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[00:00.30]I was barely a teenager the first time I tried to kill myself
我第一次企图自杀时,是在刚进入青春期的時候 [00:04.43]For a long time in my life, I felt like I'd been living two different lives
在我生命中非常长的一段时间内，我感觉我在过着两种不同的人生 [00:09.87]Because the truth is, in the life that only I see, who I am, who I really am, is someone who struggles intensely with depression
因为事实是，另外一个人生只有我自己能看到，我是谁，我其实是一个与抑郁症激烈斗争的人 [00:19.42]Because there's this pretty popular misconception that depression is just being sad when something in your life goes wrong
因为在社会上有普遍的误解认为说，抑郁症只是在当你生命中出了什么差错的时候会难过 [00:26.30]When you break up with your girlfriend, when you lose a loved one, when you don't get the job you wanted
当你和你的女朋友分手，当你失去心爱的人，当你找不到理想的工作的时候 [00:30.83]But that's sadness, that's a natural thing, that's a natural human emotion
但这只是悲伤。这是一件很自然的事情 [00:34.77]Real depression isn't being sad when something in you life goes wrong; real depression is being sad when everything in your life was going right
真正的抑郁不是当你生命中出了差错的时候悲伤，真正的抑郁是当你生活中的一切都好的时候悲伤。 [00:46.14] I know what I'm missing out on
我当然知道我会错过什么 [00:48.64]But instead, I choose to focus on the activities that I can do for things that I am passionate about, like scouting, or music, or comic books
但取而代之的，我选择侧重那些对我来说充满热情的活动，例如童子军音乐或漫画书。 [01:00.65]Lesson number one
第一课 [01:03.03]Never believe a prediction that doesn't empower you
永远不要相信一个不能帮助你的预言 [01:10.92](Omen) Don't tell me ******* ****
别跟我鬼扯 [01:15.44]Stop puling on my strings
停止挑战我的底线 [01:18.00]I tried telling you before
我早就尝试过告诉你 [01:20.51]But you just won't seem to quit
但你就是不放弃 [01:23.13]I'm not throwing it
我不管其他的 [01:34.04]I'm making myself known and I'm ignoring inside tones
我会扬名立万，我无视所有状况 [01:38.66]The race just started here we go
比赛才刚刚开始，让我们上吧 [01:41.33]I'm not stopping 'till we dead
我在死之前都不会停止 [01:43.79]I'm ******* in
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