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[00:00.86][Verse 1]
[00:01.98]I spent my 19th birthday in the hospital
我的十九岁生日，是在医院里度过的 [00:05.35]With my brother and my mum
身边只有母亲和兄弟 [00:08.52]And I know it sounds dumb but I felt like I lost it all
或许听起来荒唐，可我当时觉得自己失去了一切 [00:10.44]The pain's compulsory, suffering's optional
痛苦无可避免，煎熬却可选择 [00:12.95]Takeshi's castle, my life's got obstacles
我的人生就像《北野武的挑战状》，满是阻碍 [00:15.32]I'm still dealing with a whole load of stress
如今仍被重重压力裹挟 [00:17.75]I see my older brother so close to the edge
看着哥哥濒临崩溃的边缘 [00:20.13]And that there put a hole in my chest
我的心仿佛也被凿开了一个洞 [00:21.97]And then they tell you home's where the heart is
人们总说 “心之所在，便是故乡” [00:24.67]But I got a hole where my heart is
可我的心房却空了一块 [00:26.74]Because I let a hoe where my heart is
只因我竟让一个不值得的人住进了心里 [00:28.51]Never again, I had to tell her that we're better as friends
“我们做朋友更好”—— 这句话我说出口后，便再未回头 [00:32.54]I never messaged again
此后再也没有给她发过消息 [00:34.25]Every message I send, ends up in a groupchat
我发的每条信息，最后都会出现在她们的群聊里 [00:36.73]'Cause girls go and tell all their friends
姑娘们总爱把心事分享给所有朋友 [00:39.16]That's one of many reasons why I ain't sending DMs
这便是我不再主动发私信的原因之一 [00:43.63]Look, I'm gonna keep this cake and I'm gonna eat this cake
听着，我既要牢牢攥住财富，也要尽情享受生活 [00:46.12]That's why I'm living three lives, I'm in GTA
所以我活得多重人生，如同在《侠盗猎车手》里穿梭 [00:48.85]I'm in Los Angeles driving a Mercedes and it's funny because honestly I didn't think I'd see LA
此刻我在洛杉矶开着奔驰 —— 说真的，从前我从没想过自己能踏上这片土地 [00:51.26]Surprise birthday party I didn't see this cake, coming
这场生日惊喜派对，这份 “甜蜜”，我全然未曾预料 [00:53.85]I need this money like its EMA
我需要钱，就像需要教育补贴那般迫切（注：EMA 为英国教育维持补贴） [00:55.98]You gotta separate the rats from the G's if you can't handle cheese How the hell you gonna be a great
若你连 “奶酪” 都守不住，又怎能分清身边谁是鼠辈、谁是兄弟？ [01:01.28]I need a blazing inferno for my enemies
我要让我的敌人陷入熊熊烈火般的困境 [01:06.56]Behind my back I know that everybody sends for me
我知道，所有人都在背后对我指指点点、恶意中伤 [01:09.22]And I'd respond but I don't even have the time
并非我不愿回应，只是实在无暇顾及 [01:11.85]I mean, asking Avelino couldn't help me find the energy
即便向艾维利诺求助，我也提不起力气（注：Avelino 为英国说唱歌手） [01:14.36]I don't think my ends want the best for me
我猜身边人未必真心盼我好 [01:16.73]That's why the question me, fake G checking me
所以他们才会质疑我，那些假兄弟才会试探我 [01:19.30]**** the road but if anybody's testing me
我本无意纠缠街头是非，可若有人敢挑衅 [01:22.42]It's one step away like a 5-a-side penalty
我便会如五人制足球的点球般，一步便能逼近 [01:24.74]Every Santander Nationwide remembers me
桑坦德、国民西敏寺银行，都记得我的身影（注：Santander、Nationwide 均为英国银行） [01:27.61]Right pocket full of cards, I'm a referee
右口袋装满银行卡，我仿佛成了掌控局面的 “裁判” [01:29.92]Ain't it funny how this money that I'm getting came from ****ing PA's like I'm sleeping with a secretary
多可笑啊，我如今的财富，竟源自当年像秘书般打杂的日子 [01:34.22]Secondly, your girlfriend's obsessed with me
再者，你女友对我颇为着迷 [01:37.34]But that's a story for another day and this is why love is ****ed
不过这是后话了 —— 爱情本就这般荒唐 [01:40.78]'Cause you went and put your trust in her and then sent me nudes
你全心信任她，她却给我发来了私密照片 [01:43.00]I said "Nuh-uh-uh, cover up"
我只说：“别这样，把衣服穿上” [01:44.31]I aired it, certain girls I can't respect
我无视了她 —— 有些女人，不值得我尊重 [01:47.96]We're all nothing to someone, and that you can't forget
记住，对某些人而言，我们终究无足轻重 [01:50.32]So just remember when the girl's playing hard to get
所以当一个姑娘对你故作矜持时 [01:52.71]There's probably another person that she's trying hard to get
或许她正对着另一个人百般讨好 [01:57.59]And there's probably a girl in your phone right now that you hardly text
此刻你的手机里，或许就有个你很少联系的姑娘 [02:01.42]That's looking for love
她也在寻觅真爱 [02:02.54]But everybody wants what they can't touch, so
可世人总渴望那些触不可及的东西，不是吗 [02:06.94][Verse 2] [02:07.32]If you, touch my money you can see what I'm about
若有人动我的钱，便知我不好惹 [02:10.86]You can ask your little sister I will be inside your house
你可以问你妹妹 —— 我会直接闯进你家 [02:12.95]Eating from your fridge, feet up on your couch
打开你的冰箱找吃的，把脚翘在你的沙发上 [02:15.88]Tell your little brother "Butter me a sandwich, spread in evenly amounts"
再告诉你弟弟：“给我烤个三明治，黄油要涂得均匀些” [02:17.54]You think I’m playing any games?
