the anatomy of a razorblade-Shinigami

[00:37.14]I've had my share of doubts [00:42.10]I've been lost but now I found my way around [00:55.71]I can't keep up this guise [00:59.43]I've been tossing and turning inside [01:03.98]Like a storm that won't subside [01:10.98] [01:12.74]Trust in me [01:18.03]Things are much worse than they seem, [01:22.46]It's not hard to believe [01:27.78]Woe is me [01:35.14]They say that this was meant to be [01:39.44]But it means nothing to me [01:45.64] [01:47.22]Every night behind my eyes, I'm terrified [01:54.99]All I see is everyone around me suffering