Disengagement-Insomnium

[01:08.14]What solemnity can be found in this death? [01:24.22]A traitor's smile, the honour of betrayal [01:31.42] [01:33.18]How comfort could be found in the dreariest of nights? [01:41.98]What solace for guilt-driven mind, tarnished heart? [01:50.52]Two crestfallen figures clinging together in fathomless dark [01:58.14]In maelstrom of despair dimming each other's shine [02:05.54] [02:06.33]And half of his blood runs like mine - kindred spirit to me [02:14.81]But the gleam in his eyes remind of the one who is gone forever [02:22.89] [02:40.10]When dreams carry me past this life, to thin shrouding mist [02:49.90]I rest in silence, in place lifeless and desolate [02:56.97] [02:57.57]Long are midwinter's nights as the will to live has died [03:05.50]Evanescent the unwarming light, evoking memories of life [03:16.82]Of the life long lost, buried in ashes of love and joy [03:29.48] [03:29.97]And half of his blood bleeds like mine - kindred spirit, yet free [03:38.87]But the gleam in his eyes abates for my guilt shackles him too [03:47.83] [03:54.21]What sublimity can be found in this love? [04:10.46]Weakling's trust, the moral of deceiver [04:17.56] [04:19.46]There's no future for a son under this burden of grief [04:28.20]No leading to walk aside this tormented ghost [04:36.21]Two crestfallen figures clinging together in fathomless dark [04:44.28]In maelstrom of despair father suppressing the only shine [04:51.57] [05:41.20]As the end is slowly looming our paths must now diverge [05:50.97]Pressure slowly easing, shackles unchained, uplifting [05:59.80] [06:01.27]Beyond many a weary league [06:12.18]Where dimming light gives birth to evening stars [06:40.54]At the treelines of distant, devouring woods [06:46.30]Await my demons, embodying this longing [06:55.39] [07:28.99]Better to sleep now on stranger's porch, find home on foreign soil [07:42.34]Brighter the sun to a forsaken child than to a father in despair [07:58.25]Disencumbered from this grief with the most cruel way [08:11.67]Deserted to be alone, abandoned to be free