JOKER RETURNS-Vadim Sakharov

[00:00.00] 作词 : Daniel Nwosu [00:00.58] 作曲 : Daniel Nwosu [00:01.17]I’m sick but I already told you that once
我早就告诉过你们这是一种病态 [00:03.29]That blood you saw last time wasn’t fake it’s real I do my own stunts
上次你们看到的血迹斑斑 那当然是真的 这可是我惊世骇俗的表演啊 [00:06.31]That gun had bullets I just got lucky I play Russian roulette for fun
一把上膛的枪插在腰间 在幸运女神的光芒照耀下 我尽情地在俄罗斯大转盘上寻欢作乐 [00:09.42]That knife was trash I got it replaced it didn’t cut deep it was too blunt
刀 钝也 难以深入 理应易之 [00:12.80]That girls still here she’s sucking my dick
那个女孩仍在这里让我享受这云雨之欢 [00:14.22]I might of been wrong she may be the one
或许我真的误以为她是唯一那个让我享受的女孩吧 [00:15.72]We’re not in love but in 2021 I’m going to let her have my son
说不上相爱 但到了2021年 她会怀上我的孩子 [00:18.86]So we can post and fake happy while our real lives come undone
因此我们将会展示虚假的快乐 倘若我们的生活被世俗毁灭 [00:22.18]And stay home and watch re-runs
我们会坐以待毙 欣赏着重蹈覆辙的生活 [00:23.62]But I don’t want your sympathy
值得一提的是 我并不需要你们的同情 [00:25.54]**** your help!
给爷爬！ [00:27.34]Everyone’s and expert on everyone else except their ****ing selves
有些人总喜欢对别人指手画脚 得意忘形而忘记自我 [00:30.38]Last time that I made a song I left a lot of shit on that shelf
记得上次写了一首歌 我放了一大堆的垃圾在这歌里面 [00:33.41]Cuz I know you’re to weak to hear the truth or care about how I felt
因为我明白 面对这样的真相 你是心虚的 也根本不敢去猜测我的内心 [00:36.62]And oh Hi comment section!
噢！你好啊~键盘侠！ [00:39.26]Did you know your words describe you and not me
难道您不知道你的这些流言蜚语是在说您自己吗 [00:41.71]And bounce back cuz in life we project our insecurities on people
再次卷土重来 因为我们总把自己的不安全感代入别人的身上 [00:45.78]We wish we could be while blinded by the fact
我们总是希望事实能够蒙蔽双眼 [00:47.70]That we’re our own biggest and worst enemies
我们总是自己穷凶极恶的敌人 [00:50.39]Yeah
行吧 [00:51.07]You don’t know me, you knew me
你不懂我 但是你知道我是谁 [00:52.14]You thought JOKER was a joke that shits my life this Eint no movie
你把小丑当成笑柄 我的生活也因此变得一团糟 这不是在演戏 [00:55.16]You torment me and you abuse me
你不仅折磨我 而且还虐待我 [00:56.57]Haunt me, chase me and amuse me
鬼魂般缠着我 跟踪我 还不忘逼我笑 [00:58.21]I’m at war inside my mind my OPS are black they hide at night
我的内心在战斗 我的行动在黑化 他们在夜里隐藏着 [01:01.28]Like I’m playing call of duty
就像我在玩《使命召唤》 [01:02.78]I’m depressed but cancel culture causes me to say that loosely
我很沮丧 但自暴自弃的小丑文化说服了我 [01:05.93]Why do you JUDGR if your Not JUDY
如果你不是朱迪 你为什么要妄下定论 [01:07.54]You Eint my friend you’re dead to me
你不是我的朋友 你对我来说已经死了 [01:09.06]After what you’ve done I feel like uzi
在你做了这么多之后 我觉得我像尤兹尔·盖尔 [01:10.63]I’m done dealing with these Groupies
我受够了这群人 [01:12.20]When they see me they Sea food I feel like sushi
在他们眼里 我就像他们盘中的寿司 [01:15.50]Oh it’s funny right cuz it’s not happening to you
