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like [00:23.22]I met my girl when I was 18 years old
我在十八岁的时候认识了我的女孩 [00:26.35]And she was just turning 23
但她刚满23 [00:28.23]I really love her from my heart
我真的从心底爱她 [00:30.83]And even though I don't deserve it fam I hope she loves me
虽然我并不值得 但我还是希望她能爱我 [00:33.54]So I just done this private show I'm doing Footlocker promo
我刚结束完一场表演 在做footlocker的宣传 [00:36.75]And judging from the postcode it was Shoreditch or Soho
从邮编码来看 应该是Shoreditch或者Soho（都是英国的区） [00:39.49]Did 6 or 7 tracks, made 6 or 7 racks
做了六七首歌 赚了六七千的票子 [00:42.41]A couple days later on twitter I saw
几天之后我在推特上看到 [00:44.61]This photo of myself and I was grinning
这张我咧着嘴笑的照片 [00:46.71]That 4K camera of quality had got me tripping
那照片清晰的让我迷惑 [00:49.21]So I'm checking out who did it
所以我开始找是谁拍的这张照片 [00:50.56]When I stumbled on this girl
当我找到这个女孩 [00:51.92]And I could tell that she was different
我能看出来她与众不同 [00:53.75]A couple hours later now I'm liking all her pictures
几个小时后我就点赞了她所有的照片 [00:56.20]I ain't finished
还没完 [00:57.24]I typed her twitter name into my Insta
我将她的推特名字输入在insta [00:59.06]So I could check on every single little digit
所以我能知道每一个小细节 [01:01.16]Why didn't I just message her?
为什么我不直接给她发消息呢 [01:02.83]Trust me I was thinking
相信我 我也这么想过 [01:03.98]But I'm a self-centred rapper too concerned about my image
但我是一个以自我为中心的rapper 且太在意我的形象 [01:06.72]The truth
这是真的 [01:07.68]So when she hit me first I'm pretty shocked I didn't burst
所以当她给我发消息的时候 我很震惊 差点没起飞 [01:10.60]I'm calling Josh, Jack and Juss who am I ringing first?
我要打给Josh,Jack,Juss 我应该先打给谁 [01:13.27]Man I was so excited
我当时太兴奋了 [01:14.78]That I replied a minute later that's that bro
我过了一分钟之后回复了她 [01:17.05]I think that you just let her know excited
兄弟们说 我刚让她知道因为她的消息让我太兴奋了 [01:19.07]Too excited, no clue on what I should do excited
太兴奋了 那种无所适从的兴奋 [01:21.61]So I'm just typing, rambling like a fool, excited
让我像傻子一样回复她和她闲聊的兴奋 [01:25.83] [01:28.80]Look
Look [01:29.48]Look
Look [01:30.23]And we were talking for hours over some minor things
我们聊些小事情都能聊好几个小时 [01:33.00]Ignoring everyone else to her I'm replying quick
管其他人在干嘛 我只在乎她 我句句秒回 [01:35.68]This type of chick she got a spark like you were lighting spliffs
这样的女生 有着像你点燃椰子一样的闪光点 [01:38.52]You know you like her when you're thinking about your words
在你推敲字句的时候 你就已经知道你喜欢她了 [01:40.73]She got me typing, deleting my messages then re-writing
她让我在键盘上输入删除在重新输入 [01:43.70]In the hope that there's a smile when she's replying
我希望她在回消息的时候露出微笑 [01:45.81]The highlight of my day,
每天我的高光时刻 [01:47.19]Them phone calls in the night it's the little things
夜晚的电话都变得习以为常 [01:50.08]The girl, she had a vibe and I liked it and
那个女孩 她有着我喜欢的感觉 [01:52.79]She's into photography and she's got a passion for it
她喜欢摄影 她也对它有热情 [01:55.48]And she respects that I'm rapping but she ain't catting for it
她也对尊重我在说唱 但她从也不聊起这些 [01:57.96]See that's the perfect balance
看 这就是完美的平衡 [01:59.50]There's nothing better than a girl with talent
没有任何事情好过 一个女孩同时拥有着天赋 [02:01.40]Drive, ambition all of them things above
干劲 野心 所有这些 [02:03.38]She's showing an abundance
她表现的很丰富 [02:04.78]I ain't even met her yet
我甚至还没见过她 [02:05.94]She works around the corner but lives just outside of London
她在每一个角落工作 但只是住在伦敦的边缘 [02:08.62]I ain't fronting, I'm a sweet boy
我不开玩笑 我是一个甜甜男孩 [02:10.29]Intentions are in question so my compliments are decoys
我的意图是有问题的 我的赞美是诱饵 [02:12.98]If that even makes sense?
