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[00:00.000] 作词 : Jonathon Quiles
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jonathon Quiles
[00:14.480] I can't even lie, it's hard to commit
我连撒谎都不会，很难承认 [00:16.115] When I find someone, I just convince
我遇到一些人时，就说服 [00:17.766] Myself that she's like my last
自己，她像我的前任 [00:19.339] It doesn't last and then we split
我们在一起不久就分手了 [00:21.035] This pattern is making me sick
这样的处境让我难受 [00:22.623] Trauma bond again and again
挫折一次次缠上我 [00:24.229] Playing scenarios that don't exist
脑海里幻想不存在的事 [00:25.894] Stuck in the past, I need a grip
沉湎于过去，我需要一个救赎 [00:27.654] Loves a game and I let her win
爱是场游戏，我情愿让她赢 [00:29.232] I can't let nobody in
不能让无关的人插足 [00:30.816] She's left me damaged
她毁了我 [00:31.770] Caught her red handed
手上沾满鲜血 [00:32.681] She single handedly
她只是 [00:33.459] Showed me when
让我明白 [00:34.213] You give your heart
你交付你的心 [00:35.138] You'll get torn apart
只会被辜负 [00:35.931] And left in the dark
被遗弃在黑暗中 [00:36.709] It's hitting me hard
备受打击 [00:37.522] Since you left your mark
自从你留下印记 [00:38.328] Emotionally scarred
我的心也留下伤疤 [00:39.115] It is what it is, damn
就是这样，我恨！ [00:40.921] Inside my heart, lies a feeling of hate
我的心中有怨 [00:42.569] Cuz after 2 years you still lied to my face
因为两年后，你还是当着我的面撒谎 [00:44.084] I know you love causing misery
我知道你的爱招致了痛苦 [00:45.391] Look at your history
看看你的过去 [00:46.361] No wonder, nobody stayed
难怪谁都不会为你留下 [00:47.538] Saw the red flags and thought you could change
看着红色的旗帜，还以为你会回心转意 [00:49.165] Was it your plan, to throw me away
你是不是计划把我抛弃 [00:50.695] Was it your plan to cheat all those days
你是不是打算一直骗我 [00:52.408] What was your plan
你想要干什么 [00:53.860] There's a trail of victims laying behind you
被害人的身体躺在你身后 [00:55.518] I died on that path
我死在那条路上 [00:56.861] You cheated on me, then played the victim
你欺骗了我，还扮演受害者 [00:58.653] **** I still took you back
活该我让你回到我身边 [01:00.083] Got my new girl tryna pick up the pieces
让我的现任收拾残局 [01:01.384] Got my new girl fighting all my demons
让我的现任和我心中的魔鬼斗争 [01:02.941] Got me set back and feeling defeated
让我受挫，感觉自己有缺陷 [01:05.224] And lately all I can think is
后来我想 [01:06.707] Maybe I'm not enough
也许我做的还不够 [01:08.182] Said I'ma leave, then called out my bluff
跟你说我要离开了，然后虚张声势 [01:09.754] You knew how to take my feelings
你知道怎么牵动我的情绪 [01:10.877] And twist them I'm wishing
打破 [01:12.004] That there was just never an us
我们不能在一起的希望 [01:13.154] Got my walls up, it's weighing me down
我们之间的敌意，让我不堪重负 [01:14.645] Cuz my new girl can't take them down
因为我的现任不会坐视不管 [01:16.322] I'm afraid she won't wait around
我怕她不会再等我了 [01:17.949] Me being in pain must make you proud
我这么痛苦一定让你沾沾自喜吧 [01:20.434] Questioning if she loves me
想知道她爱不爱我 [01:21.517] In this position because of me
因为我，到了这种境地 [01:23.183] Bled on her when she didn't cut me
就算她不伤害我，我的心也为她滴血 [01:24.705] God this feelings disgusting
天啊，这种感觉真讨厌 [01:26.549] I don't want nothing
我不想一无所有 [01:27.540] But to be vulnerable now and get fixed
但是现在变得脆弱，被疗愈 [01:29.343] Blaming her for a crime she didn't commit