噢 这很有趣对吧 因为这根本不会发生在你的身上 [01:17.63]I wear a size 13 men’s there’s no damn way you could walk in my shoes
我穿13码的男鞋因为你根本不可能穿我的鞋走路 [01:20.93]Take this pain and do what I do
暂且隐忍 我得做我想做的 [01:22.37]While making songs that people use
在做音乐的时候 [01:23.96]To get through shit I can’t get through
人们过去常常熬过那些我无法熬过的日子 [01:25.57]While they laugh, hate, destroy, and constantly ridicule
他们嘲笑我 恨我 想毁了我 甚至还不停地嘲笑我 [01:28.30]You guys are pitiful
瞧瞧你们这些可怜虫 [01:29.03]You take my words and you twist them
你们总是拿走我说过的话并扭曲他们 [01:30.18]That’s why I don’t want to do interviews
这就是为什么我不愿意接受采访 [01:31.34]I told my mom I was suicidal and she cried
我告诉我的母亲我想自杀 她哭了 [01:32.55]And then screamed what the he’ll has got into you
并且尖叫道：死了之后我会附身于你的 [01:34.47]I don’t know mom
母亲 可我还是不明白为什么会这样 [01:35.14]Maybe those people who laugh, hate, spin the truth
也许是那些嘲笑我 恨我 捏造事实的人使然 [01:37.22]And pray you fail and once you do
一旦你这么做了 我将会祈祷你失败 祈祷你死去 [01:38.80]HA HA HA HA HA
哈 哈 哈 哈 哈 [01:39.91]They start kicking you
他们开始踢你 [01:40.90]****
（老子很愤怒） [01:41.61]They tried to put try me in A hospital bed
他们强行把我摁在医院的病床上 [01:42.94]Diagnose me and stuff me with meds
给我强加病症并给我灌药 [01:44.32]All it ever did was **** up my head
经历了他们的蹂躏之后 我的脑袋快要裂开了 [01:45.87]They Anti depress you
这些药物会让你停止抑郁 [01:47.52]Until you’re depressed again
直到你再次抑郁 [01:48.92]And then you depend on the pills that made you independent
然后你会依赖那些使你释怀的药物 [01:51.92]What a shame
多么羞耻 [01:53.21]I’m stuck in a cycle
我困在了一个死循环里 [01:55.23]I’m the hero, villain, traitor and somebody else’s idol
我是英雄 是恶棍 是叛徒 是别人的偶像 [01:58.27]I make songs about my broken heart and some about bible
我破碎的心和圣经 与我的歌曲融为一体 [02:01.36]If you feel depressed or wanna kill yourself I’m not liable
如果你感到沮丧或者是想要自杀 这与我无关 [02:04.67]Let me clarify and get this straight
让我来澄清一下 把扭曲的事实捋直 [02:06.44]I make songs that no one else can make
我做的音乐 可不是你能做的 [02:08.51]That millions love cuz they relate
我拥有数以百万的爱戴 是因为他们听我的歌能产生共鸣 [02:09.93]Then get half the recognition but twice the hate
我能得到他们一半的认同 但两倍的憎恨 [02:12.22]Then Reinvest and do it all again
然后我再投资 再全部重新做一遍 [02:14.12]At a quicker speed than anyone driving in my lane
以一个比任何人更快的速度在我的音乐制作之路上飞驰 [02:17.31]Then I smile and wave
然后我微笑着向那些被我超过的人挥手 [02:18.79]Work and slave
奴隶般地工作 [02:19.50]Talk to my fans everyday
每天与粉丝们交流 [02:20.76]While you troll and only take breaks to take a shit or masturbate
而你在放声高唱着 并且只在上厕所和手淫时休息 [02:23.98]Then claim my life's a piece of cake
那就是在说 我的人生不值一提 [02:25.46]Like you could somehow do it even though we know you wouldn’t
就好像我们知道你不愿意 但是你还是可以做到 [02:28.46]Cause you’re to God damn afraid
因为你是真的害怕 [02:30.36]Don’t even join my circus this time I’m not in the mood
