I Could Not Plan This-Witt Lowry

[00:26.26]Yeah [00:27.81]An idle mind is where the demons roam [00:29.77]Last night I met fear, doubt, hurt, hate, pain [00:32.00]Told me, "If you don't change, then we don't go" [00:33.97]They'll give us life, and then we don't grow [00:35.59]They got me thinkin', "Am I really in control now?" [00:37.56]This whole town doesn't really feel like home now [00:39.72]My family been sayin', "Mark, you gotta slow it down" [00:42.00]Out on a date, she say, "You really on your phone?" [00:44.02]"Wow," livin' through my phone now [00:45.17]I been feelin' disconnected [00:47.05]Everyone around me, they would never get it [00:48.99]Do they love me 'cause I'm hurtin' or they get the message? [00:51.15]Only love me when I'm workin' 'cause they want percentage [00:53.28]I remember late night writin' here to tell you the truth [00:55.66]Back when I was too broke, servin' tables just to pay for a booth [00:58.37]Back when really, I had nothin' to lose [01:00.04]Back when—ugh! **** it, brace yourself for the news [01:02.20]Last year I saw my dad pass away right in front of my eyes [01:04.74]A couple fake friends showed me who they were in disguise [01:06.92]My ex-girl told me nothin', but lies [01:08.68]So maybe I was just in love with who she was in my mind [01:11.00]I been lost inside my mind lately, I been losin' track of time lately [01:14.07]It's like I barely know who I'm lately [01:15.73]I been prayin' for a sign lately, I been yellin' at the sky lately [01:18.96]My only question, that was "why?" lately [01:20.58]Why is it I'm weak if I show the people I feel? [01:22.73]And why is it they told me that time is all that can heal? [01:24.82]When it's I who needs to heal me, been searchin' for somethin' real [01:26.94]And I know that we attracted the energy that we deal [01:29.21]I been overthinkin', overthinkin' [01:30.46]And nowadays I find 'em over-drinkin' on a weekend [01:32.80]The people yellin', "Where is Mark? 'Cause we ******' need him!" [01:35.11]See, this is somewhere you can go when you feel like there's nothin' else to believe in [01:38.09]I never could plan the doubt, I never could plan the pain [01:40.06]I never could plan the number of people screamin' our name [01:42.34]I never could plan the love, I never could plan the hate [01:44.59]I never could plan the love we turn into hate when it's fake [01:46.67]I never could plan the fear, I never could plan the hurt [01:48.82]I never could plan that I will be helpin' people with words [01:51.04]I never could plan the heart that was put inside of my chest [01:53.22]I'm a human here with a vision, no less or more than the rest, ahh