责备她不肯承认的罪过 [01:30.999] She's tells me again and again that
她一次次告诉我 [01:32.103] [01:34.327] Baby, I'm not like that, I'm not going to hurt you
宝贝，我不想那样，我不想伤害你 [01:38.739] [01:39.177] Yeah, just afraid of another mistake
只是怕再次犯错 [01:41.110] I am afraid I don't wanna get played
我怕，我不想再被耍 [01:42.764] I don't wanna give my all again
不想再付出全部 [01:44.115] Just see all of it being called out as a waste
最后发现，一切只是徒劳 [01:46.226] She effected me in multiple ways
她以各种方式影响我 [01:47.753] Threaten suicide, when I'd walk away
当我要离开时，用自杀威胁我 [01:49.494] Playing with my emotions just so I would stay
牵动我的情绪，所以我会留下 [01:51.101] And while I stayed I saw all her games
当我留下时，我看穿她的所有把戏 [01:52.820] She was a liar
她是个骗子 [01:54.085] She was a cheater
她是个骗子 [01:55.199] Look what she done to me
看看她曾对我做了什么 [01:56.688] She even lied to my baby mama
她甚至欺骗我的孩子 [01:57.996] So I'd lose custody, damn
因此我失去抚养权，该死 [02:00.748] I got to let this baggage go
我要卸下包袱 [02:02.678] I got someone in front of me
我要让那些爱我的人 [02:03.548] Who's in loves with me and
站在我身前 [02:04.471] Got her wondering
让她知道 [02:05.357] If all her comforting is gunna work
是否她面对的都已奏效 [02:07.116] I'm still discovering, how all that suffering
我还在寻找，那所有的痛苦 [02:08.710] Got me uncomfortably scared to get hurt
是怎样使我这样害怕受伤 [02:10.282] This is something no one deserves, nah bah
有些属于我的没人值得拥有 [02:12.746] Feelings inside
说句心里话 [02:13.439] I feel people going to push me aside
我感觉人人想要把我推开 [02:15.118] I'm traumatized, by all of the lies
我被所有谎言狠狠伤害 [02:16.628] I'm paranoid, it coincides
我是妄想症患者，但我的妄想确实奏效了 [02:18.330] And I don't know why
我不知道为什么 [02:19.585] Always got fear in my mind
总是会害怕 [02:20.777] Looking for something that's harder to find
寻找一些很难发现的东西 [02:22.030] When you experience, betrayal like mine
当你经历了像我那样的背叛 [02:23.560] Your start to get blind to people that try, I'm
你就开始对人们的所作所为毫不关心 [02:25.982] Done looking back, I'm done looking back
我一直在回头看，我一直在回头看 [02:28.233] How can we ever build a future, I live in the past
我们怎样才能规划一个未来，我活在过去 [02:31.543] It's holding us back, you don't deserve that
它不让我们向前，不值得我们这样 [02:33.728] We don't deserve that, it's time to detach
不值得我们这样，是时候摆脱了 [02:35.945] I wanna last, I see who are and love who I have, I'm
我想要长久的爱情，看清了谁才是我拥有和该爱的人 [02:39.504] Done questioning if she loves me
一直想知道她爱不爱我 [02:41.057] In this position because me
因为我，到了这种境地 [02:42.708] Bled on her when she didn't cut me
就算她不伤害我，我的心也为她滴血 [02:44.249] God this feelings disgusting
天啊，这种感觉真讨厌 [02:46.051] I don't want nothing
我不想一无所有 [02:47.156] But to be vulnerable now and get fixed
但是现在变得脆弱，被疗愈 [02:48.719] Blaming her for a crime she didn't commit
责备她不肯承认的罪过 [02:50.291] She's tells me again and again that
她一次次告诉我 [02:51.900] [02:55.335] I know it's not your fault
我知道这不是你的错 [02:56.514] I just, I get so caught up in my head
我只是觉得自己的思想被控制 [03:00.266] Like I just, I can't manage the way that I feel sometimes
有时好像只是不能控制自己思考的方式 [03:04.970] And I just, I know it's not you, It's just
我只是，知道不是你的错 [03:09.040] It's just shit that I went thru
只是我自己搞砸了一切 [03:10.499] I know, I know, I know it's not you though
