Smiling On The Surface-Real Friends

[00:00.01]Am I telling myself the truth? [00:04.44]I'm used to pretending to be strong and clueless [00:11.98]Am I doing this right by you? [00:16.19]I seem to be coming off as wrong and ruthless [00:24.00]Am I telling myself the truth about what I don't know? [00:28.45]It makes me lose my self-control [00:31.45]I'm staring through the eyes of someone else [00:36.88]So I'll keep on smiling on the surface [00:43.63]Hiding my nerves behind the curtain [00:48.81]I'm caught up in an empty room [00:51.88]Filled with second thoughts and gloom [00:54.93]I'll keep on smiling on the surface [01:05.80]Am I changing my mind again? [01:09.45]All this indecision makes me shift my focus [01:16.81]Is the tension my only friend? [01:20.97]Anxiety holds my hand when life gets hopeless [01:28.66]Am I telling myself the truth about what I don't know? [01:33.30]It makes me lose my self-control [01:36.20]I'm staring through the eyes of someone else [01:41.85]So I'll keep on smiling on the surface [01:48.33]Hiding my nerves behind the curtain [01:53.54]I'm caught up in an empty room [01:56.82]Filled with second thoughts and gloom [01:59.77]I'll keep on smiling on the surface [02:15.71]Am I telling myself the truth about my self-esteem [02:20.14]And how others place their worth in me? [02:23.16]I'm staring through the eyes of someone else [02:27.28](The eyes of someone else) [02:28.79]So I'll keep on smiling on the surface [02:35.40]Hiding my nerves behind the curtain [02:40.50]I'm caught up in an empty room [02:43.87]Filled with second thoughts and gloom [02:47.22]Yeah, I'll keep smiling on the surface [02:56.78](Am I telling myself the truth?)