It's Not The Same Anymore-Rex Orange County

[00:00.00] 作词 : Alexander O'Connor/Ben Baptie/Michael Underwood [00:01.00] 作曲 : Alexander O'Connor/Ben Baptie/Michael Underwood [00:05.93]I’ll keep the pictures saved in a safe place
把张照片存在安全的地方 [00:12.18]While I look so weird
但这其中的我看起来好怪 [00:15.24]My face has changed now
像变了一个人 [00:18.18]It’s a big shame
这是一种极大的羞耻 [00:23.64]So many feelings, struggling to leave my mouth
数不清的感受 想从我口中挣扎而出 [00:29.19]And it’s not that rare for me to let myself down
让自己失望也并不是多么稀奇 [00:33.31]In a big way
如此失望 [00:39.24]But I had enough time and I found enough reason to accept that
所幸时间充裕 我找到足够多的理由来接受现实 [00:45.14]It’s not the same anymore
往日热情不再 [00:49.23]I lost the joy in my face
喜悦从我的脸上流逝 [00:50.98]My life was simple before
我的生活曾经很简单 [00:53.14]I should be happy, of course
当然 我应该开心 [00:57.38]But things just got much harder
但一切逐渐变得艰难 [00:59.21]Now it’s just hard to ignore
如今只是难以忽视 [01:01.25]It’s not the same anymore
往日热情不再 [01:09.17]It’s not the same anymore
往日热情不再 [01:13.10]It’s not the same, but, it’s not a shame ‘cause
往日热情不再 但这并不可耻 因为 [01:17.70]I spend a long time putting up with people
长时间以来 我都在容忍别人 [01:21.23]Putting on best face
摆出最友善的模样 [01:23.40]It’s only normal when you stop things in the wrong way
当事物误入歧途 伸手阻拦才是唯一出路 [01:27.53]It’s only four o’clock and still, it’s been a long day
虽然才4点多 但这一天已经很漫长 [01:31.82]I just wanna hit the hay
我只想上床睡觉 [01:33.61]People knocking on me like every day
每天都有人跟我打交道 [01:35.44]I’m tired of taking stress
而我已经疲于应付压力 [01:37.72]If only there could be another way
要是有得选择该多好啊 [01:39.62]I’m tired of feeling suppressed
我已经厌倦了这份压抑 [01:42.01]And when they want me the most
当他们最爱戴我的时候 [01:44.02]I’m tired of acting like I care, but I do
虽然厌倦了装作在乎的样子 但我确实在乎 [01:49.48]And I can’t wait to hit the bed
我等不及想钻进被窝 [01:52.01]But tomorrow makes me scared
但明天让我心生恐惧 [01:54.20]‘Cause it’s not the same anymore
因为往日热情不再 [01:58.47]I lost the joy in my face
喜悦从我的脸上流逝 [02:00.28]My life was simple before
我的生活曾经很简单 [02:02.41]I should be happy, of course (Of course)
当然 我应该开心（当然啦） [02:06.25]But things just got much harder
但一切逐渐变得艰难 [02:08.41]Now it’s just hard to ignore
如今只是难以忽视 [02:10.58]It’s not the same anymore (It’s not the same)
一切不再如常 [02:14.11](It’s not the same)
不再如常 [02:16.30](It’s not the same)
不再如常 [02:18.17]It’s not the same anymore (It’s not the same)
一切不再如常 [02:22.12](It’s not the same)
不再如常 [02:24.31](It’s not the same)
不再如常 [02:26.18]Oh-oh [02:28.05](It’s not the same)
不再如常 [02:30.74](It’s not the same)
不再如常 [02:32.85](It’s not the same)
不再如常 [02:34.32]Oh-oh [02:38.48]I kept the feelings inside
我把这些感受压抑在心里 [02:42.87]I open up when shit gets built up this high
但当它们逐渐垒起高墙 也会释放 [02:47.01]She makes it easy to cry
她总是轻易让我流下泪水 [02:51.51]The words fall out of me and there’s no more disguise
那些话语倾泻而出 不再有任何伪装 [02:55.57]I miss the days when I was someone else
我想念曾经 当时我还不是这副模样 [02:59.97]I used to be so hungry
我原来十分充满渴望 [03:02.31]Right now, my stomach’s full of air
如今 虚无充满了我的身体 [03:06.83]And I’ve spent many months just hating on myself
多少个月来我都在憎恨自己 [03:10.68]I can’t keep wishing things will be different
我不能总指望着变化自己发生 [03:14.35]Or leaving problems on the shelf
或者干脆对问题视而不见 [03:16.04]I wish I didn’t need to get help
真希望自己不需要别人来帮 [03:19.27]But I do
但我真的需要 [03:23.42]But I do
但我真的需要 [03:26.34]Oh-oh-oh [03:35.89]I been so hard on myself, yeah
我对自己太过苛求 [03:45.20]Even my family can tell
甚至我的家人也都知道 [03:47.47]And they barely saw what I felt
他们很少了解我的感受 [03:49.66]I wouldn’t wish this on my enemy or anyone else
我不希望任何人和我一样 即使是我的敌人 [03:53.85]It’s not the same
这并不一样 [03:57.17](It’s not the same)
这并不一样 [03:59.40](It’s not the same)
这并不一样 [04:01.21]It’s not the same as before
现在和从前不一样 [04:03.78]It’s not the same anymore
也不再重蹈过去覆辙 [04:07.18]And it’s fine because
这是一件好事 因为 [04:42.03]I’ve learned so much from before
我吸取了从前诸多的教训 [04:46.82]Now I’m not sure on advice
现在我不确定能给出建议 [04:48.63]There’s no excuses at all
根本就没有借口 [04:50.70]No point in feeling upset
没理由陷入低落 [04:52.59]Won’t take my place on my floor
不会再让这情绪占据我一点一滴 [04:54.92]I’ll stand up straight like I’m tall
我会重新站起 挺起胸膛 [04:58.90]It’s up to me, no one else
生活由我做主 而不是别人 [05:00.83]I’m doing this for myself
我为自己下定决心 [05:02.80]It’s not the same anymore
未来不再重蹈过去覆辙 [05:05.90]It’s better
新生活会更好 [05:08.87]It got better
旧疼痛能痊愈 [05:11.57]It’s not the same anymore
未来不再重蹈过去覆辙 [05:14.15]It’s better
新生活会更好 [05:20.57]Yeah, yeah [05:29.27]Oh-oh [05:34.49]Oh-oh-oh-oh [05:39.25]