这怎么说的通呢 [02:14.34]The first time I met her, I'm surrounded by my friends
第一次见她时 我和我朋友些在一起 [02:16.87]Random ends on some staircase
在随机的楼梯尾 [02:18.75]So much for a first date
这就是第一次约会 [02:20.09]I just had a show
我刚结束完一场演出 [02:21.17]And I asked if she could meet me after
然后我问她能够结束后见我吗 [02:22.86]Maybe we could chill, you never know where things could go
我们可以一起待着 你永远也不知道事情会发生到哪 [02:25.00]No problem she down to roll
没问题 她接受了 [02:26.95]Travel in the cold
天冷的要死 [02:28.27]So I went across the road, grey hoodie under a coat
所以我里面穿着外套 套灰色卫衣 穿过了这条路 [02:30.77]If I'm remembering correctly
如果我没记错的话 [02:32.53]It's always kind of weird when the person that you were texting
这总是奇怪的 这个人你和她聊了很多天的人 [02:34.99]Is the person you are obsessed with
是那个你着迷的人 [02:36.67]I was on her from the jump
我很快就看到她了 [02:37.95]I think she was wearing pumps or Vans when
她好像穿着pumps 还是vans [02:39.87]I first met her, no, it's either either one
我先看见她 好吧 其实大差不差 [02:41.88]She was looking so attractive I barely saw
她看着好吸引人 我基本没有看见她的皮肤 [02:44.51]Skin 'cause she was covered like a mattress
因为她裹的像个粽子 [02:46.26]Man, I think that she's the one
天呐 我觉得 她是我的那个人 [02:47.64]I was stuck for twenty seconds trying to give the girl a hug
我挣扎了二十多秒 要不要给她一个拥抱 [02:50.60]And all my friends were drunk so **** it, I'm about to kiss her
反正我的朋友们都喝醉了 所以去它的 我打算亲她 [02:53.54]Any complications, I'm blaming it on the liquor
如果她责怪我 讨厌我 我就怪在酒精上 [02:56.04]Changing my name on Twitter and blocking her on my Insta
然后把推特名改掉并在ins拉黑她 [02:59.30]I saw her skin blush the moment that our lips touched
当我们触碰彼此嘴唇时 我看到她脸红 [03:02.42]She pulled my bottom lip until it stretched
她咬着我的下嘴唇 直到将它拉开 [03:04.72]Kissed me on my cheek until she reached around my neck
亲着我的脸颊 直到她抱着我的脖子 [03:07.13]And had me moaning like a *****
让我像一个表子一样喘 [03:08.71]Even though I'm wearing jeans
尽管我穿着牛仔裤 [03:10.21]I had to re-arrange my **** so she don't see that I'm erect
我还是要神龙归位所以她才能看不出我有反应 [03:13.25]It's the first time we met, got me feeling like a creep
这是我的的第一次见面 搞得我像个变态一样 [03:15.69]And that strawberry flavour gave her tongue a kinda sweet little taste
还有从她的舌齿中尝到的微甜的草莓味 [03:18.93]And we could speak about anything we were friends first
我们能说任何事 但我们还只是朋友 [03:22.13]I dropped her to the station I remember
我记得 我送她到火车站 [03:24.07]Cuz we had a conversation for ages about our dreams
我们聊了很久 关于我们的梦想 [03:26.83]And the things that we hadn't seen and all that we intended to do
还有我们没见过的事 我们打算做的事 [03:30.15]I bet she's hoping my intentions are true
我打赌 她希望着我的意图是真的 [03:33.15]And as months went by we both got into it, and intimate
几个月过去 我们都很亲密 [03:36.06]And I'mma spare you the details cuz
我就不跟你说细节了 [03:38.91]Both of our parents are probably listening
因为可能我和她的家人可能都听着 [03:40.93]But really we were into it
但我们真的到那个地步了 [03:42.37]Into us, into this
到称之为us的地步 到这段关系的地步 [03:43.89]Into everything about each other we were lovers
到所有关于对方的事情 我们是爱人 [03:46.05]And I love her cuz she knows me
我爱她 因为她了解我 [03:47.75]And that's probably why she told me you ain't ready for a girl
这也是为什么她告诉我 我没有对女孩准备好 [03:50.64]You're still a little kid that's getting ready for the world
你还只是一个小孩子在对世界准备 [03:53.17]And you don't need that kinda burden
你也不需要那样的负担 [03:54.59]But I told her that I want it
但我告诉她我想要 [03:56.32]And I'm just being honest
我完全诚实的告诉她 [03:57.55]Yes I know that girls exist but I don't see them as a problem
是的 我知道那个女孩存在 但我不把她们当成一个问题 [04:00.10]I meant every single word
