Faraway-khai dreams

[00:00.00] 作词 : Khai Duong [00:01.00] 作曲 : Khai Nicholas Chi Duong [00:22.02]Far away far away never getting close
我们渐行渐远，形同陌路 [00:24.43]Guess its best cuz if you came back all you'd ever see was ghosts
这也许是最好的结果，如果你选择回头，只会看到我支离破碎的灵魂 [00:27.36]Maybe i should of gone with you
或许我该跟随你的脚步 [00:28.72]Warning signs were always there
因为总有个警示的声音萦绕耳边 [00:30.14]If i stayed here any longer i might lose my chance forever
如果我继续逗留，将会永远错失重回轨道的良机 [00:32.76]Now im sinking in the quicksand of a place i once called home
我正陷入流沙般的困境中，这大概是我的归宿 [00:35.70]Thats growing everyday but ive never felt more alone
这种无助感与日俱增，我从未感到如此孤独 [00:38.16]Well you went out on your own
很庆幸你踏上了自己的旅途 [00:39.57]I wonder if you feel the same
不知道是否有那么一刻你也感同身受 [00:41.02]Loneliness is quite the company i hope that you're okay
孤独亦是种陪伴，愿你一切安好 [00:43.65]I've been thinking bout the dreams i used to have as a kid
我回想起儿时的梦想 [00:46.22]As an astronaut, an actor, or some crazy scientist
成为伟大的宇航员，出色的演员，或是疯狂的科学家 [00:49.24]Where did that ambition go
当初的雄心壮志哪去了 [00:50.52]I used to want to do the most
曾经踌躇满志 [00:51.92]Now the only thing i want
现在却只奢望 [00:53.35]To not be middle aged and broke
不要成为中年破产的油腻大叔 [00:54.83]What a joke
真是个笑话啊 [00:55.97]But i can't bring myself to laugh
但我却笑不出来 [00:57.58]I haven't in awhile
很长一段时间没有笑过了 [00:58.77]You were always the best at that
而这方面你总是比我擅长 [01:00.38]Now the winter coming fast
冬天就要来了 [01:01.59]It always catches me off guard
它总让我猝不及防 [01:03.10]Long nights
漫漫长夜 [01:03.82]Short days
消逝白昼 [01:04.49]Cold winds
寒风凛冽 [01:05.11]Old scars
背负着一身千疮百孔 [01:05.72]Between a rock and hard place
在进退两难的境地里 [01:07.03]Im learning the hard way
我该如何逃出生天 [01:08.64]I haven't caught a break like a __ on a hard day
狗一样的生活让我无法喘息 [01:11.27]I suck at my fortes
我竭尽所能发挥自己的优势 [01:12.67]Im lacking in practice
但我仍需练习 [01:14.20]Some things i need to talk about that can't be said with rapping
有些事情必须真情实感表达出来，而不是用说唱一带而过 [01:16.81]And im never in the loop no more
于是我不再淌这趟浑水 [01:18.17]No one tells me whats happening
没人告诉我发生了什么 [01:19.54]Im far away from medicine but still need my prescriptions
我抛弃了那些药物，但仍需要专属的处方 [01:22.21]If its free advice ill listen probably heard it before
若是最寻常的建议，我早已耳熟能详 [01:24.68]I guess its not about the how but getting out of the door?
问题不在于怎样去做，而是我该如何踏出这第一步