你以为我在跟你开玩笑？ [02:19.22]Why do you think I talk about cars, women and chains
你以为我写歌总提豪车、女人与金链 [02:22.35]On half of the songs I make, materialistic aims
是因为我只重物质？ [02:23.65]Make me feel a way when I want it
渴望时心心念念，得到后却索然无味 [02:25.91]When I got it, it don’t ever feel the same
这便是人性的常态 [02:28.22]We got different types of problems
我们各有各的烦恼 [02:30.77]I’m getting corporate tax on this cash that I'm making
我赚来的钱要缴企业税 [02:33.03]And at the same time I need to vanquish my paigons
同时还得击退我的对手 [02:36.18]If you think it's dead you're mistaken
若你以为风波已平，那便大错特错 [02:38.10]I'm hot headed and dangerous
我性子急躁，也绝非善类 [02:39.53]And still living in this matrix
如今仍被困在这现实的 “矩阵” 中 [02:41.31]All I wanna do is make my loved ones proud
我只想让我爱的人为我骄傲 [02:43.68]In this year alone we made three hundred thousand
单今年，我们就赚了三十万 [02:46.00]But my mum won't smile becuase her son's on trial
可母亲却笑不出来 —— 她的儿子正面临审判 [02:48.38]We've got different types of problems
我们各有各的烦恼 [02:51.90]What do you know about living in a shadow
你怎会懂活在阴影下的滋味？ [02:53.73]Where every single thing that you can do is being tainted
你做的每一件事，都会被贴上 “不堪” 的标签 [02:56.32]'Cause your brother's in the station and he's ill to the marrow
只因你兄弟被关在警局，病入膏肓 [02:58.91]12 or 13 when I turned into an adult
十二三岁时，我便被迫长成了大人 [03:01.47]All them kids my age were going TeenFest
同龄的孩子都去参加青少年音乐节（注：TeenFest 为英国青少年音乐活动） [03:04.13]When I was getting searched by a golden retriever in a Cat. A prison while I'm standing on an arrow
我却在甲级监狱里，被金毛寻回犬搜身，站在箭头标识的位置上（注：Cat. A prison 为英国最高安保等级监狱） [03:09.14]We used to have cards and now we're playing with swords
从前我们玩纸牌，如今却拿起了刀枪 [03:11.83]My G went from Blackjack to a black Jack Sparrow
我的兄弟从玩 21 点，变成了如杰克・斯派洛般的亡命之徒（注：Jack Sparrow 为《加勒比海盗》主角） [03:14.37]I know so many man who got a case on their head that would kill to come home
我认识太多人，因身负案件而渴望回家 [03:18.07]But there chances are narrow in this world that we live in
可在这世间，他们的机会渺茫 [03:20.69]Nobody listens, we do have thoughts
没人愿意倾听我们的心声 [03:23.12]But nobody's thinking and I get it
也没人真正思考 —— 我懂这种感受 [03:24.51]'Cause none of us are tryna play the victim
因为我们都不愿做受害者 [03:27.16]Any disrespect then retaliation, instant
若有人不敬，便会立刻遭到反击 [03:30.26]I know a lot of man have been dodging karma
我知道很多人在逃避因果报应 [03:32.25]And they think it's all laughter 'till the bitch comes to kiss them
他们以为能一直逍遥，直到 “报应” 找上门来 [03:36.93]You know the difference between life and death is one bad decision, 3 or 4 inches
要知道，生死之间，不过是一个错误的决定，或是三四英寸的距离（暗指枪支射程） [03:42.60]So many man my age have got P.T.S.D and I don't think that it's hit them
太多和我同龄的人患有创伤后应激障碍，只是他们自己尚未察觉 [03:47.23]If you envision, the way that we're living
若你能想象我们的生活状态 [03:50.45]The things that we had seen, situations that we'd been in
想象我们见过的事、经历的困境 [03:52.00]You would understand why I don't wanna talk about my life in every song I've ever written
便会懂为何我不愿在每首歌里都诉说自己的人生 [03:55.46]I really wanna help, but it's out of my control and jurisdiction
我真的想帮他们，可这已超出我的掌控与能力范围 [03:59.69]'Cause a lot of road yutes have got a sickness, mentally
因为太多街头青年，都有着心理上的 “顽疾” [04:02.83][Verse 3] [04:51.96]Like, look
听着 [04:53.99]My mummy always used to tell me this
母亲常对我说 [04:56.20]"David, listen when your older's speaking"
“戴维，长辈说话时要认真听”（注：David 为人名，保留原文） [04:58.52]I know man that listened to their olders speaking