我意思是我的每一句话 [04:01.72]And I ain't gonna lie and say DM's have
我不会撒谎然后说在我的私信中 [04:03.85]Been absurd but out of every single girl
虽然很荒谬 但在每一个女孩中 [04:05.67]This is the weirdest of positions
这是最怪的位置（立场） [04:07.44]It's usually the girl that's asking where
通常是女生问我在哪 [04:09.25]I see her fitting or a place on her position
我看到她舒服的在她的位置（立场）上 [04:10.81]But I'm telling her I need it
但我告诉她我需要它 [04:13.12]And I don't think she sees it so I'm being ever sweeter
我觉得她没有看到这些 所以我变得更加贴心 [04:15.53]When we're speaking and we're meeting
当我们在聊天时 在一起时 [04:17.70]I've got affectionate messages, you could read them
我有很多充满爱意的信息 你可以读到它 [04:20.87]You gotta tell a girl that she's beautiful until she sees it
你必须告诉她 她很漂亮 直到她也看见了她的漂亮 [04:23.14]Believes it, understands it more than physically
并且 相信它 理解它 不只是在肉体外貌上 [04:26.00]Mentally, and the way that I'm feeling
而是在精神上 还有在我的感觉上 [04:28.21]I could talk 10 years about the moment that we shared
我能说10年关于我们共同的时刻 [04:30.99]The jokes that we had running
我们讲过的笑话 [04:32.55]The places that we've been
我们去过的地方 [04:33.71]The music we made together producing next to my bed
我们在床边一起制作的音乐 [04:36.41]Then making my minor changes in reference to what she said
然后根据她所说的话 做些小改变 [04:39.14]I think I start to getting tired, my shcedule's a mess
我觉得我开始变得很累 我的计划简直一团糟 [04:42.17]Replies are gettin' lazy and my lady knows it's crazy
回复变得不如之前如此热情 我的女士知道这很难 [04:44.80]But she's there if I'm in need
但她一直在 如果我需要 [04:46.23]While I'm at shows getting tempted by girls that are on their knees
在我表演中 被跪在地上的女孩诱惑的时候 [04:49.07]You know I'm only a teen, it's like my eyes started drifting
你知道我只是一个小孩 我的眼神开始飘忽不定 [04:51.93]Not as easy as I pictured to give your all to a woman
没有像我想的一样容易 去将自己的一切给一个女生 [04:54.61]Ignoring all this attention that's been getting to my head
忽略了我脑中的所有注意力 [04:57.43]The *** is so accessible,
性是如此容易接近 [04:58.97]One message or text and girls will get in your bed
一个条留言或消息 女孩就会跟你走 [05:01.65]She's tryna make it happen with photos and her events
她想用她的照片和一些活动来让她成功 [05:04.76]I mentioned it's her passion, photography is her thing
我提到了她的热情 摄影是她喜欢的东西 [05:07.08]And I don't know if it's the pressure
但我也不知道 如果那有压力 [05:08.65]Where paper meets the passion and the pleasure
在这之中钱和热情和快乐见面 [05:11.01]We all got a work to survive
我们都需要工作来生存 [05:12.78]So now she's popping up at shows
所以她开始在各个演出出现 [05:14.21]Taking pictures on her own
自己拍下了很多照片 [05:15.63]And at first it wasn't cool
一开始这不是很好 [05:16.97]But **** it we let it go
但还是随她吧 [05:18.39]Until I saw her in some rapper's tracksuit, I felt a way
直到我看到她穿着一个rapper同款的衣服 我感受到了其他的一些东西 [05:21.19]She told me it was work and she was in some studio
她告诉我这只是工作 她也曾在过一些录音室 [05:23.48]Taking pictures and I just sighed
拍过照片 而我只是叹息 [05:25.47]Some halfway wannabe rappers that fed her lies
有些半桶水的 想成为rapper的会给她谎言 [05:27.91]He ain't looking for no pictures
他根本不是来找拍照的 [05:29.78]I know it's your profession
我知道这是你的职业 [05:31.03]But read their intentions
但读读他们的意图 [05:32.42]They ain't paying male photographers to shoot that same session
同样的摄影项目 他们都不会给男性摄影师付钱 [05:34.75]And that felt so disrespectful, standing on our dreams
这感觉太不尊重了 站在我们的梦想里 [05:37.90]And crushing 'em, I just told her it's nothing do what you need to do
但又冲碎了它 我什么都没有说只是告诉她做你该做的 [05:41.24]If I ain't feeding you
如果我没有养着你 [05:42.63]Then my opinion's all I'm giving when I speak to you
那当我和你说话时 我的观点就是我给你的所有 [05:45.16]Cause I don't have the right
因为我并没有权利 [05:46.23]Why should girls be punished for a male's dirty mind?
