Guilty Conscience (Radio Version with Gunshots)-Eminem

[00:00.000] 作词 : Young, Andre Romell [00:01.000] 作曲 : Young, Andre Romell [00:02.300]My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. [00:05.830]Got out of bed at all [00:08.100]The morning rain clouds up my window.. [00:11.600]And I can't see at all [00:14.010]And even if I could it'd all be gray, [00:17.740]But your picture on my wall [00:20.190]It reminds me, that it's not so bad, [00:23.760]It's not so bad.. [00:25.670]My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. [00:29.720]Got out of bed at all [00:32.090]The morning rain clouds up my window.. [00:35.490]And I can't see at all [00:38.020]And even if I could it'd all be gray, [00:41.700]But your picture on my wall [00:44.070]It reminds me, that it's not so bad, [00:47.630]It's not so bad.. [00:50.090]Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin [00:52.530]I left my cell, my pager, [00:53.900]and my home phone at the bottom [00:55.660]I sent two letters back in autumn, [00:57.280]you must not-a got 'em [00:58.730]There probably was a problem at the post office [01:00.780]or something [01:01.600]Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy [01:03.540]when I jot 'em [01:04.720]But anyways; f*** it, what's been up? [01:06.520]Man how's your daughter? [01:07.650]My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father [01:10.020]If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? [01:12.290]I'ma name her Bonnie [01:14.160]I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry [01:16.590]I had a friend [killed] himself over some b**** [01:18.450] who didn't want him [01:19.520]I know you probably hear this everyday, [01:21.390]but I'm your biggest fan [01:22.910]I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam [01:26.020]I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man [01:29.030]I like the s*** you did with Ruckus too, [01:31.140]that s*** was phat [01:32.220]Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back, [01:34.700]Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan [01:37.090]This is Stan [01:38.280]My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. [01:41.520]Got out of bed at all [01:43.910]The morning rain clouds up my window.. [01:47.440]And I can't see at all [01:50.100]And even if I could it'd all be gray, [01:53.620]But your picture on my wall [01:55.930]It reminds me, that it's not so bad, [01:59.930]It's not so bad.. [02:01.340]Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, [02:03.600]I hope you have a chance [02:04.700]I ain't mad - [02:05.630]I just think it's f***ed up you don't answer fans [02:07.750]If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert [02:10.480]You didn't have to, [02:11.470]but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew [02:13.440]That's my little brother man, he's only six years old [02:16.060]We waited in the blistering cold for you, [02:18.010]Four hours and you just said, "No." [02:19.640]That's pretty sh**ty man - [02:21.210] you're like his ******' idol [02:22.460]He wants to be just like you man, [02:24.130] he likes you more than I do [02:25.560]Sometimes I even [cut] myself to see how much it bleeds [02:28.500]It's like adrenaline, [02:29.350]the pain is such a sudden rush for me [02:31.240]See everything you say is real, [02:32.810]and I respect you 'cuz you tell it [02:34.370]My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 [02:37.340]But she don't know you like I know you Slim, [02:39.590] no one does [02:40.470]She don't know [02:41.140]what it was like for people like us growin up [02:43.200]You gotta call me man, [02:44.330] I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose [02:46.290]Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S. [02:47.910]We should be together too [02:49.750]My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. [02:53.590]Got out of bed at all [02:55.940]The morning rain clouds up my window.. [02:59.550]And I can't see at all [03:01.870]And even if I could it'd all be gray, [03:05.620]But your picture on my wall [03:08.000]It reminds me, that it's not so bad, [03:11.600]It's not so bad.. [03:13.630]Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, [03:16.860]This'll be the last package I ever send your ass [03:19.690]It's been six months and still no word - [03:20.860] I don't deserve it? [03:22.060]I know you got my last two letters; [03:23.610]I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect [03:25.670]So this is my cassette I'm sending you, [03:27.490]I hope you hear it [03:28.490]I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway [03:31.790]I love you Slim, we coulda been together, [03:34.090]think about it [03:35.030]You ruined it now, [03:35.940]I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it [03:38.030]And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and [03:39.940]you scream about it [03:40.970]I hope your conscience eats at you and [03:42.660]you can't breathe without me [03:44.120]See Slim; shut up b****! I'm trying to talk! [03:46.440]Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend [screamin in the trunk] [03:49.390]But I didn't [slit her throat], [03:50.620] I just [tied her up], see I ain't like you [03:52.460]Cause if she [suffocates] she'll suffer more, [03:54.450] and then she'll [die], too [03:55.790]Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now [03:58.570]Oh shit , I forgot, [04:00.100] how am I supposed to send this shit out? [04:13.350]Dear Stan, [04:14.160]I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy [04:16.420]You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, [04:18.100] how far along is she? [04:19.470]Look, [04:20.180]I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that [04:21.960]And here's an autograph for your brother, [04:23.920]I wrote it on the Starter cap [04:25.720]I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, [04:28.000] I musta missed you [04:28.960]Don't think I did that shit intentionally [04:30.990] just to diss you [04:31.980]And what's this shit you said about you [04:33.650]like to [cut] your wrists too? [04:34.800]I say that [****] just clowning dog, [04:36.470]C'mon - how ****** up is you? [04:38.010]You got some issues Stan, [04:39.170] I think you need some counselling [04:40.520]To help your ass from bouncing off the walls [04:42.460] when you get down some [04:43.700]And what's this shit about us meant to be together? [04:46.310]That type of shit 'll make me not want us to [04:48.440] meet each other [04:49.440]I really think you and your girlfriend need each other [04:52.410]Or maybe you just need to treat her better [04:55.010]I hope you get to read this letter, [04:56.560] I just hope it reaches you in time [04:58.270]Before you hurt yourself, [04:59.290]I think that you'll be doin just fine [05:01.260]If you relax a little, [05:02.320] I'm glad I inspire you but Stan [05:04.370]Why are you so mad? Try to understand, [05:06.600] that I do want you as a fan [05:08.090]I just don't want you to do some crazy [****] [05:10.410]I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago [05:12.750]that made me sick [05:13.720]Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge [05:16.410]And had his [girlfriend in the trunk], [05:17.880]and she was pregnant with his kid [05:19.470]And in the car they found a tape, [05:20.780] but they didn't say who it was to [05:22.180]Come to think about, his name was.. it was you [05:26.030]Damn!