我认识些听话的人 [05:01.40]And now they're all life'd off and they don't know the reason
如今却被判了终身监禁，连原因都不明不白 [05:04.08]In a weird way summer is the coldest season
说来奇怪，夏天反倒成了最寒冷的季节 [05:06.50]You'll get killed at a party for the smallest reason
在派对上，可能只因一点小事就丢了性命 [05:09.32]One day you're chilling in secondary
前一天还在中学里悠闲度日 [05:11.78]Next day your right hand's a memory
后一天，最亲近的兄弟就成了回忆 [05:13.80]So when I say that I'm alone, do you know the feeling?
所以当我说 “我很孤独” 时，你懂这种感受吗？ [05:16.54]When I say the game's over, do you know the meaning?
当我说 “这场游戏结束了” 时，你明白其中含义吗？ [05:18.35]I mean that I don't have the time for this
我是说，我真的没时间再纠缠了 [05:21.44]I need a girl but same time there's no time for them
我渴望爱情，却没时间经营 [05:24.25]I got people inside and I don't write to them
有人身陷囹圄，我却没给他们写过信 [05:26.75]It's like I don't feel pain no more
仿佛我已不再感受痛苦 [05:28.85]I can't do journeys on a train no more
再也无法忍受坐火车远行 [05:31.26]Can't shed a tear writing on a page no more
再也不会对着纸页流泪写作 [05:34.42]I don't wanna play games no more
再也不想玩那些无谓的把戏 [05:36.86]I don't want my friends on a case no more
再也不想让朋友卷入麻烦 [05:40.27]And trust me, I don't want a war on the ends
相信我，我不想在街头掀起战争 [05:43.24]But it's like you wanna start it so say no more
可既然你们想挑起，那我也无需多言 [05:45.64]I'm too big for this nonsense, I don't need problems
我早已过了胡闹的年纪，不想再惹麻烦 [05:48.84]Meetings, 1.5 milli ain't an option
会议、一百五十万英镑的合同，对我而言都不是唯一选择 [05:50.68]I don't need a deal or an option
我不需要签约，也不需要备选方案 [05:52.54]In my own neighbourhood
在我自己的街区里 [05:54.08]Me, Jack, Benny in the office
我、杰克、本尼在办公室里运筹（注：Jack、Benny 为人名，保留原文） [05:55.45]I don't need excel, Sony, drama
无需 Excel 表格、索尼公司，也无需炒作 [05:57.56]Our team's faster, street Sam Chara
我们的团队行动力更强，如街头版的 “萨姆・查拉”（注：Sam Chara 可能指特定人物，保留原文） [06:00.06]I got a lot of love for everyone that checks for me
感谢所有支持我的人 [06:03.89]And a lot of love for certain girls sexually
也感谢那些与我有过情愫的姑娘 [06:06.54]Texting me, saying that she slept on me
她们给我发短信，说当初小看了我 [06:08.92]And definitely wishes that she slept with me
还说真希望当初能和我在一起 [06:12.59][Verse 4] [06:15.67]Look
听着 [06:16.58]On another note I wanna say thanks to Cal
另外，我想感谢卡尔（注：Cal 为人名，保留原文） [06:18.85]One of my closest from young and we're still at it now
我们从小就是挚友，如今仍并肩前行 [06:21.66]I remember when we learnt to play piano
还记得当初我们学钢琴 [06:23.83]Just to make each other jealous, who'd've thought that we would practice now
不过是为了互相攀比、争个高下 —— 谁能想到如今我们还在坚持练习？ [06:27.49]Your talent's been standing out
你的才华早已脱颖而出 [06:28.83]Be proud of your dream, you should stand and shout
为自己的梦想骄傲吧，大声宣告它 [06:32.11]I remember last year you never had a clue
去年你还对未来一无所知 [06:34.69]And this year you went and did "Attitude"
今年就写出了《Attitude》这首歌（注：《Attitude》为音乐作品，保留原名） [06:36.96]Speaking of attitude, it's only right I say sorry for my attitude
说到态度，我也该为我之前的态度道歉 [06:40.95]And I ain't never mad at you
我从未真正生过你们的气 [06:42.48]Tyrell, Manon, Frasier especially
泰勒、马农、弗雷泽，尤其是你们（注：Tyrell、Manon、Frasier 为人名，保留原文） [06:45.20]I got a lot of things I'm dealing with mentally
我心里藏着很多事，难以释怀 [06:47.47]I feel down a lot and I ain't got the energy
时常情绪低落，提不起精神 [06:50.16]I need all of your help to get the best from me
我需要你们的帮助，才能成为更好的自己 [06:53.47]There's way too much to do, I ain't getting sleep
要做的事太多，我根本睡不好觉 [06:55.93]And last time I got a rest they arrested me