为什么女生应该被惩罚 因为男性在脑海中的肮脏想法 [05:49.12]When I think about it now, I'm ashamed to the core
当我现在想到这样 我感觉羞愧到级点 [05:51.83]I mean how many men stop their women
我的意思是 有多少的男人阻止她们的女人 [05:53.86]From achieving what they can because
做她们能做到的事 [05:55.64]In secret they've been feelig insecure
因为他们心里感到没有安全感 [05:57.76]And I can't handle my emotions, it's probably why I didn't see her
我不能控制自己的情绪 这也大概是为什么我没有看到她的天赋 [06:00.50]Talent when I shoulda been supporting and promoting
没有给她我在当时应该给她的支持 [06:02.28]Like I didn't have a platform, a voice and a following
就像我没有平台 没有声音 没有追随者 [06:06.19]With everyone I knew
和所有我认识的人一样 [06:07.16]I really coulda do a lot of things to help chase her dream
我真的能做很多事情去帮她追逐她的梦想 [06:10.02]But instead of me to grow into the person that she needs
而不是 我去成长为她需要的人 [06:12.59]I acted like I couldn't see
我装作我看不到 [06:14.83]And I don't mean to say this like I don't trust the girl
我不是故意说的像我不相信那个女孩一样 [06:17.39]But how can I trust her if I don't trust myself?
但如果我连自己都不相信 我怎么去相信她呢 [06:20.23]And even girls can get tempted you know how it goes
就算是女孩也能被诱惑 你知道接下来会怎么样 [06:22.88]What if she meets a bigger rapper when she's at a show?
如果在演出工作时认识了一个更有名的rapper呢？ [06:25.77]What if he sees her backstage?
如果他在后台看到她了呢？ [06:27.44]What if he selling lots?
如果他卖了很多唱片呢？ [06:28.79]What if he's got a bigger car, got a better watch?
如果他有个更好的车 更亮的手表呢？ [06:31.52]That doesn't bother me, she really ain't material
那干扰不到我 她真的不是那样的 [06:34.19]It's all the little things they do that put the fear in you
是那些小事情把恐惧塞进你 [06:37.03]What if he actually replies?
如果他真的回复了呢？ [06:38.60]What if he phones her too?
如果他也给她打电话了呢？ [06:39.86]What if he's doing all the things that I'm supposed to do?
如果他做了所有事情 那些事情都本该是我做的呢？ [06:42.60]What if he's listening, laughing, relating?
如果他听着 笑着 感同身受了呢？ [06:45.43]What if he even cares to ask her how her day's been?
如果他甚至关心的问她 今天过得怎么样呢？ [06:48.11]What he's trying to give her everything she needs
如果他想着给她所有她需要的东西 [06:50.56]And expects from the one damn person that she's dating?
