dread-nothing,nowhere.

[00:20.46]I look into the mirror, all I'm seeing is a skeleton
我望见镜子，一具骷髅伫立 [00:24.65]I keep losing weight, so they got me taking medicine
我体重下滑，一颗药丸入腹 [00:27.38]I can't go a day without relying on these sedatives
我已无法与镇静剂分离 [00:30.24]Therapy and doctors, I feel like a specimen
在医院和家往复，我像个样本任人摆布 [00:33.10]Every ******* night that I've been laying in my bed
我在每个深夜在床上沉思 [00:35.73]Doing all I can to fight the certain sense of dread
尽我所能与某种恐惧斗争 [00:38.64]Feeling like this panic that I have will never end
感受这种永不结束的恐慌 [00:41.40]And so I fantasize about that gun up to my head
所以感知枪指头脑的清醒 [00:44.28]And now these pills got me feeling asleep
只有安眠药才能让我安眠 [00:46.92]When I'm awake, can't get away
当药力散去，痛苦席卷而来 [00:48.32]Even when I sleep I feel pain
当睡意袭来，痛苦从未离去 [00:50.35]Vivid visions in the past creeping into my brain
过去种种回忆在脑中循环 [00:53.21]About to break, I just want to feel like I'm sane
在崩溃边缘我想变得理智 [00:56.07]And I just want to know what I did
我想知道我曾犯下何等罪行 [00:58.89]Do I deserve this, like why I gotta deal with this ****, man
需要我用我痛苦一生来偿还 [01:02.41]And I just wanna know when it happened
我想知道事从何起 [01:04.58]When I lost my mind
何时苦难将我包裹 [01:05.77]And will I ever truly feel happy, ************
我可曾真正快乐，狗东西 [01:08.55]I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道苦至何止 [01:11.29]Walking around with the same thoughts
带着它在天台来回踱步 [01:14.25]I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道泪干何日 [01:16.40]Face down, ****** up with the door locked
脸刹急停砸烂该死的门 [01:19.40]I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道痛至何休 [01:22.19]Walking around with the same thoughts
带着它在天台来回踱步 [01:25.45]I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道血凝何时 [01:27.96]Face down, ****** up with the door locked
脸刹急停砸烂该死的门 [01:38.99]I've been fighting this with everything that I have
我拼尽全力与之抗争 [01:44.02]And I've been trying to separate the good from the bad
我从未停歇区分好坏 [01:46.83]Well, I can't see an end to all the pain that I face
但，我看不见痛苦消失，在前方 [01:49.70]I had to cancel the tour, I couldn't take any more
是，我不得不取消旅行，在现在 [01:52.47]I feel the weight of expectation pressing down on my chest
所以，期望是我所有压力，喘不上气 [01:55.32]I feel like everybody has their own belief of what's best
感觉，所有人都有所信仰，孤身一人 [01:58.10]Meditation, medication, should I pray to a god?
冥想，药物，我应该向上帝祈祷吗？ [02:00.91]I refuse to let this win and be consumed by my thoughts
我拒绝臣服，我保留思想 [02:03.98]I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道这涛涛江水流向何方 [02:07.86]I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道这广阔汪洋泪水几成 [02:10.60]I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道这自由天空囚徒几个 [02:13.37]I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道这似雪白云污渍几点 [02:16.29]I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道这世间疾苦止于何日 [02:18.86]I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道这似雪白云污渍几点 [02:21.81]I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道这自由天空囚徒几个 [02:24.75]I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道这广阔汪洋泪水几成 [02:27.36]I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道这涛涛江水流向何方 [02:30.08]Walking around with the same thoughts
走来走去痛苦不减 [02:33.28]I wanna know when the pain stops
我不知快乐何时来临 [02:35.53]Face down, ****** up with the door locked
从头到脚，用尽全力砸开那上锁的心门 [02:38.50]I wanna know when the pain stops
我不知伤痛何时离去 [02:41.56]Walking around with the same thoughts
思来想去烦恼依旧 [02:44.56]I wanna know when the pain stops
我知道答案从未存在 [02:46.72]Face down, ****** up with the door locked
从上至下，用尽全力砸开那上锁的心门 [02:50.02]