i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares-Shinigami

[00:19.36]The worthless, uncertain [00:25.03]The water, is rising [00:29.86]I'm choking, help me [00:34.68]I don't know how much more I can take [00:39.01]Oh what a beautiful night it is, the wind is howling at my skin [00:49.96]Inching me closer to my window, and I'm not scared at all [00:59.42]A walking corpse, cleanse my soul [01:04.30]Rid me of all my impurities [01:09.22]Or let me rot, six feet deep [01:14.50]Either way's fine with me [01:18.89]I gave the world my heart [01:21.08]And all I have to show for it are scars and nightmares [01:24.21]And I always think about how ****** up it is that we live our whole lives trying to please others [01:29.35]But we could never please ourselves [01:31.04]Day after day, night after night [01:33.68]It's just never enough and it will never be enough [01:36.86]And now everyday I just sit in this bed and feel sorry for myself and the cycle repeats like clockwork [01:42.68]Years to months to days to hours to minutes to seconds [01:46.96]And I swear the only way out of this prison I put myself in [01:50.85]Is a bullet to my ******* head or a bottle of spilt pills [01:55.37]I need to learn to just to give in [02:05.33]There's no point in fighting it anymore