而不是我这个和她在约会 却什么都没做的傻逼呢？ [06:54.19]I shoulda helped her follow her dream
我应该去帮助她追逐她的梦想的 [06:56.04]But instead I held her back and had her following me
但我却阻止她而让她跟着我 [06:59.29]And boys got a brave face so you'll never know
男孩们都有一样勇敢的脸庞 所以你永远也不会知道 [07:02.23]That hurts just as much when you let them go
当你让他们离开时 有多勇敢就有多痛
like [00:23.22]I met my girl when I was 18 years old
我在十八岁的时候认识了我的女孩 [00:26.35]And she was just turning 23
但她刚满23 [00:28.23]I really love her from my heart
我真的从心底爱她 [00:30.83]And even though I don't deserve it fam I hope she loves me
虽然我并不值得 但我还是希望她能爱我 [00:33.54]So I just done this private show I'm doing Footlocker promo
我刚结束完一场表演 在做footlocker的宣传 [00:36.75]And judging from the postcode it was Shoreditch or Soho
从邮编码来看 应该是Shoreditch或者Soho（都是英国的区） [00:39.49]Did 6 or 7 tracks, made 6 or 7 racks
做了六七首歌 赚了六七千的票子 [00:42.41]A couple days later on twitter I saw
几天之后我在推特上看到 [00:44.61]This photo of myself and I was grinning
这张我咧着嘴笑的照片 [00:46.71]That 4K camera of quality had got me tripping
那照片清晰的让我迷惑 [00:49.21]So I'm checking out who did it
所以我开始找是谁拍的这张照片 [00:50.56]When I stumbled on this girl
当我找到这个女孩 [00:51.92]And I could tell that she was different
我能看出来她与众不同 [00:53.75]A couple hours later now I'm liking all her pictures
几个小时后我就点赞了她所有的照片 [00:56.20]I ain't finished
还没完 [00:57.24]I typed her twitter name into my Insta
我将她的推特名字输入在insta [00:59.06]So I could check on every single little digit
所以我能知道每一个小细节 [01:01.16]Why didn't I just message her?
为什么我不直接给她发消息呢 [01:02.83]Trust me I was thinking
相信我 我也这么想过 [01:03.98]But I'm a self-centred rapper too concerned about my image
但我是一个以自我为中心的rapper 且太在意我的形象 [01:06.72]The truth
这是真的 [01:07.68]So when she hit me first I'm pretty shocked I didn't burst
所以当她给我发消息的时候 我很震惊 差点没起飞 [01:10.60]I'm calling Josh, Jack and Juss who am I ringing first?
我要打给Josh,Jack,Juss 我应该先打给谁 [01:13.27]Man I was so excited
我当时太兴奋了 [01:14.78]That I replied a minute later that's that bro
我过了一分钟之后回复了她 [01:17.05]I think that you just let her know excited
兄弟们说 我刚让她知道因为她的消息让我太兴奋了 [01:19.07]Too excited, no clue on what I should do excited
太兴奋了 那种无所适从的兴奋 [01:21.61]So I'm just typing, rambling like a fool, excited
让我像傻子一样回复她和她闲聊的兴奋 [01:25.83] [01:28.80]Look
Look [01:29.48]Look
Look [01:30.23]And we were talking for hours over some minor things
我们聊些小事情都能聊好几个小时 [01:33.00]Ignoring everyone else to her I'm replying quick
管其他人在干嘛 我只在乎她 我句句秒回 [01:35.68]This type of chick she got a spark like you were lighting spliffs
这样的女生 有着像你点燃椰子一样的闪光点 [01:38.52]You know you like her when you're thinking about your words
在你推敲字句的时候 你就已经知道你喜欢她了 [01:40.73]She got me typing, deleting my messages then re-writing
她让我在键盘上输入删除在重新输入 [01:43.70]In the hope that there's a smile when she's replying
我希望她在回消息的时候露出微笑 [01:45.81]The highlight of my day,
每天我的高光时刻 [01:47.19]Them phone calls in the night it's the little things
夜晚的电话都变得习以为常 [01:50.08]The girl, she had a vibe and I liked it and
那个女孩 她有着我喜欢的感觉 [01:52.79]She's into photography and she's got a passion for it
她喜欢摄影 她也对它有热情 [01:55.48]And she respects that I'm rapping but she ain't catting for it
她也对尊重我在说唱 但她从也不聊起这些 [01:57.96]See that's the perfect balance
看 这就是完美的平衡 [01:59.50]There's nothing better than a girl with talent
没有任何事情好过 一个女孩同时拥有着天赋 [02:01.40]Drive, ambition all of them things above
干劲 野心 所有这些 [02:03.38]She's showing an abundance
她表现的很丰富 [02:04.78]I ain't even met her yet
我甚至还没见过她 [02:05.94]She works around the corner but lives just outside of London
她在每一个角落工作 但只是住在伦敦的边缘 [02:08.62]I ain't fronting, I'm a sweet boy
我不开玩笑 我是一个甜甜男孩 [02:10.29]Intentions are in question so my compliments are decoys
我的意图是有问题的 我的赞美是诱饵 [02:12.98]If that even makes sense?