上次好好休息时，却被警方逮捕 [06:57.86]Tell me I treatment for a video I didn't make myself from scratch
他们竟因一个并非我全程制作的视频而追查我 [07:01.56]Every lyric, every melody
每句歌词、每段旋律 [07:02.84]Every ****ing beat
每一段伴奏 [07:04.10]Every little detail in the artwork and video
专辑封面和视频里的每个细节 [07:06.67]Everything is me
全是我亲手打造 [07:07.75]A wonderful team and a God that I serve
还有我优秀的团队，以及我信仰的上帝 [07:10.25]My friends and my mum, my brothers and my girl
我的朋友、母亲、兄弟，还有我的爱人 [07:13.26]I don't want short-term success or a banger
我不要短暂的成功，也不要一首 “热单” [07:15.55]Man are signing to a sentence, getting lost in the words
很多人签约后如同签下了 “刑期”，在名利场中迷失 [07:18.14]And it's fine if you sign man it's each to their own
若你选择签约，我也尊重你的决定 [07:21.02]But these clones need to know that I'm different from the world
但那些模仿者该知道，我与他们截然不同 [07:23.13]Don't compare me to them, they couldn't beat me at my worst
别拿我和他们比较 —— 即便在我最差的状态，他们也比不上 [07:25.79]It don't matter if I'm rapping or I'm singing on the verse
无论我是说唱还是演唱，都无人能及 [07:28.63][Verse 5] [07:38.18]Look
Look [07:39.30]People don't get that I'm serious
人们不懂，我这次是认真的 [07:41.64]I don't wanna play games no more
我再也不想玩那些把戏了 [07:43.80]And I don't wanna talk to these girls no more
也不想再和那些姑娘纠缠了 [07:46.09]I can't **** a girl that's in it for the fame no more
再也不会和为名利而来的女人在一起了 [07:48.67]And man can't talk on my name no more
也不许任何人再随意提及我的名字 [07:51.02]I give it 5 or 10 minutes 'till your main ting talks
不出五到十分钟，你的枕边人便会开口 [07:54.21]She's telling me that they don't talk no more but I'm pretty sure that his wifey knows more
她对我说你们已经分手，可我很清楚，你妻子知道的远比这更多 [07:59.41]No more, no I don't wanna play no more
够了，我真的不想再玩了 [08:01.87]No talks if it isn't money made no more
若非为了赚钱，我不会再参与任何商谈 [08:04.24]No more, no I don't wanna play no more
够了，我真的不想再玩了 [08:07.27]I don't wanna play no games no more
再也不想玩那些无聊的游戏了 [08:10.50]And I don't wanna see my girl no more
也不想再见到我的爱人了 [08:12.11]'Cause I don't really wanna see her hurt no more
只因我不想再看到她受伤 [08:14.88]My mum telling me that she's gotta stop working and I'm telling mummy you ain't gotta work no more
母亲说她不得不停下工作，我对她说：“妈妈，你再也不用工作了” [08:19.90]No more, mummy you ain't gotta hurt no more
妈妈，你再也不用受苦了 [08:22.66]You ain't gotta cry in your shirt no more
再也不用在衣服上抹眼泪了 [08:25.16]Mummy you ain't gotta wake up for work in the freezing cold in the middle of the night for a cheque no more
妈妈，你再也不用在寒冬的深夜起床，只为赚那一点薪水了 [08:30.50]Mummy you ain't gotta cry no more
妈妈，你再也不用哭了 [08:33.58]You ain't gotta stress in the night no more
再也不用在夜里焦虑难眠了 [08:35.98]And I ain't gotta say no more
我也无需再多说什么了 [08:38.68]We ain't playing games no more
我们再也不用玩那些把戏了 [08:46.38]
我的十九岁生日，是在医院里度过的 [00:05.35]With my brother and my mum
身边只有母亲和兄弟 [00:08.52]And I know it sounds dumb but I felt like I lost it all
或许听起来荒唐，可我当时觉得自己失去了一切 [00:10.44]The pain's compulsory, suffering's optional
痛苦无可避免，煎熬却可选择 [00:12.95]Takeshi's castle, my life's got obstacles
我的人生就像《北野武的挑战状》，满是阻碍 [00:15.32]I'm still dealing with a whole load of stress
如今仍被重重压力裹挟 [00:17.75]I see my older brother so close to the edge
看着哥哥濒临崩溃的边缘 [00:20.13]And that there put a hole in my chest
我的心仿佛也被凿开了一个洞 [00:21.97]And then they tell you home's where the heart is
人们总说 “心之所在，便是故乡” [00:24.67]But I got a hole where my heart is
可我的心房却空了一块 [00:26.74]Because I let a hoe where my heart is