我知道，我知道，我知道尽管不是你 [03:13.020] I got to fix that, I know I do
我要弥补那些过错，我知道我会的
我连撒谎都不会，很难承认 [00:16.115] When I find someone, I just convince
我遇到一些人时，就说服 [00:17.766] Myself that she's like my last
自己，她像我的前任 [00:19.339] It doesn't last and then we split
我们在一起不久就分手了 [00:21.035] This pattern is making me sick
这样的处境让我难受 [00:22.623] Trauma bond again and again
挫折一次次缠上我 [00:24.229] Playing scenarios that don't exist
脑海里幻想不存在的事 [00:25.894] Stuck in the past, I need a grip
沉湎于过去，我需要一个救赎 [00:27.654] Loves a game and I let her win
爱是场游戏，我情愿让她赢 [00:29.232] I can't let nobody in
不能让无关的人插足 [00:30.816] She's left me damaged
她毁了我 [00:31.770] Caught her red handed
手上沾满鲜血 [00:32.681] She single handedly
她只是 [00:33.459] Showed me when
让我明白 [00:34.213] You give your heart
你交付你的心 [00:35.138] You'll get torn apart
只会被辜负 [00:35.931] And left in the dark
被遗弃在黑暗中 [00:36.709] It's hitting me hard
备受打击 [00:37.522] Since you left your mark
自从你留下印记 [00:38.328] Emotionally scarred
我的心也留下伤疤 [00:39.115] It is what it is, damn
就是这样，我恨！ [00:40.921] Inside my heart, lies a feeling of hate
我的心中有怨 [00:42.569] Cuz after 2 years you still lied to my face
因为两年后，你还是当着我的面撒谎 [00:44.084] I know you love causing misery
我知道你的爱招致了痛苦 [00:45.391] Look at your history
看看你的过去 [00:46.361] No wonder, nobody stayed
难怪谁都不会为你留下 [00:47.538] Saw the red flags and thought you could change
看着红色的旗帜，还以为你会回心转意 [00:49.165] Was it your plan, to throw me away
你是不是计划把我抛弃 [00:50.695] Was it your plan to cheat all those days
你是不是打算一直骗我 [00:52.408] What was your plan
你想要干什么 [00:53.860] There's a trail of victims laying behind you
被害人的身体躺在你身后 [00:55.518] I died on that path
我死在那条路上 [00:56.861] You cheated on me, then played the victim
你欺骗了我，还扮演受害者 [00:58.653] **** I still took you back
活该我让你回到我身边 [01:00.083] Got my new girl tryna pick up the pieces
让我的现任收拾残局 [01:01.384] Got my new girl fighting all my demons
让我的现任和我心中的魔鬼斗争 [01:02.941] Got me set back and feeling defeated
让我受挫，感觉自己有缺陷 [01:05.224] And lately all I can think is
后来我想 [01:06.707] Maybe I'm not enough
也许我做的还不够 [01:08.182] Said I'ma leave, then called out my bluff
跟你说我要离开了，然后虚张声势 [01:09.754] You knew how to take my feelings
你知道怎么牵动我的情绪 [01:10.877] And twist them I'm wishing
打破 [01:12.004] That there was just never an us
我们不能在一起的希望 [01:13.154] Got my walls up, it's weighing me down
我们之间的敌意，让我不堪重负 [01:14.645] Cuz my new girl can't take them down
因为我的现任不会坐视不管 [01:16.322] I'm afraid she won't wait around
我怕她不会再等我了 [01:17.949] Me being in pain must make you proud
我这么痛苦一定让你沾沾自喜吧 [01:20.434] Questioning if she loves me
想知道她爱不爱我 [01:21.517] In this position because of me
因为我，到了这种境地 [01:23.183] Bled on her when she didn't cut me
就算她不伤害我，我的心也为她滴血 [01:24.705] God this feelings disgusting
天啊，这种感觉真讨厌 [01:26.549] I don't want nothing
我不想一无所有 [01:27.540] But to be vulnerable now and get fixed
但是现在变得脆弱，被疗愈 [01:29.343] Blaming her for a crime she didn't commit
责备她不肯承认的罪过 [01:30.999] She's tells me again and again that
她一次次告诉我 [01:32.103] [01:34.327] Baby, I'm not like that, I'm not going to hurt you