这怎么说的通呢 [02:14.34]The first time I met her, I'm surrounded by my friends
第一次见她时 我和我朋友些在一起 [02:16.87]Random ends on some staircase
在随机的楼梯尾 [02:18.75]So much for a first date
这就是第一次约会 [02:20.09]I just had a show
我刚结束完一场演出 [02:21.17]And I asked if she could meet me after
然后我问她能够结束后见我吗 [02:22.86]Maybe we could chill, you never know where things could go
我们可以一起待着 你永远也不知道事情会发生到哪 [02:25.00]No problem she down to roll
没问题 她接受了 [02:26.95]Travel in the cold
天冷的要死 [02:28.27]So I went across the road, grey hoodie under a coat
所以我里面穿着外套 套灰色卫衣 穿过了这条路 [02:30.77]If I'm remembering correctly
如果我没记错的话 [02:32.53]It's always kind of weird when the person that you were texting
这总是奇怪的 这个人你和她聊了很多天的人 [02:34.99]Is the person you are obsessed with
是那个你着迷的人 [02:36.67]I was on her from the jump
我很快就看到她了 [02:37.95]I think she was wearing pumps or Vans when
她好像穿着pumps 还是vans [02:39.87]I first met her, no, it's either either one
我先看见她 好吧 其实大差不差 [02:41.88]She was looking so attractive I barely saw
她看着好吸引人 我基本没有看见她的皮肤 [02:44.51]Skin 'cause she was covered like a mattress
因为她裹的像个粽子 [02:46.26]Man, I think that she's the one
天呐 我觉得 她是我的那个人 [02:47.64]I was stuck for twenty seconds trying to give the girl a hug
我挣扎了二十多秒 要不要给她一个拥抱 [02:50.60]And all my friends were drunk so **** it, I'm about to kiss her
反正我的朋友们都喝醉了 所以去它的 我打算亲她 [02:53.54]Any complications, I'm blaming it on the liquor
如果她责怪我 讨厌我 我就怪在酒精上 [02:56.04]Changing my name on Twitter and blocking her on my Insta
然后把推特名改掉并在ins拉黑她 [02:59.30]I saw her skin blush the moment that our lips touched
当我们触碰彼此嘴唇时 我看到她脸红 [03:02.42]She pulled my bottom lip until it stretched
她咬着我的下嘴唇 直到将它拉开 [03:04.72]Kissed me on my cheek until she reached around my neck
亲着我的脸颊 直到她抱着我的脖子 [03:07.13]And had me moaning like a *****
让我像一个表子一样喘 [03:08.71]Even though I'm wearing jeans
尽管我穿着牛仔裤 [03:10.21]I had to re-arrange my **** so she don't see that I'm erect
我还是要神龙归位所以她才能看不出我有反应 [03:13.25]It's the first time we met, got me feeling like a creep
这是我的的第一次见面 搞得我像个变态一样 [03:15.69]And that strawberry flavour gave her tongue a kinda sweet little taste
还有从她的舌齿中尝到的微甜的草莓味 [03:18.93]And we could speak about anything we were friends first
我们能说任何事 但我们还只是朋友 [03:22.13]I dropped her to the station I remember
我记得 我送她到火车站 [03:24.07]Cuz we had a conversation for ages about our dreams
我们聊了很久 关于我们的梦想 [03:26.83]And the things that we hadn't seen and all that we intended to do
还有我们没见过的事 我们打算做的事 [03:30.15]I bet she's hoping my intentions are true
我打赌 她希望着我的意图是真的 [03:33.15]And as months went by we both got into it, and intimate
几个月过去 我们都很亲密 [03:36.06]And I'mma spare you the details cuz
我就不跟你说细节了 [03:38.91]Both of our parents are probably listening
因为可能我和她的家人可能都听着 [03:40.93]But really we were into it
但我们真的到那个地步了 [03:42.37]Into us, into this
到称之为us的地步 到这段关系的地步 [03:43.89]Into everything about each other we were lovers
到所有关于对方的事情 我们是爱人 [03:46.05]And I love her cuz she knows me
我爱她 因为她了解我 [03:47.75]And that's probably why she told me you ain't ready for a girl
这也是为什么她告诉我 我没有对女孩准备好 [03:50.64]You're still a little kid that's getting ready for the world
你还只是一个小孩子在对世界准备 [03:53.17]And you don't need that kinda burden
你也不需要那样的负担 [03:54.59]But I told her that I want it
但我告诉她我想要 [03:56.32]And I'm just being honest
我完全诚实的告诉她 [03:57.55]Yes I know that girls exist but I don't see them as a problem
是的 我知道那个女孩存在 但我不把她们当成一个问题 [04:00.10]I meant every single word