这次连我的马戏都不要参加 我一点兴致也没有 [02:32.72]Go listen to that mainstream music or whatever you friends think is cool
去听主流音乐，或者任何你朋友觉得酷炫的音乐 [02:35.82]I’ll sit here and play the fool, while you drool
你在耍嘴皮子的时候 我坐在这里装傻 [02:38.15]And drown inside My tears that fill
我淹没在自己的泪水之中 [02:39.65]Olympic pools even Michael Phelps couldn’t endure
奥运会的游泳池连菲尔普斯都容不下 [02:42.14]Furthermore
此外 [02:43.28]I’m tired of drinking and waking up on the floor
我厌倦了喝酒 厌倦了从地板上醒来 [02:44.90]Tired of living a life I cannot afford
厌倦了那担负不起的生活 [02:46.23]Tired of living my life for people who never saw me as equal who hate me
厌倦了为了那些讨厌我 从不平等对待我的人而生活 [02:48.87]And just try to ignore
我试着去视而不见 [02:49.67]No more
不再那样 [02:50.30]It’s war
这是一场战斗 [02:50.91]I’m evening this score
拿到属于我的胜利 [02:51.78]Killing everyone that walks through that doors
杀了所有进入那扇门的人 [02:53.34]And tells me I need wings to soar
告诉自己 我需要翅膀才能翱翔 [02:54.85]So let me take the knife the gun and stop pointing them at myself
所以让我拿起刀枪 不再拿着他们指着自己 [02:57.45]I’ve hurt enough it’s time for you to feel it along everyone else
我已经伤得够重了 是时候让你和其他人感受一下了 [03:00.91]Society needs sobriety
这个社会需要清醒过来 [03:02.27]We put people down for notoriety
我们把人贬得臭名昭著 [03:03.46]Love in public but destroy them privately
公开表示对其的喜爱 却在私下将其毁于一旦 [03:05.19]Adding creating anxiety
增加并产生焦虑 [03:06.42]Then we want LOVE and don’t get it OHHHHH THE IRONY
然后我们想要爱却得不到它 这听上去真讽刺 [03:08.96]This was a poem I wrote in my diary
这是我写在日记里的一首诗 [03:10.07]Fighting demons deep inside of me
战斗的恶魔在内心深处相遇 [03:11.25]I feel alone yet
我仍然感到孤独 [03:12.03]I’m constantly fighting for privacy seeking truth
我一直在为自己的隐私而战 寻求真相 [03:13.65]While everyone I know lies to me it’s ironic
然而每个我认识的人都在对我撒谎 这很讽刺 [03:15.06]Cuz people who knew me the best didn’t support me
因为最了解我的人都不支持我 [03:17.00]Until I finally made it now they wanna fake it
直到最后我成功了 现在他们还想假装 [03:18.87]And act like they love me when I know they don’t even like me
当我知道他们根本不喜欢我的时候，却装作他们很喜爱我 [03:20.75]You Eint slick
你真是个小滑头 [03:21.88]I remember the day dude ****ed my bitch
我记得那天他上了我的妞 [03:23.23]I remember rejection after rejection
我记得那是一次又一次的拒绝 [03:24.93]And going home wanting to slit my wrists
回家的时候我还想去割腕 [03:26.42]I remember that coach who said I wasn’t shit
我记得那个教练说我不是废物 [03:27.89]Then took my ****ing scholarship
然后夺走了我的学士学位 [03:29.49]And all those kids who used to bully me because I didn’t fit in
还有那些曾经因为我不合群而欺负我的孩子们 [03:32.85]How does it feel?
感觉怎样？ [03:33.61]When you see me now
看看现在的我 [03:35.49]They say if you’re alone and fall it doesn’t make a sound
他们说当你孑然一身 坠入深渊时 是不会有人知道的 [03:38.81]What goes up must come down
人生有起必有落 [03:40.88]Unless
除非 [03:42.20]You get a knife and cut a smile so you never frown
你拿出一把刀 在脸上划出一个微笑 这样你就不会皱眉了 [03:45.44]