God-Phora

[00:00.000] 作词 : Marco Archer [00:01.000] 作曲 : Marco Archer [00:35.30]Yeah
Yeah [00:37.47]I wish I could just be honest
我希望我倒是真诚了 [00:39.26]Wish I didn't have to lie
希望我没有撒谎 [00:40.78]Just wish I would've kept that promise
希望我没有违背誓言 [00:42.67]When I'm starin' at the mirror
当我盯着镜子 [00:44.14]I just don't see myself inside it
我看不到自己 [00:46.01]Wish I could go back in time
我希望能回到过去 [00:47.35]Get through high school
念完高中 [00:48.24]And go to college, but I just can't now
去上大学 但是我现在不行了 [00:50.68]And I could never turn around, I let my fam down
我永远都回不去了 我让家里人失望了 [00:53.90]It's funny everybody sayin', "You the man, now"
现在他们都说“你最厉害了”就有点搞笑了 [00:57.04]But no matter what size of these bank withdrawals
但是不管这些钱到底有多少 [01:00.02]It'll never take away the pain I caused
它们都无法弥补我自己造的孽 [01:02.05]'Cause yeah, I've been unfaithful, God
因为 上帝啊 我对你不忠过 [01:03.89]At times I've been ungrateful, God, and
那时候我并不知道感恩 上帝 [01:05.55]At my lowest points
在我最低落的时候 [01:06.61]I went as far sayin', "I hate you, God"
我甚至说出了“我恨你 上帝” [01:08.73]And nothin' is okay right now
现在一切都不再好了 [01:10.54]No one feels my pain right now
没有人知道我的痛苦 [01:12.09]If I didn't have my team
如果没有我的团队 [01:13.14]I would've blew out my ******' brains by now
我可能现在就把自己的头爆了 [01:15.44]But I'm just hopin', yeah
不过我只是希望 [01:18.56]But I'm just hopin'
只是希望 [01:21.59]Yeah, I'm just hopin'
我也只能希望了 [01:27.82]Yeah, I've been unfaithful, God
上帝啊 我过去对你不忠 [01:30.36]At times I've been ungrateful, God, and
那时候的我也并不知道感恩 上帝 [01:32.31]At my lowest points
在我最低落的时候 [01:33.27]I went as far sayin', "I hate you, God"
我甚至说出了“我恨你 上帝” [01:35.40]And nothin' is okay right now
现在一切都不再好了 [01:37.29]No one feels my pain right now
没有人知道我的痛苦 [01:38.89]If I didn't have my team
如果不是我的团队 [01:39.97]I would've blew out my ******' brains by now
我可能现在就把自己的头爆了 [01:42.29]But I'm just hopin', yeah
不过我只是希望 [01:45.35]I'm just hopin'
我只是希望 [01:48.63]I'm just hopin' someone cares
我只是希望有人能关心 [01:51.79]Yeah, I'm just hopin' someone's there
我只是希望有人能陪伴 [01:55.39]Yeah, I've been ungrateful, God
我曾不知感恩 [02:01.51]Yeah, I've been unfaithful, God
甚至失去了对你的信仰 上帝 [02:08.73]Yeah, I'm a liar
我撒了不少慌 [02:10.88]I'm a cheater
我是个骗子 [02:11.90]I'm a sinner
我是个罪人 [02:12.65]I'm on fire
我被地狱之火炙烤着 [02:13.82]And I drink 'til my blood gets thinner
我喝酒喝到我的血液都被稀释了 [02:15.84]I'm an—addict
我酒精成瘾 [02:17.23]I'm a loser
我是个烂人 [02:18.45]I'm a quitter
我放弃过 [02:19.23]And I take what isn't mine, so how you figure
我甚至拿走了不属于我的东西 所以你觉得 [02:21.85]Anyone would love me? I can't even love myself
有人会爱我吗？我自己都不爱自己 [02:24.95]So many broken hearts
太多受伤的心 [02:26.56]But I couldn't tell you one I've felt
但我对你说不出那究竟是什么感觉 [02:28.48]I guess I'm just numb to the pain
我猜我大概是对于痛苦麻木了吧 [02:32.48]And everytime someone gets close to my heart
每一次有人接近我的心 [02:34.86]I just end up runnin' away (away, 'way, 'way)
最终我都逃掉了 [02:48.06]I guess I'm just numb to the pain
我猜我大概是对于痛苦麻木了吧 [02:55.05]I guess I'm just numb to the pain
我猜我大概是对于痛苦麻木了吧 [03:01.38]'Cause I just end up runnin' away
因为最终我都会逃开 [03:08.21]Yeah, I guess I'm just numb to the pain
我猜我大概是对于痛苦麻木了吧