我意思是我的每一句话 [04:01.72]And I ain't gonna lie and say DM's have
我不会撒谎然后说在我的私信中 [04:03.85]Been absurd but out of every single girl
虽然很荒谬 但在每一个女孩中 [04:05.67]This is the weirdest of positions
这是最怪的位置（立场） [04:07.44]It's usually the girl that's asking where
通常是女生问我在哪 [04:09.25]I see her fitting or a place on her position
我看到她舒服的在她的位置（立场）上 [04:10.81]But I'm telling her I need it
但我告诉她我需要它 [04:13.12]And I don't think she sees it so I'm being ever sweeter
我觉得她没有看到这些 所以我变得更加贴心 [04:15.53]When we're speaking and we're meeting
当我们在聊天时 在一起时 [04:17.70]I've got affectionate messages, you could read them
我有很多充满爱意的信息 你可以读到它 [04:20.87]You gotta tell a girl that she's beautiful until she sees it
你必须告诉她 她很漂亮 直到她也看见了她的漂亮 [04:23.14]Believes it, understands it more than physically
并且 相信它 理解它 不只是在肉体外貌上 [04:26.00]Mentally, and the way that I'm feeling
而是在精神上 还有在我的感觉上 [04:28.21]I could talk 10 years about the moment that we shared
我能说10年关于我们共同的时刻 [04:30.99]The jokes that we had running
我们讲过的笑话 [04:32.55]The places that we've been
我们去过的地方 [04:33.71]The music we made together producing next to my bed
我们在床边一起制作的音乐 [04:36.41]Then making my minor changes in reference to what she said
然后根据她所说的话 做些小改变 [04:39.14]I think I start to getting tired, my shcedule's a mess
我觉得我开始变得很累 我的计划简直一团糟 [04:42.17]Replies are gettin' lazy and my lady knows it's crazy
回复变得不如之前如此热情 我的女士知道这很难 [04:44.80]But she's there if I'm in need
但她一直在 如果我需要 [04:46.23]While I'm at shows getting tempted by girls that are on their knees
在我表演中 被跪在地上的女孩诱惑的时候 [04:49.07]You know I'm only a teen, it's like my eyes started drifting
你知道我只是一个小孩 我的眼神开始飘忽不定 [04:51.93]Not as easy as I pictured to give your all to a woman
没有像我想的一样容易 去将自己的一切给一个女生 [04:54.61]Ignoring all this attention that's been getting to my head
忽略了我脑中的所有注意力 [04:57.43]The *** is so accessible,
性是如此容易接近 [04:58.97]One message or text and girls will get in your bed
一个条留言或消息 女孩就会跟你走 [05:01.65]She's tryna make it happen with photos and her events
她想用她的照片和一些活动来让她成功 [05:04.76]I mentioned it's her passion, photography is her thing
我提到了她的热情 摄影是她喜欢的东西 [05:07.08]And I don't know if it's the pressure
但我也不知道 如果那有压力 [05:08.65]Where paper meets the passion and the pleasure
在这之中钱和热情和快乐见面 [05:11.01]We all got a work to survive
我们都需要工作来生存 [05:12.78]So now she's popping up at shows
所以她开始在各个演出出现 [05:14.21]Taking pictures on her own
自己拍下了很多照片 [05:15.63]And at first it wasn't cool
一开始这不是很好 [05:16.97]But **** it we let it go
但还是随她吧 [05:18.39]Until I saw her in some rapper's tracksuit, I felt a way
直到我看到她穿着一个rapper同款的衣服 我感受到了其他的一些东西 [05:21.19]She told me it was work and she was in some studio
她告诉我这只是工作 她也曾在过一些录音室 [05:23.48]Taking pictures and I just sighed
拍过照片 而我只是叹息 [05:25.47]Some halfway wannabe rappers that fed her lies
有些半桶水的 想成为rapper的会给她谎言 [05:27.91]He ain't looking for no pictures
他根本不是来找拍照的 [05:29.78]I know it's your profession
我知道这是你的职业 [05:31.03]But read their intentions
但读读他们的意图 [05:32.42]They ain't paying male photographers to shoot that same session
同样的摄影项目 他们都不会给男性摄影师付钱 [05:34.75]And that felt so disrespectful, standing on our dreams
这感觉太不尊重了 站在我们的梦想里 [05:37.90]And crushing 'em, I just told her it's nothing do what you need to do
但又冲碎了它 我什么都没有说只是告诉她做你该做的 [05:41.24]If I ain't feeding you
如果我没有养着你 [05:42.63]Then my opinion's all I'm giving when I speak to you
那当我和你说话时 我的观点就是我给你的所有 [05:45.16]Cause I don't have the right
因为我并没有权利 [05:46.23]Why should girls be punished for a male's dirty mind?