只因我竟让一个不值得的人住进了心里 [00:28.51]Never again, I had to tell her that we're better as friends
“我们做朋友更好”—— 这句话我说出口后，便再未回头 [00:32.54]I never messaged again
此后再也没有给她发过消息 [00:34.25]Every message I send, ends up in a groupchat
我发的每条信息，最后都会出现在她们的群聊里 [00:36.73]'Cause girls go and tell all their friends
姑娘们总爱把心事分享给所有朋友 [00:39.16]That's one of many reasons why I ain't sending DMs
这便是我不再主动发私信的原因之一 [00:43.63]Look, I'm gonna keep this cake and I'm gonna eat this cake
听着，我既要牢牢攥住财富，也要尽情享受生活 [00:46.12]That's why I'm living three lives, I'm in GTA
所以我活得多重人生，如同在《侠盗猎车手》里穿梭 [00:48.85]I'm in Los Angeles driving a Mercedes and it's funny because honestly I didn't think I'd see LA
此刻我在洛杉矶开着奔驰 —— 说真的，从前我从没想过自己能踏上这片土地 [00:51.26]Surprise birthday party I didn't see this cake, coming
这场生日惊喜派对，这份 “甜蜜”，我全然未曾预料 [00:53.85]I need this money like its EMA
我需要钱，就像需要教育补贴那般迫切（注：EMA 为英国教育维持补贴） [00:55.98]You gotta separate the rats from the G's if you can't handle cheese How the hell you gonna be a great
若你连 “奶酪” 都守不住，又怎能分清身边谁是鼠辈、谁是兄弟？ [01:01.28]I need a blazing inferno for my enemies
我要让我的敌人陷入熊熊烈火般的困境 [01:06.56]Behind my back I know that everybody sends for me
我知道，所有人都在背后对我指指点点、恶意中伤 [01:09.22]And I'd respond but I don't even have the time
并非我不愿回应，只是实在无暇顾及 [01:11.85]I mean, asking Avelino couldn't help me find the energy
即便向艾维利诺求助，我也提不起力气（注：Avelino 为英国说唱歌手） [01:14.36]I don't think my ends want the best for me
我猜身边人未必真心盼我好 [01:16.73]That's why the question me, fake G checking me
所以他们才会质疑我，那些假兄弟才会试探我 [01:19.30]**** the road but if anybody's testing me
我本无意纠缠街头是非，可若有人敢挑衅 [01:22.42]It's one step away like a 5-a-side penalty
我便会如五人制足球的点球般，一步便能逼近 [01:24.74]Every Santander Nationwide remembers me
桑坦德、国民西敏寺银行，都记得我的身影（注：Santander、Nationwide 均为英国银行） [01:27.61]Right pocket full of cards, I'm a referee
右口袋装满银行卡，我仿佛成了掌控局面的 “裁判” [01:29.92]Ain't it funny how this money that I'm getting came from ****ing PA's like I'm sleeping with a secretary
多可笑啊，我如今的财富，竟源自当年像秘书般打杂的日子 [01:34.22]Secondly, your girlfriend's obsessed with me
再者，你女友对我颇为着迷 [01:37.34]But that's a story for another day and this is why love is ****ed
不过这是后话了 —— 爱情本就这般荒唐 [01:40.78]'Cause you went and put your trust in her and then sent me nudes
你全心信任她，她却给我发来了私密照片 [01:43.00]I said "Nuh-uh-uh, cover up"
我只说：“别这样，把衣服穿上” [01:44.31]I aired it, certain girls I can't respect
我无视了她 —— 有些女人，不值得我尊重 [01:47.96]We're all nothing to someone, and that you can't forget
记住，对某些人而言，我们终究无足轻重 [01:50.32]So just remember when the girl's playing hard to get
所以当一个姑娘对你故作矜持时 [01:52.71]There's probably another person that she's trying hard to get
或许她正对着另一个人百般讨好 [01:57.59]And there's probably a girl in your phone right now that you hardly text
此刻你的手机里，或许就有个你很少联系的姑娘 [02:01.42]That's looking for love
她也在寻觅真爱 [02:02.54]But everybody wants what they can't touch, so
可世人总渴望那些触不可及的东西，不是吗 [02:06.94][Verse 2] [02:07.32]If you, touch my money you can see what I'm about
若有人动我的钱，便知我不好惹 [02:10.86]You can ask your little sister I will be inside your house
你可以问你妹妹 —— 我会直接闯进你家 [02:12.95]Eating from your fridge, feet up on your couch
打开你的冰箱找吃的，把脚翘在你的沙发上 [02:15.88]Tell your little brother "Butter me a sandwich, spread in evenly amounts"
再告诉你弟弟：“给我烤个三明治，黄油要涂得均匀些” [02:17.54]You think I’m playing any games?
