Self Harm-Navy Blue

[00:06.676] Self harm is not the way to go [00:08.592] It's just a way to cope lately [00:13.046] Self harm by the pound [00:14.616] Every mile stretch further than I thought [00:16.963] These thoughts working on me tough [00:18.933] I'm managing the cost, what it cost to go there? [00:21.893] I'm left lost, left last to figure out what I saw [00:24.916] See me December with my flaws laid out [00:27.957] Gotta chant, cause most of my memories in a vault [00:30.639] Searching for some peace, I held it all along [00:33.267] All this weakness cannot measure, I'm at fault [00:35.659] Hairdresser dawn with feathers of a harp [00:38.189] My pops thinking of me, trust I felt him on the wall [00:41.228] These issues just reflect what I was taught [00:43.743] Toilet tissue, wipe my eyes, I wipe my nose, don't let me fall [00:46.854] When I fell I should've known I knew it was in time [00:49.966] Can only call my momma [00:51.344] I should've hit the dro', the only way I face these problems [00:55.148] Through the haze of smoke lately, just being honest [00:58.236] That's why I cry in front my lady, blazing like a comet [01:01.468] Fear in loathing at its source I couldn't even promise [01:04.803] Breaking em, just hurt to know I flourish, treat me kindly [01:07.973] I deserve to be at peace, the decency remind me [01:11.410] At my core I'm just the same little boy touring [01:14.497] Angels rejoice when Sage reach the point on this timeline when grace is anointed [01:19.931] Time flying by, they greet me with appointments [01:22.578] Disappointment, no façade to what the point is [01:25.887] I was busy being poignant [01:30.110] Self harm is not the way to go [01:32.261] Just a way to cope lately [01:34.904] Let me know [01:36.568] Self harm is not the way to go [01:38.628] Just a way to cope lately [01:42.075] Such a shame, yeah [01:43.778] Self harm is not the way to go [01:45.798] Just a way to cope lately [01:49.420] Sometimes, sometimes I feel like there's nowhere to call home [01:56.724] Sometimes I feel like there's nowhere to call home [02:03.248] My own home got ghosts that I brought in here, get 'em out [02:09.719] My own home got ghosts that I brought in here, get 'em out [02:16.259] My own home [02:20.410] (Where you going? Home)