]Oh yeah
噢有啊 [02:21.93]My jaw hurts a lot because I grind it with stress mhm
我咬紧牙关太久了连下颚都伤了（嗯哼） [02:24.69]I was an idiot recently and lost a lot of my friends naw
最近我就是个白痴，失去了不少朋友（噢） [02:27.90]Nothing brings me joy and nothing makes me smile
没有任何东西能让我开心让我笑 [02:29.91] [02:30.44]Being at school makes me aware of how I haven't been myself in awhile oh
呆在学校让我意识到我为什么最近没在做自己（噢） [02:34.27]And I wonder what it was like to be 11
然后我在想11岁时是什么感觉 [02:35.80] [02:36.42]Wonder if there's such a thing as life after death
想死后的生命是不是还能有某种存在 [02:39.10]Such a thing as heaven why
比如像天堂那样的（为什么？） [02:40.27] [02:40.84]Every now and then I think about the fact
因为有时我想起一个事实 [02:42.95]That I'd become a legend if I died at 27
如果我在27岁时死去我应该也会成为传奇