你以为我在跟你开玩笑？ [02:19.22]Why do you think I talk about cars, women and chains
你以为我写歌总提豪车、女人与金链 [02:22.35]On half of the songs I make, materialistic aims
是因为我只重物质？ [02:23.65]Make me feel a way when I want it
渴望时心心念念，得到后却索然无味 [02:25.91]When I got it, it don’t ever feel the same
这便是人性的常态 [02:28.22]We got different types of problems
我们各有各的烦恼 [02:30.77]I’m getting corporate tax on this cash that I'm making
我赚来的钱要缴企业税 [02:33.03]And at the same time I need to vanquish my paigons
同时还得击退我的对手 [02:36.18]If you think it's dead you're mistaken
若你以为风波已平，那便大错特错 [02:38.10]I'm hot headed and dangerous
我性子急躁，也绝非善类 [02:39.53]And still living in this matrix
如今仍被困在这现实的 “矩阵” 中 [02:41.31]All I wanna do is make my loved ones proud
我只想让我爱的人为我骄傲 [02:43.68]In this year alone we made three hundred thousand
单今年，我们就赚了三十万 [02:46.00]But my mum won't smile becuase her son's on trial
可母亲却笑不出来 —— 她的儿子正面临审判 [02:48.38]We've got different types of problems
我们各有各的烦恼 [02:51.90]What do you know about living in a shadow
你怎会懂活在阴影下的滋味？ [02:53.73]Where every single thing that you can do is being tainted
你做的每一件事，都会被贴上 “不堪” 的标签 [02:56.32]'Cause your brother's in the station and he's ill to the marrow
只因你兄弟被关在警局，病入膏肓 [02:58.91]12 or 13 when I turned into an adult
十二三岁时，我便被迫长成了大人 [03:01.47]All them kids my age were going TeenFest
同龄的孩子都去参加青少年音乐节（注：TeenFest 为英国青少年音乐活动） [03:04.13]When I was getting searched by a golden retriever in a Cat. A prison while I'm standing on an arrow
我却在甲级监狱里，被金毛寻回犬搜身，站在箭头标识的位置上（注：Cat. A prison 为英国最高安保等级监狱） [03:09.14]We used to have cards and now we're playing with swords
从前我们玩纸牌，如今却拿起了刀枪 [03:11.83]My G went from Blackjack to a black Jack Sparrow
我的兄弟从玩 21 点，变成了如杰克・斯派洛般的亡命之徒（注：Jack Sparrow 为《加勒比海盗》主角） [03:14.37]I know so many man who got a case on their head that would kill to come home
我认识太多人，因身负案件而渴望回家 [03:18.07]But there chances are narrow in this world that we live in
可在这世间，他们的机会渺茫 [03:20.69]Nobody listens, we do have thoughts
没人愿意倾听我们的心声 [03:23.12]But nobody's thinking and I get it
也没人真正思考 —— 我懂这种感受 [03:24.51]'Cause none of us are tryna play the victim
因为我们都不愿做受害者 [03:27.16]Any disrespect then retaliation, instant
若有人不敬，便会立刻遭到反击 [03:30.26]I know a lot of man have been dodging karma
我知道很多人在逃避因果报应 [03:32.25]And they think it's all laughter 'till the bitch comes to kiss them
他们以为能一直逍遥，直到 “报应” 找上门来 [03:36.93]You know the difference between life and death is one bad decision, 3 or 4 inches
要知道，生死之间，不过是一个错误的决定，或是三四英寸的距离（暗指枪支射程） [03:42.60]So many man my age have got P.T.S.D and I don't think that it's hit them
太多和我同龄的人患有创伤后应激障碍，只是他们自己尚未察觉 [03:47.23]If you envision, the way that we're living
若你能想象我们的生活状态 [03:50.45]The things that we had seen, situations that we'd been in
想象我们见过的事、经历的困境 [03:52.00]You would understand why I don't wanna talk about my life in every song I've ever written
便会懂为何我不愿在每首歌里都诉说自己的人生 [03:55.46]I really wanna help, but it's out of my control and jurisdiction
我真的想帮他们，可这已超出我的掌控与能力范围 [03:59.69]'Cause a lot of road yutes have got a sickness, mentally
因为太多街头青年，都有着心理上的 “顽疾” [04:02.83][Verse 3] [04:51.96]Like, look
