Heavy-Kiana Ledé/Jenifer Lewis

[00:00.000] 作词 : Michael McCall/Patrick McManus/Kiana Ledé Brown/Chelsea Lena [00:01.000] 作曲 : Michael McCall/Patrick McManus/Kiana Ledé Brown/Chelsea Lena [00:12.666]I don't got my priorities straight
我没有分清主次 [00:15.958]Don't know who I'm gonna be today
今天我将戴上怎样的面具 还是未知 [00:19.306]I'm no victim, but I deal with shit on the daily
无意做受害者 但每天都有一堆烂事找上门来 [00:25.800]Something pullin', I can't get away
有些事情困扰着我 我无法脱身 [00:29.043]Never livin' outside of my head
它们从来不肯离开我的大脑 [00:32.252]I don't like showin' weakness, so I always fake it
不愿露出我的软肋 所以故作坚强 [00:37.769]Maybe some day, I will gain composure
或许有那么一天 我能冷静对待 [00:41.155]Maybe when I'm older, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
或许等我再成熟些 但这一刻我恐惧 慌乱 手足无措 [00:46.043]'Cause something feels like it's weighing me down
总是有些事牵绊着我 让我不停下坠 [00:52.440]It takes control, turns my faith into doubt
我被掌控全局 甚至怀疑自己 [00:58.878]Even when it's all workin' out
就算问题能被解决 [01:05.276]I'm on feet, then I pull out the ground
也会不断拉我下沉 直到脱离地平面 [01:09.680]So heavy, oh
无法承受这重量 [01:17.555]And when you lay up, damn, I feel needy
当我依偎在你身边 该死 我开始变得黏人 [01:20.759]I just can't take it if it ain't you who love me when I naked
与我裸裎相对的人只能是你 [01:25.410]**** all my problems, wish I could show 'em
我的那些矛盾 真希望能向你倾诉 [01:27.962]Don't feel that, don't feel that, don't feel that way
不要这样 不能这样 打消念头 [01:31.270]I can't get up in the mornin', it's too hard if I even try it
这个清晨过于艰难 难以打起一丝精神 [01:37.705]You in here to tell me, turn my anxiety into excitement
而你在这里 把我所有的焦虑转变成活力 [01:42.691]Maybe one day, I will gain composure
也许有那么一天 我能沉着面对 [01:45.884]Maybe when I'm older, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
或许等我再成熟些 但这一刻我恐惧 慌乱 手足无措 [01:50.623]'Cause something feels like it's weighing me down, yeah
总是有些事牵绊着我 让我不停下坠 [01:57.248]It takes control, turns my faith into doubt
我被掌控全局 甚至怀疑自己 [02:03.684]Even when it's all workin' out
就算问题能被解决 [02:09.937]I'm on feet, then I pull out the ground
也会不断拉我下沉 直到脱离地平面 [02:15.165]I wanna be light, I wanna be light
我想摆脱这枷锁 我想挣开这束缚 [02:20.868]Someone help me just feel alive
有人可以让我重获生机吗 [02:24.813]Is there a potion you got I could take?
给我一剂药水也可以 [02:27.859]I wanna be light, feel like nothing's right
我想摆脱这枷锁 我正逐渐脱离正轨 [02:34.052]If you got the answers, I swear that I'll listen
如果你有解药 我发誓我会乖乖听话 [02:37.772]I'm ready now, ready now, yeah
我准备好了 一切就绪 [02:42.654]Something feels like it's weighing me down, yeah
总是有些事牵绊着我 让我不停下坠 [02:48.865]It takes control, turns my faith into doubt, hey
我被掌控全局 甚至怀疑自己 [02:55.282]Even when it's all workin' out, uh
就算能被解决 [03:01.755]I'm on feet, then I pull out the ground
也会不断拉我下沉 直到脱离地平面 [03:06.446]So heavy
无法承受这重量 [03:08.328]There's nowhere to run, if there was I'd have been there
无处可逃 我已经尝试过所有方法 [03:10.872]You take yourself with you, you can't run from yourself
学会接受自己 你不能逃避原本的你 [03:16.367]You can't go down to the neighbor's house
不要寻求他人的庇护 [03:18.616]You can't run, you need to confront what's goin' on in your own house
不要躲避 面对你自己的矛盾 [03:23.137]You have to confront it
你必须学会面对 [03:25.311]