as if-Glaive

[00:00.000] 作词 : Jeff Hazin/Ralph Castelli/Ash Gutierrez [00:00.149] 作曲 : Jeff Hazin/Ralph Castelli/Ash Gutierrez [00:00.299] Why do I have to listen to you when you have zero to say?
为何你只会说车轱辘话还要求我对你倾听 [00:02.881] Because I'm young? All my life I've been young
就因为我年轻？那抱歉我会一直比你年轻 [00:05.477] So I never get a turn
也许正因如此我永远无法在你面前被尊敬 [00:06.477] [00:09.059] Hyperaggressive if I'm honest, I can't stand to be alone
说实话我是个过度活跃的人，而这令我无法独处 [00:14.107]My friends are so progressive, they called me nigga a year ago
一年前就开始叫我基佬的那些朋友都已取得进步 [00:19.521] And I couldn't cut them off, because then I'd be on my own
我又无法与他们绝交，那样的话我又会感到孤独 [00:24.364] Being obsessive sounds depressing, but it's just the way it goes
这听起来简直像是强迫症，但事实就是这样悲楚 [00:30.309] Just the way it goes
事实就是这样悲楚 [00:31.177] [00:31.958] And will that ever ****ing change?
这一切的一切是否真的会改变 [00:35.647] As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
说的跟我好像真的会尝试改变 [00:40.694] As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
说的跟我好像真的会尝试改变 [00:45.831] As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
说的跟我好像真的会尝试改变 [00:49.903] (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
说的跟我好像真的会尝试改变 [00:52.202] (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
说的跟我好像真的会尝试改变 [00:54.412] (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Ever gonna change
为什么要为这些无名小卒改变 [00:57.231] [01:06.820] My friends on Fentanyl, I hope they find inner peace
那些止痛药上瘾的朋友，我希望他们能找到内心的平静 [01:11.316] On life support for a week, I heard they died in their sleep
艰难存活了一星期以后，听说他们永眠于梦中无法再醒 [01:16.397] There's so much truth in the fiction, don't know what to believe
现实亦存在于虚构之中，但是我已经完全混淆无法分清 [01:21.474] There's so much money in addiction that I'm dying to need
对财富渴求太深以至于上瘾，只有钱才能够治愈我的病 [01:26.558] Something more (Somethin' more, somethin'—)
我真的需要更多的钱，现在就只有钱才能撩拨我的神经 [01:29.688] I'm just dying to be something more, something more
我只希望我能赚更多的钞票，为了钱甚至我做什么都行 [01:35.196] [01:35.670] And will that ever ****ing change?
这一切的一切是否真的会改变 [01:39.374] As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
说的跟我好像真的会尝试改变 [01:44.468] As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
说的跟我好像真的会尝试改变 [01:49.414] As if I'm—, as if I'm ever gonna change
说的跟我好像真的会尝试改变 [01:53.179] (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
说的跟我好像真的会尝试改变 [01:55.867] (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
说的跟我好像真的会尝试改变 [01:58.271] (As if I'm—, as if I'm—, as if I'm—, as if I'm—)
说的跟—— [02:01.810] [02:03.217] I wonder if I'll ever get it right (As if I'm—, as if I'm—)
我想知道我一直以来的选择是否正确（说的跟—，说的跟—) [02:08.031] I wonder if I'll ever find the words (As if I'm—, as if I'm—)
我想知道我的用词词是否能够被理解(说的跟—，说的跟—) [02:13.162] I wonder if I'll ever be enough (As if I'm—, as if I'm—)
我想知道我的欲望是否永远无法消解(说的跟—，说的跟—) [02:18.133] I wonder if I'll ever ****ing change
想知道这一切的一切是否真的会改变 [02:21.195] [02:22.697] As if I'm, as if I'm ever gonna change (Stay the same)
说的跟我好像真的会尝试改变(驻足原地) [02:27.778] As if I'm, as if I'm ever gonna change
说的跟我好像真的会尝试改变 [02:32.831] As if I'm, as if I'm ever gonna change
说的跟我好像真的会尝试改变 [02:36.663] (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
说的跟我好像真的会尝试改变 [02:39.132] (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Gonna change
说的跟我好像真的会尝试改变 [02:41.355] (As if I'm—, as if I'm—) Ever gonna change
为什么要为这些无名小卒改变 [02:43.961] [02:44.489] Everybody talks to me like I'm crazy, oh I should change
每个人都认为我是疯子，我应该改变 [02:47.571] Why should I change? I don't even gotta find out who I am
但如果我还不清楚我是谁为何要改变 [02:50.704] You want me to change, it's crazy
你不过是动动嘴就想让我走出舒适圈 [02:53.245] You tell me I'm bad before I even get to be anything
我什么都没做就已经认定我是个惯犯 [02:55.886] What the hell is that? Original sin or something?
说我背负着原罪所以没人会对我垂怜 [02:59.028] It's you that wants to end before you can start
是你想让我所做的事结束在开始之前 [03:01.539] But when I say I wanna say anything, I'm not right?
每当我想为自己辩解，我便成了罪犯 [03:04.783] Not gonna cry, I'm gonna find my place in this world, count on it
我会在世界上找到一席之地,你等着看