宝贝，我不想那样，我不想伤害你 [01:38.739] [01:39.177] Yeah, just afraid of another mistake
只是怕再次犯错 [01:41.110] I am afraid I don't wanna get played
我怕，我不想再被耍 [01:42.764] I don't wanna give my all again
不想再付出全部 [01:44.115] Just see all of it being called out as a waste
最后发现，一切只是徒劳 [01:46.226] She effected me in multiple ways
她以各种方式影响我 [01:47.753] Threaten suicide, when I'd walk away
当我要离开时，用自杀威胁我 [01:49.494] Playing with my emotions just so I would stay
牵动我的情绪，所以我会留下 [01:51.101] And while I stayed I saw all her games
当我留下时，我看穿她的所有把戏 [01:52.820] She was a liar
她是个骗子 [01:54.085] She was a cheater
她是个骗子 [01:55.199] Look what she done to me
看看她曾对我做了什么 [01:56.688] She even lied to my baby mama
她甚至欺骗我的孩子 [01:57.996] So I'd lose custody, damn
因此我失去抚养权，该死 [02:00.748] I got to let this baggage go
我要卸下包袱 [02:02.678] I got someone in front of me
我要让那些爱我的人 [02:03.548] Who's in loves with me and
站在我身前 [02:04.471] Got her wondering
让她知道 [02:05.357] If all her comforting is gunna work
是否她面对的都已奏效 [02:07.116] I'm still discovering, how all that suffering
我还在寻找，那所有的痛苦 [02:08.710] Got me uncomfortably scared to get hurt
是怎样使我这样害怕受伤 [02:10.282] This is something no one deserves, nah bah
有些属于我的没人值得拥有 [02:12.746] Feelings inside
说句心里话 [02:13.439] I feel people going to push me aside
我感觉人人想要把我推开 [02:15.118] I'm traumatized, by all of the lies
我被所有谎言狠狠伤害 [02:16.628] I'm paranoid, it coincides
我是妄想症患者，但我的妄想确实奏效了 [02:18.330] And I don't know why
我不知道为什么 [02:19.585] Always got fear in my mind
总是会害怕 [02:20.777] Looking for something that's harder to find
寻找一些很难发现的东西 [02:22.030] When you experience, betrayal like mine
当你经历了像我那样的背叛 [02:23.560] Your start to get blind to people that try, I'm
你就开始对人们的所作所为毫不关心 [02:25.982] Done looking back, I'm done looking back
我一直在回头看，我一直在回头看 [02:28.233] How can we ever build a future, I live in the past
我们怎样才能规划一个未来，我活在过去 [02:31.543] It's holding us back, you don't deserve that
它不让我们向前，不值得我们这样 [02:33.728] We don't deserve that, it's time to detach
不值得我们这样，是时候摆脱了 [02:35.945] I wanna last, I see who are and love who I have, I'm
我想要长久的爱情，看清了谁才是我拥有和该爱的人 [02:39.504] Done questioning if she loves me
一直想知道她爱不爱我 [02:41.057] In this position because me
因为我，到了这种境地 [02:42.708] Bled on her when she didn't cut me
就算她不伤害我，我的心也为她滴血 [02:44.249] God this feelings disgusting
天啊，这种感觉真讨厌 [02:46.051] I don't want nothing
我不想一无所有 [02:47.156] But to be vulnerable now and get fixed
但是现在变得脆弱，被疗愈 [02:48.719] Blaming her for a crime she didn't commit
责备她不肯承认的罪过 [02:50.291] She's tells me again and again that
她一次次告诉我 [02:51.900] [02:55.335] I know it's not your fault
我知道这不是你的错 [02:56.514] I just, I get so caught up in my head
我只是觉得自己的思想被控制 [03:00.266] Like I just, I can't manage the way that I feel sometimes
有时好像只是不能控制自己思考的方式 [03:04.970] And I just, I know it's not you, It's just
我只是，知道不是你的错 [03:09.040] It's just shit that I went thru
只是我自己搞砸了一切 [03:10.499] I know, I know, I know it's not you though
我知道，我知道，我知道尽管不是你 [03:13.020] I got to fix that, I know I do
我要弥补那些过错，我知道我会的
