Conversations with Myself-Bazzi

[00:01.39]Sometimes I wonder why I'm even here
有时我想知道为什么我会能在这里 [00:04.01]Or if I have the strength to persevere
还是是否我有足够的力量坚持下去 [00:06.67]Sometimes I feel like I’m somebody else
有时候我觉得自己不是自己 [00:08.92]Who's going mental with they mental health
谁会因为心理健康而变得精神错乱 [00:11.54]Sometimes I wonder if I'll die alone
有时我想知道我是否会孤独地死去 [00:14.11]’Cause lonely people tend to have lonely souls
因为孤独的人往往有孤独的灵魂 [00:16.60]Sometimes I think about a younger me
有时候我会想到一个年轻的我 [00:18.99]If he'd be proud of the man he sees
是否他能为现在的他感到骄傲 [00:21.44]I guess I'm rich, I made it out my town
我认为我很有钱，决定离开家乡 [00:23.83]I played in from of thousands, you know I shut it down
我参加过成千上万的比赛，但我选择关闭了它 [00:26.13]Look, little Bazzi, I'm living out our dreams
听着，小巴兹，我实现了我们的梦想 [00:28.76]Mama cry every time we on the TV
妈妈每次看到我们上电视都会哭 [00:31.38]Got a fancy car, we got a fancy crib
我们有辆豪华车，和漂亮的婴儿床 [00:33.94]And you couldn't even dream of the girl that you with
但你甚至不能梦到和你在一起的那个女孩 [00:36.51]Remember all your idols and the people that we love
记住你所有的偶像和我们所爱的人 [00:38.89]I met 'em at a party, we was all doin' drugs
我在派对上见过他们，都在吸着＊＊ [00:41.68]Was all doin'
都在做 [00:42.48]Jesus
祈祷 [00:44.29]I think I need, I think I need some
我想我需要，我需要一些 [00:47.56]Jesus
力量 [00:49.10]Rich enough and sad as ****
就算再多的钱也无法认我高兴 [00:52.18]I’m lonely
我很孤独 [00:54.05]Oh, I am, I am, I am
哦，我啊 [00:56.64]I’m so lonely
我是如此的寂寞 [00:59.12]I'm the man, I guess I am
我还是我吗，可能是吧 [01:01.74]But I’m still
但我还是和以前一样 [01:04.72]What's funny is, is
有趣的是 [01:07.04]My whole life I thought making money
我一生都在想赚钱 [01:09.65]And being praise would give me some kind of happiness
等到表扬会给我带来这种快乐 [01:13.86]And I wanted those things because I was concerned About
我想要那些东西是因为我就是想要 [01:17.67]What everyone else thought of me
不管其他人怎么看我 [01:18.99]I wanted to feel loved, I wanted to feel accepted
我只想要被爱，被接受 [01:21.31]And then I realized that I could never feel anybody's pain
然后我意识到我无法感受到任何人的痛苦 [01:24.72]Or their happiness
或者他们的快乐 [01:26.11]I could only feel mine
我只能感觉到我自己 [01:27.36]In the car, in the house
在车里，在房子中 [01:29.41]And the fame never made me feel anything except separated,
这种名誉只让我感到孤独 [01:33.23]Intoxicated, and obviously kinda grossed
沉醉于酒精中，让我有点恶心 [01:36.62]Don't get me wrong, nice things are fun,
别误会，美好的事物很有趣 [01:39.21]I like nice things
我喜欢美好的事物 [01:40.20]But you just can’t base your human value on them
但你不能把你的人类价值建立在他们的基础上 [01:42.93]Because at the end of the day, they don't mean anything
因为在一天结束的时候，他们没有任何意义 [01:45.72]If I'm not happy, I'm a sad guy in a nice guy
如果我不高兴，我就是一个在美好中的一个悲伤的人 [01:49.18]If I don't have any real friends or family,
如果我没有真正的朋友或者家人 [01:52.66]I'm just a lonely guy in a big home, damn
我只是一个在大家庭里孤独的人