Black Sheep-Hopsin/Eric Tucker

[00:27.458]And I act like I don't give a *************, but I do give a ************* [00:31.616]And I'm trapped inside my mind, there ain't no loosenin' up [00:35.041]Maybe I'm thinkin' too much and I'm caught in my feelings [00:38.897]Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? [00:42.301]I'm the black sheep (the black sheep) [00:44.536]The black sheep (the black sheep) [00:45.784]It's like the rain is fallin' on me, you don't know what I deal with [00:49.293]I'm the black sheep (the black sheep) [00:51.284]The black sheep (the black sheep) [00:53.173]Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? [00:56.421]Oh, I'm the black sheep [00:57.531] [00:57.815]*************, a ************* just don't fit in [00:59.667]No one close to kin [01:00.861]I write about it so much, I done broke my pen [01:03.236]And I'm so sick of pretendin' my life is dandy and flawless [01:04.884]I'm stuck on a road to hell, fightin' demons [01:07.852]But I let 'em drag me across it [01:09.445]While everybody happily applauds it [01:11.092]Tell me what caused it [01:12.246]Was it Monroe High? That's where I went to school at [01:13.813]All the black kids said I was white-washed [01:16.256]And the white kids said I was too black [01:18.001]When I skateboarded, I got booed at [01:19.768]At lunchtime, I was who they threw food at [01:21.418]I was tryin' so hard to cope with it [01:22.947]I wanted to run up on campus with two gats [01:25.113]And just (ahh) let loose [01:26.752]Put some *************s in the E.R. for tryna treat me like a retard [01:29.856]Where the ************* does my future lie? I can't see far [01:32.073]Momma's little sweetheart, he developed an attitude [01:34.096]Picked up a mic, that's a hell of an avenue [01:35.984]He gon' take yo' ass to hell and then back with you [01:37.784]Life is a class you can tell I've been absent to [01:39.585]My massive doubt has got me wrapped around [01:41.921]And it drags me down a bit [01:42.931]I don't know how to cast it out, I try to rap profound [01:45.488]So you could laugh about the *************t [01:46.852]Truth is, yo, I never laughed [01:48.212]I'm lookin' for wherever Heaven's at [01:49.516]The black sheep, they won't let him past [01:50.764]They would rather get together [01:52.044]Tie him up and then behead his ass, got me hella sad [01:53.980]Listen! [01:54.605] [01:55.389]Do you ever feel like the world is never gon' want you? [01:59.685]Like the world is never gon' need you? [02:03.684]I always do, every day is déjà vu for me [02:06.756] [02:07.020]And I act like I don't give a *************, but I do give a ************* [02:11.364]And I'm trapped inside my mind, there ain't no loosenin' up [02:14.609]Maybe I'm thinkin' too much and I'm caught in my feelings [02:18.488]Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? [02:22.016]I'm the black sheep (the black sheep) [02:23.728]The black sheep (the black sheep) [02:25.496]It's like the rain is fallin' on me, you don't know what I deal with [02:28.865]I'm the black sheep (the black sheep) [02:30.729]The black sheep (the black sheep) [02:32.673]Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? [02:35.992]Oh, I'm the black sheep [02:37.099] [02:37.472]That ************* whose brain is off, I am that [02:39.544]My train of thought left on Amtrak [02:41.625]I take the loss and I stand back [02:43.169]I can't play the cards with no hand clap [02:44.985]I can't recall when this damn crap [02:46.783]Became so overwhelmin' I started rebellin' [02:48.680]I hate as all as I stand at [02:49.844]Never got no love from my *************s [02:52.119]No love from no hoes, came up in a hole [02:53.580]Tryna climb out the Devil's dark lab, but the oven is closed [02:58.204]I don't ever leave the house much [02:59.548]I never really thought this would be the outcome [03:01.124]Wish I had a window I was leapin' out from [03:03.077]My family is yellin', "Please, Jesus, help him!" [03:04.620]When I'm out in the real world, I feel like nobody knows me [03:08.940]What if this whole time I've had an issue and nobody told me? [03:11.684]See, this cold heart isn't cozy [03:13.529]Am I below par and I don't see? [03:15.487]I'm so disconnected from Earth [03:16.933]My hands are out so far but they won't reach [03:19.015]Should I get in a coffin? [03:19.984]Not many *************s would wanna kick it with me [03:21.776]Unless they would gonna benefit off it [03:23.544]Mother******s never interested in knowin' me [03:25.347]They just be just itchin' for Hopsin [03:27.169]I'd be frontin' if I act like it isn't a problem [03:29.233]I done shed tears contemplatin' my suicide in my room [03:31.992]Isn't it awesome? (************* no!) [03:34.152] [03:34.976]Do you ever feel like the world is never gon' want you? [03:39.202]Like the world is never gon' need you? [03:43.281]I always do, every day is déjà vu for me [03:46.328] [03:46.644]And I act like I don't give a *************, but I do give a ************* [03:50.932]And I'm trapped inside my mind, there ain't no loosenin' up [03:54.206]Maybe I'm thinkin' too much and I'm caught in my feelings [03:58.004]Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? [04:01.700]I'm the black sheep (the black sheep) [04:03.637]The black sheep (the black sheep) [04:04.869]It's like the rain is fallin' on me, you don't know what I deal with [04:08.380]I'm the black sheep (the black sheep) [04:10.295]The black sheep (the black sheep) [04:12.248]Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? [04:15.648]Oh, I'm the black sheep (the black sheep) [04:18.482]Like the rain is fallin' on me, you don't know what I deal with [04:22.983]I'm the black sheep (the black sheep) [04:24.592]The black sheep (the black sheep) [04:26.736]Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? [04:30.088]I'm the black sheep (the black sheep) [04:31.824]The black sheep (the black sheep) [04:33.320]It's like the rain is fallin' on me, you don't know what I deal with [04:36.831]I'm the black sheep (the black sheep) [04:39.288]The black sheep (the black sheep) [04:40.528]Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? [04:43.921]I'm the black sheep (the black sheep) [04:55.740]