toxic (prod. jay vee)-Shinigami

[00:15.28]I've been having trouble falling asleep at night
在这寂静的夜中我难以入睡 [00:19.13]Tossing in my sheets until the sunrise
在床单上辗转反侧直到天明 [00:22.23]If you look closely into my eyes
如果你凝视我的双眼 [00:25.48]You can see the fire burning inside
你可以看到我心中的火焰 [00:28.82]But you can't see the hole that filled up my chest
但看不见我心中的缺失 [00:32.20]You don't hear the ringing in my head
你感受不到我的心声 [00:35.60]I don't wanna feel this way no more
我不想再甘心首疾 [00:38.89]I don't wanna feel this way no more
不想再孤身一人 [00:41.48] [00:42.68]In my dreams, I just stand there shaking
在梦中颤栗 [00:49.22]Think I'm better off never waking again
却不敢面对现实 [00:56.24]In my dreams, I just stand there shaking
为梦所困扰 [01:02.33]Think I'm better off never waking again
却宁愿沉醉于其中不再醒来 [01:07.74] [01:08.94]Everybody's toxic, it makes me nauseous
来自世人的恶意让我作呕 [01:11.99]Honestly, I just wanna be asleep and forgotten
老实说我只想堕入黑暗忘却一切 [01:15.83]I just wanna be asleep in a coffin
与世隔绝 [01:19.47]One day, everyone will be forgotten
直到将一切都抛之脑后的那一天 [01:22.82]Toxic, it makes me nauseous
我厌恶所谓的正人君子 [01:25.06]Honestly, I just wanna be asleep and forgotten
老实说我只想陷入沉睡忘记一切 [01:29.07]I just wanna be asleep in a coffin
只期望与孤独作伴 [01:32.75]One day, everyone will be forgotten
直到世人忘记我的那一天 [01:35.45] [01:35.99]Falling asleep at night
在凄清的夜中入睡 [01:38.19]Tossing in my sheets until the sunrise
翻来覆去直到天明 [01:41.44]If you look closely into my eyes
如果你直视我的双眼 [01:44.47]You can see the fire burning inside
你能看到我心中的火焰 [01:47.93]But you can't see the hole that filled up my chest
却体会不到我的痛苦 [01:51.26]You don't hear the ringing in my head
你听不到我的哭喊 [01:54.61]I don't wanna feel this way no more
我不想再形单影只 [01:57.65]I don't wanna feel this way no more
不想独自承受这一切 [02:01.59] [02:01.79]In my dreams, I just stand there shaking
梦中的美好 [02:08.17]Think I'm better off never waking again
让我畏惧现实 [02:15.65]In my dreams, I just stand there shaking
陷入梦中的温柔 [02:21.96]Think I'm better off never waking again
不愿孤身醒来 [02:28.50] [02:28.65]Watch the moon fade to the sky in the morning
月光消褪于清晨 [02:31.55]They tried to warn me, but I just ignored the voices
他们警告了我但我仍迈步向前 [02:35.24]Forces taking control, leaving me disconnected
漂泊与孤独的海上，与世隔绝 [02:39.20]I wanna protect the neglected
我想要守护被抛弃的一切 [02:42.05]It gets hard when your mind's been infected
但当你的思想被世俗所同化，这变得越来越难 [02:45.06]Thoughts I project on my imperfections
寻找自己的不足 [02:48.20]Put down the drugs that've been ineffective
丢弃无用的药物 [02:51.70]Leaving me restless, leaving me breathless
在窒息和不安之中独自徘徊