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[00:00.000] 作词 : Jeff Hazin/Rodaidh McDonald/Ash Gutierrez [00:01.000] 作曲 : Jeff Hazin/Rodaidh McDonald/Ash Gutierrez [00:13.859] The moment I turn twenty-three
等到我二十三岁时 [00:16.107] I'll grab the gun my father gave to me
我会拿起父亲送我的枪 [00:19.955] On my birthday when I turned seventeen
我十七岁的生日礼物 [00:23.334] I'll lay a note right next to me that says
只在我身旁留下一纸遗书 [00:27.972] "Split the money that I have
"请把我所有的积蓄一分为二 [00:30.487] Evenly between my mom and my dad"
给我的父亲母亲" [00:33.987] I'll speak so eloquently
我会清晰地向你说明 [00:37.594] On what to do with each half
每一笔钱应该的去处 [00:41.189] I'll tell Rebecca, "Buy a home down the road from Cypress Grove"
我会嘱咐Rebecca在柏树区边买套房 [00:48.307] And I know, mother, you don't want me to go, but I must go
我会说妈妈我知道你不想如此，但我不得不走 [00:54.955] And I'll tell Mark to buy a car
我会告诉Mark 去买一辆车 [00:58.572] Please know you're always in my heart
请明白你们始终是我心中最重要的一隅 [01:02.161] Even when my conscious self departs, you did your job
即使我意识消散你们也已竭尽所能地爱我 [01:09.367] And to Chris, I hope you're smilin'
至于Chris ，我希望你的笑容永远灿烂 [01:12.728] 'Cause you kept the boy from dying
因为是你把我从死亡的边缘拉回来 [01:16.266] For almost a decade, man, **** what my friends say
十年匆匆，去他的闲言恶语吧 [01:19.740] One twitch of the finger, **** around, and I'm dead weight
现在只要手指扣下一念之差，我就是死尸一具 [01:23.281] Don't believe what the press say
不要相信媒体的瞎扯 [01:25.385] I did this for me and no one else in the best way
不关他人，这么做只为给自己最好的结局 [01:28.743] To all of my friends, you know I wish you the best, and
我所有的朋友们，我只希望你们永远平安快乐 [01:32.208] When you say my name, say that shit with your chest, and
我希望提到我名字不会让你们感到为难 [01:35.891] I think I should be clear, I don't wan'-
我想要说清楚，我根本不想这样— [01:37.837] [01:39.539] I don't wan' be here with people that
我跟本不想和那些人浪费时间 [01:42.347] That I didn't know last year at ****in' all
那些去年根本素不相识的人 [01:46.140] You don't wan' be here when I blow my top off
你也不会希望在我彻底崩溃时待在这 [01:50.356] Girl, I don't wanna be here at all, at all, at all, at all, at all
亲爱的，我根本不想待在这 [01:58.798] I'll put the metal to skin, and I'll go off on a whim and say
我会抵住额头，扣下扳机，然后说 [02:04.050] That I don't wan' be here at ****ing all
我他妈一点都不想待在这里 [02:06.281] [02:12.611] I wonder if tomorrow would've been better
我想知道明天会不会变得更好 [02:16.704] In all honesty, it don't even matter at all
但说实话这其实也无关紧要 [02:21.900] 'Cause it bends, it breaks, it folds
一切都会扭曲，会崩坏，会坍塌 [02:25.400] And I'm here right now so just hear me out
现在我在这里只求你听完 [02:29.115] Know I let you down, but I can't, no, I can't
我知道我深恩负尽 也早到穷途末路 [02:33.806] I can't change anything, this trajectory
命运轨迹里任何东西都早已注定 [02:38.613] It was meant for me, it was meant to be
我生命中的一切都早已注定，毫无转机 [02:42.089] Don't let my mom see me before they bury me
在被埋葬前别让我母亲看到我 [02:45.825] 'Cause the man in that coffin, shit, he's barely me
因为棺材里的那具尸体早已不是我 [02:49.486] Plenty people gon' say they were there for me
很多人说他们曾陪在我身边 [02:52.845] They weren't there for me, they didn't care for me, so
但他们根本没有，他们毫不在意，所以说 [02:55.912] [02:57.197] I don't wan' be here with people that
我跟本不想和那些人浪费时间 [02:59.871] That I didn't know last year at ****in' all
那些去年根本素不相识的人 [03:03.595] You don't wan' be here when I blow my top off
你也不会希望在我彻底崩溃时待在旁边 [03:07.619] Girl, I don't wanna be here at all, at all, at all, at all, at all
亲爱的，我根本不想待在这 [03:15.985] I'll put the metal to skin, and I'll go off on a whim and say
我会抵住额头，扣下扳机然后说 [03:21.495] That I don't wan' be here at ****ing all
我他妈一点都不想待在这个该死的地方