Corpus Christi-Kevin Abstract

[00:00.00] 作词 : Ian Simpson/Jack Antonoff/Romil Hemnani [00:00.21] 作曲 : Ian Simpson/Jack Antonoff/Romil Hemnani [00:00.42]None of my boys know how to cope with this shit
我的伙计们都不知道如何处理这烂摊子 [00:02.48]We was on tour in Europe, I tried coke with this kid
我们却在欧洲巡游，并与小孩畅饮可乐 [00:05.52]See I need anything that make me feel less lonely
我需要任何别让我孤身只影的东西 [00:08.16]I get called a snake, a liar, a faggot, and a phony
我被称为蛇、骗子、同性恋和造假 [00:11.21]Sometimes I feel like all I'm gon’ have is my money
有时我觉得自己锦衣玉食 [00:14.08]And my day one homies just gon' be left with their money
可刚开始兄弟们穷困潦倒 [00:16.68]And I'll stare at the skies until they start to fade away
我会仰望天空直到它们消散 [00:19.32]Me and my cousin would play ball all day
却和表弟整天都在打球 [00:21.25]Trying to perfect that fadeaway
毕竟台下十年功 [00:22.40]All our childhood dreams found a way to fade away
儿时所有的愿望都快烟消云散 [00:25.15]Tyler Perry movies dawg, and Michael Jackson videos
那些泰勒·派瑞的电影和迈克尔·杰克逊的录音带 [00:28.56]My aunt Becky passed on my pride, won’t let me call
贝基姑姑不许我骄傲，不让我打电话烦她 [00:31.08]I've been a bad nephew, son, boyfriend whatever they call it
不管他们怎么称呼，我都是个坏侄子，坏儿子，坏男友 [00:33.69]I just hope when it's my turn to not see tomorrow
我只希望明天轮到我渺无踪影 [00:36.69]Y'all can forgive me for any pain
大伙儿都能原谅这种痛苦 [00:38.16]That I ever seemed to cause you
这是否让你似曾相识 [00:39.52]If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday
如果你醒来时感到比昨天更加孤独 [00:44.37]The more you gotta let me go then
那我们终会曲终人散 [00:50.39]If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday
如果你醒来时感到比昨天更加孤独 [00:55.84]The more you gotta let me go then
我们就此一刀两断 [01:02.70]I wonder if Ameer think about me,
我很在意艾默尔是否会想起我， [01:04.73]Or what he think about me
或者他对我的看法 [01:06.20]See when I think about me, I barely think about me
当我想他的时候未必他也想起我 [01:09.15]I think about the people that surround me,
想想我身边的人 [01:11.25]And how I let em down
我是怎么让他们失望的 [01:12.55]I'm doing that right now by even ****ing talking about this
我现在就是做的这么烂 [01:15.76]I'm sorry Dom,
对不起，多姆， [01:16.68]I probably shouldn’t be putting
我可能不该那样对你 [01:18.01]All our problems on the front lawn
当时在空地草坪上嬉闹 [01:19.30]Like that scene in Blow
就像电影《Blow》里的那一幕 [01:20.43]When George’s mom called the feds
当乔治的妈妈打电话给联邦调查局的时候 [01:21.77]Cause it was hurting her rep
因为这会影响到她的名声 [01:23.06]At what point do I do it for myself,
无论何时也得为自己留条后路 [01:24.99]Instead of thinking bout the set?
而不是想着那些愚蠢的套路 [01:26.55]I helped niggas get deals, I help niggas get healed
我会完成这次地下交易，我会帮他痊愈 [01:29.37]But I still feel like niggas wanna see me killed
那我会眼睁睁看着自己变成亡命之徒 [01:32.10]Probably cause my brother thought
这些可能都是内鬼的主意 [01:33.79]I was trying to see him killed
真想送那哥们下地狱火海 [01:35.09]My sister be on Instagram trying to air me out
我妹妹在Ins上想为我打抱不平 [01:37.63]All because I won't give my niece a ****ing shout out
因为我不会对着我的侄女大喊大叫 [01:40.75]If I ain’t have Kelly
如果我没有凯莉 [01:41.88]I probably would've stayed in Hawaii
我可能会困在夏威夷 [01:43.50]My boyfriend more than an angel,
我男朋友不仅仅是个天使， [01:45.00]It's a miracle he stuck by me
在我身边，他更像个奇迹 [01:46.75]If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday
如果你醒来时发现比昨天更加孤独 [01:52.07]The more you gotta let me go then
那我们终会曲终人散 [01:58.55]If you wake up feelin’ more lonely than you felt yesterday
如果你醒来时感到比昨天更加孤独 [02:03.56]The more you gotta let me go then
那我们就此一刀两断 [02:31.68]Why me, why me, why me?
为什么我会这么迷茫？ [02:35.45]Why me, why me, why me?
为什么我会如此焦虑？ [02:37.81]Why me, why me, why me?
为什么我会这么悲酸？ [02:41.18]Why me, why me, why me?
为什么我会如此忧伤？