i never knew what i meant to you-SadBoyProlific/Dearly Somber

[00:02.84]Dear old friend
亲爱的老朋友 [00:06.92]How has everything been
最近过得怎么样 [00:10.94]Do you still have the memories from back then
你还记得当时的事情吗 [00:19.10]Or has time took them from your head
或者时间使你遗忘了 [00:32.08]Why do people leave
为什么人们离开 [00:33.81]Actually why do i seek relief
为什么我还在 [00:35.65]In people who only mistreated me
向那些虐待我的人寻求解脱 [00:37.62]Love the sense of dependence and needing me
喜欢依赖和需要我的感觉 [00:39.61]I’d give the ones that i love all the blood in my body
我会把我全身上下的血奉献给那些爱我的人 [00:41.68]But never be seen as enough
但他们从来没有满足 [00:43.42]I used to kick with my clique never trip
我也曾拉帮结派 [00:45.32]About a ***** shoving smoke in my lungs
我的肺里烟雾缭绕 [00:46.86]Now they just copy me putting out music
现在他们只是模仿我的音乐 [00:48.74]Instead of pursuing the **** that they love
而不是追求他们所爱的 [00:50.77]They haven't seen all the sleepless nights
他们没见过我的一个个不眠之夜 [00:52.50]I would stay up or the times i would write as i’d cut
我会熬夜或是拼命写东西 [00:54.72]I still have notebooks with pages and pages
我还有一叠叠的笔记本 [00:56.89]Of verses soaked all in my blood
歌句浸透了我的血液 [00:58.73]Conversations ii had with myself when no one felt like giving a ****
没人愿意搭理我时我和自己聊 [01:01.88]Contemplations i had of just giving everything up
我想就此放弃 [01:04.43]One night i grabbed all my razors
一天晚上我拿走了家里所有的剃须刀 [01:06.05]And sat there in silence while holding a gun
持着枪安静地坐着 [01:07.72]Thinking it won’t be so silent when everyone hears what i’ve done
想着当每个人都听闻我做的事时就没那么安静了 [01:10.93]Squeezed the trigger as hard as i could but the bullet was stuck
我使劲扣动扳机，但子弹卡住了 [01:13.89]Etched 20 lines in my skin fell asleep and left life up to luck
于是用剃须刀割下20道伤，只顾沉沉睡去，听天由命 [01:16.66]I’m not scared of the dark anymore i’m in love with it
我不再畏惧黑暗，相反我很喜欢 [01:19.56]Spent so much time in it i became one with it
在其中待了很久就和它合二为一了 [01:22.12]I don’t ever wanna see the sun again
我已经不想再见阳光 [01:23.64]All i want is to be ****ing dead
只想立即死去 [01:25.78]Leave me roses and violets inside of my coffin
只消把玫瑰和紫罗兰留在棺材里 [01:28.43]A knife and an upsidedown cross with
一把刀和滴血的 [01:30.56]Blood dripping off it
向上的十字架 [01:31.47]An ounce n some vodka
以及一盎司伏特加 [01:32.68]Make sure theres a moshpit
可别忘了 [01:33.85]Make sure my mom is
确保我的母亲 [01:35.25]In the middle getting stomped quick
被这些所困扰 [01:36.43]Forall the times she left me n my brother unconscious
她总是把我丢在不省人事的地方 [01:38.89]High on drugs coming off it
嗑得很嗨 [01:40.14]How has everything been
最近怎么样 [01:43.35]Do you still have the memories from back then
你还记得当时的事吗 [01:50.72]Or has time took them from your head
或者，你已经忘了