为什么女生应该被惩罚 因为男性在脑海中的肮脏想法 [05:49.12]When I think about it now, I'm ashamed to the core
当我现在想到这样 我感觉羞愧到级点 [05:51.83]I mean how many men stop their women
我的意思是 有多少的男人阻止她们的女人 [05:53.86]From achieving what they can because
做她们能做到的事 [05:55.64]In secret they've been feelig insecure
因为他们心里感到没有安全感 [05:57.76]And I can't handle my emotions, it's probably why I didn't see her
我不能控制自己的情绪 这也大概是为什么我没有看到她的天赋 [06:00.50]Talent when I shoulda been supporting and promoting
没有给她我在当时应该给她的支持 [06:02.28]Like I didn't have a platform, a voice and a following
就像我没有平台 没有声音 没有追随者 [06:06.19]With everyone I knew
和所有我认识的人一样 [06:07.16]I really coulda do a lot of things to help chase her dream
我真的能做很多事情去帮她追逐她的梦想 [06:10.02]But instead of me to grow into the person that she needs
而不是 我去成长为她需要的人 [06:12.59]I acted like I couldn't see
我装作我看不到 [06:14.83]And I don't mean to say this like I don't trust the girl
我不是故意说的像我不相信那个女孩一样 [06:17.39]But how can I trust her if I don't trust myself?
但如果我连自己都不相信 我怎么去相信她呢 [06:20.23]And even girls can get tempted you know how it goes
就算是女孩也能被诱惑 你知道接下来会怎么样 [06:22.88]What if she meets a bigger rapper when she's at a show?
如果在演出工作时认识了一个更有名的rapper呢？ [06:25.77]What if he sees her backstage?
如果他在后台看到她了呢？ [06:27.44]What if he selling lots?
如果他卖了很多唱片呢？ [06:28.79]What if he's got a bigger car, got a better watch?
如果他有个更好的车 更亮的手表呢？ [06:31.52]That doesn't bother me, she really ain't material
那干扰不到我 她真的不是那样的 [06:34.19]It's all the little things they do that put the fear in you
是那些小事情把恐惧塞进你 [06:37.03]What if he actually replies?
如果他真的回复了呢？ [06:38.60]What if he phones her too?
如果他也给她打电话了呢？ [06:39.86]What if he's doing all the things that I'm supposed to do?
如果他做了所有事情 那些事情都本该是我做的呢？ [06:42.60]What if he's listening, laughing, relating?
如果他听着 笑着 感同身受了呢？ [06:45.43]What if he even cares to ask her how her day's been?
如果他甚至关心的问她 今天过得怎么样呢？ [06:48.11]What he's trying to give her everything she needs
如果他想着给她所有她需要的东西 [06:50.56]And expects from the one damn person that she's dating?
而不是我这个和她在约会 却什么都没做的傻逼呢？ [06:54.19]I shoulda helped her follow her dream
我应该去帮助她追逐她的梦想的 [06:56.04]But instead I held her back and had her following me
但我却阻止她而让她跟着我 [06:59.29]And boys got a brave face so you'll never know
男孩们都有一样勇敢的脸庞 所以你永远也不会知道 [07:02.23]That hurts just as much when you let them go
当你让他们离开时 有多勇敢就有多痛