听着 [04:53.99]My mummy always used to tell me this
母亲常对我说 [04:56.20]"David, listen when your older's speaking"
“戴维，长辈说话时要认真听”（注：David 为人名，保留原文） [04:58.52]I know man that listened to their olders speaking
我认识些听话的人 [05:01.40]And now they're all life'd off and they don't know the reason
如今却被判了终身监禁，连原因都不明不白 [05:04.08]In a weird way summer is the coldest season
说来奇怪，夏天反倒成了最寒冷的季节 [05:06.50]You'll get killed at a party for the smallest reason
在派对上，可能只因一点小事就丢了性命 [05:09.32]One day you're chilling in secondary
前一天还在中学里悠闲度日 [05:11.78]Next day your right hand's a memory
后一天，最亲近的兄弟就成了回忆 [05:13.80]So when I say that I'm alone, do you know the feeling?
所以当我说 “我很孤独” 时，你懂这种感受吗？ [05:16.54]When I say the game's over, do you know the meaning?
当我说 “这场游戏结束了” 时，你明白其中含义吗？ [05:18.35]I mean that I don't have the time for this
我是说，我真的没时间再纠缠了 [05:21.44]I need a girl but same time there's no time for them
我渴望爱情，却没时间经营 [05:24.25]I got people inside and I don't write to them
有人身陷囹圄，我却没给他们写过信 [05:26.75]It's like I don't feel pain no more
仿佛我已不再感受痛苦 [05:28.85]I can't do journeys on a train no more
再也无法忍受坐火车远行 [05:31.26]Can't shed a tear writing on a page no more
再也不会对着纸页流泪写作 [05:34.42]I don't wanna play games no more
再也不想玩那些无谓的把戏 [05:36.86]I don't want my friends on a case no more
再也不想让朋友卷入麻烦 [05:40.27]And trust me, I don't want a war on the ends
相信我，我不想在街头掀起战争 [05:43.24]But it's like you wanna start it so say no more
可既然你们想挑起，那我也无需多言 [05:45.64]I'm too big for this nonsense, I don't need problems
我早已过了胡闹的年纪，不想再惹麻烦 [05:48.84]Meetings, 1.5 milli ain't an option
会议、一百五十万英镑的合同，对我而言都不是唯一选择 [05:50.68]I don't need a deal or an option
我不需要签约，也不需要备选方案 [05:52.54]In my own neighbourhood
在我自己的街区里 [05:54.08]Me, Jack, Benny in the office
我、杰克、本尼在办公室里运筹（注：Jack、Benny 为人名，保留原文） [05:55.45]I don't need excel, Sony, drama
无需 Excel 表格、索尼公司，也无需炒作 [05:57.56]Our team's faster, street Sam Chara
我们的团队行动力更强，如街头版的 “萨姆・查拉”（注：Sam Chara 可能指特定人物，保留原文） [06:00.06]I got a lot of love for everyone that checks for me
感谢所有支持我的人 [06:03.89]And a lot of love for certain girls sexually
也感谢那些与我有过情愫的姑娘 [06:06.54]Texting me, saying that she slept on me
她们给我发短信，说当初小看了我 [06:08.92]And definitely wishes that she slept with me
还说真希望当初能和我在一起 [06:12.59][Verse 4] [06:15.67]Look
听着 [06:16.58]On another note I wanna say thanks to Cal
另外，我想感谢卡尔（注：Cal 为人名，保留原文） [06:18.85]One of my closest from young and we're still at it now
我们从小就是挚友，如今仍并肩前行 [06:21.66]I remember when we learnt to play piano
还记得当初我们学钢琴 [06:23.83]Just to make each other jealous, who'd've thought that we would practice now
不过是为了互相攀比、争个高下 —— 谁能想到如今我们还在坚持练习？ [06:27.49]Your talent's been standing out
你的才华早已脱颖而出 [06:28.83]Be proud of your dream, you should stand and shout
为自己的梦想骄傲吧，大声宣告它 [06:32.11]I remember last year you never had a clue
去年你还对未来一无所知 [06:34.69]And this year you went and did "Attitude"
今年就写出了《Attitude》这首歌（注：《Attitude》为音乐作品，保留原名） [06:36.96]Speaking of attitude, it's only right I say sorry for my attitude
说到态度，我也该为我之前的态度道歉 [06:40.95]And I ain't never mad at you
我从未真正生过你们的气 [06:42.48]Tyrell, Manon, Frasier especially
泰勒、马农、弗雷泽，尤其是你们（注：Tyrell、Manon、Frasier 为人名，保留原文） [06:45.20]I got a lot of things I'm dealing with mentally
我心里藏着很多事，难以释怀 [06:47.47]I feel down a lot and I ain't got the energy
时常情绪低落，提不起精神 [06:50.16]I need all of your help to get the best from me
我需要你们的帮助，才能成为更好的自己 [06:53.47]There's way too much to do, I ain't getting sleep
要做的事太多，我根本睡不好觉 [06:55.93]And last time I got a rest they arrested me
上次好好休息时，却被警方逮捕 [06:57.86]Tell me I treatment for a video I didn't make myself from scratch
他们竟因一个并非我全程制作的视频而追查我 [07:01.56]Every lyric, every melody
每句歌词、每段旋律 [07:02.84]Every ****ing beat
每一段伴奏 [07:04.10]Every little detail in the artwork and video
专辑封面和视频里的每个细节 [07:06.67]Everything is me
全是我亲手打造 [07:07.75]A wonderful team and a God that I serve
还有我优秀的团队，以及我信仰的上帝 [07:10.25]My friends and my mum, my brothers and my girl
我的朋友、母亲、兄弟，还有我的爱人 [07:13.26]I don't want short-term success or a banger
我不要短暂的成功，也不要一首 “热单” [07:15.55]Man are signing to a sentence, getting lost in the words
很多人签约后如同签下了 “刑期”，在名利场中迷失 [07:18.14]And it's fine if you sign man it's each to their own
若你选择签约，我也尊重你的决定 [07:21.02]But these clones need to know that I'm different from the world
但那些模仿者该知道，我与他们截然不同 [07:23.13]Don't compare me to them, they couldn't beat me at my worst
别拿我和他们比较 —— 即便在我最差的状态，他们也比不上 [07:25.79]It don't matter if I'm rapping or I'm singing on the verse
无论我是说唱还是演唱，都无人能及 [07:28.63][Verse 5] [07:38.18]Look
Look [07:39.30]People don't get that I'm serious
人们不懂，我这次是认真的 [07:41.64]I don't wanna play games no more
我再也不想玩那些把戏了 [07:43.80]And I don't wanna talk to these girls no more
也不想再和那些姑娘纠缠了 [07:46.09]I can't **** a girl that's in it for the fame no more
再也不会和为名利而来的女人在一起了 [07:48.67]And man can't talk on my name no more
也不许任何人再随意提及我的名字 [07:51.02]I give it 5 or 10 minutes 'till your main ting talks
不出五到十分钟，你的枕边人便会开口 [07:54.21]She's telling me that they don't talk no more but I'm pretty sure that his wifey knows more
她对我说你们已经分手，可我很清楚，你妻子知道的远比这更多 [07:59.41]No more, no I don't wanna play no more
够了，我真的不想再玩了 [08:01.87]No talks if it isn't money made no more
若非为了赚钱，我不会再参与任何商谈 [08:04.24]No more, no I don't wanna play no more
够了，我真的不想再玩了 [08:07.27]I don't wanna play no games no more
再也不想玩那些无聊的游戏了 [08:10.50]And I don't wanna see my girl no more
也不想再见到我的爱人了 [08:12.11]'Cause I don't really wanna see her hurt no more
只因我不想再看到她受伤 [08:14.88]My mum telling me that she's gotta stop working and I'm telling mummy you ain't gotta work no more
母亲说她不得不停下工作，我对她说：“妈妈，你再也不用工作了” [08:19.90]No more, mummy you ain't gotta hurt no more
妈妈，你再也不用受苦了 [08:22.66]You ain't gotta cry in your shirt no more
再也不用在衣服上抹眼泪了 [08:25.16]Mummy you ain't gotta wake up for work in the freezing cold in the middle of the night for a cheque no more
妈妈，你再也不用在寒冬的深夜起床，只为赚那一点薪水了 [08:30.50]Mummy you ain't gotta cry no more
妈妈，你再也不用哭了 [08:33.58]You ain't gotta stress in the night no more
再也不用在夜里焦虑难眠了 [08:35.98]And I ain't gotta say no more
我也无需再多说什么了 [08:38.68]We ain't playing games no more
我们再也不用玩那些把戏了 [08:46.38]