Abandoned 2 (Feat. Rav)-Kill Bill

[00:00.00]Abandoned 2（弃2）-Rav /Kill Bill [00:20.920]My penmanship slips sloppy as all hell [00:23.55]Both feet dangle from the top of the guardrail [00:25.447]Street fight stance get up off of me dark well [00:28.07]Lost on the road tryin'to find if the star fell [00:30.479]Heavy as barbell his thoughts remained and dipped [00:33.247]Deep in construction but he lost the manuscripts [00:35.479]Break through the skull slide across the candle lit floor [00:38.541]No tellin'what's in store for the bore [00:40.733]Life is a balancing act that I can't keep up [00:43.189]But I'm rollin'with the punches by rollin'a couple trees up [00:45.645]It slows me [00:46.718]The solution turns to problems [00:48.54]Momma told me keep my head out [00:49.478]The clouds I hear it often [00:50.598]Now I'm dead to the world [00:52.221]Where my coffin [00:53.132]Catch me sittin'by the gravity bong [00:54.806]You heard it coughin' [00:55.670]Time to sleep [00:56.806]Seems like it's all that I do [00:58.150]I say I'm down to the death but [00:59.662]I don't talk to my crew [01:00.750]Man I'm with drawin'rippin'a big bong [01:02.702]A tall cup of haven't even made [01:04.390]It people sayin'I'm washed up [01:06.294]Y'all got me f**ked up [01:07.954]Literally [01:08.368]It's puff puff to get to sleep puff puff for energy [01:10.752]I f**ked up [01:11.488]Synergy lost I'm depressed [01:13.228]Feel the world crumble 'round me like it's all for the best [01:15.891]I don't f**k with you lames tryin'to talk and I'm stressed [01:18.339]I'm screamin'f**k the world from the top of my chest [01:21.106]Kill Bill is jinzo and jinzo will kill Bill [01:23.490]He change when the wind blows the windows are still filthy [01:26.353]Fog division the 57split [01:28.585]That's a long division [01:29.753]Cuttin'it back just means [01:31.273]Longer spliff ends [01:32.417]Dead to the medicine [01:33.497]I've been fallin'victim [01:35.329]To my own evil deeds [01:37.129]Deeds deeds deeds [01:38.697]I'm just sittin'in the static of my own frequencies [02:02.361]I ask the voices when they'll stop they all answer Forfeit [02:04.617]Exploring this torment and dormancy it's morbid [02:07.204]Every one of my demons is now [02:10.54]My every fear mocks me It murders me to live in [02:12.232]The living room over dying world that [02:14.111]I wage war with [02:14.943]But I refuse to die in the world that [02:16.687]I was born in [02:17.477]Seeking peace of mind but my mind peace is torture [02:19.741]My existence and I'm trying to resist [02:21.365]It but it's boring [02:22.493]I've seen through their pattern first they [02:23.949]Laugh then run from me [02:24.893]It's like I'm tryin'to sell cigarettes [02:26.117]To these tobacco companies [02:27.165]But why do I insist to make them happy [02:29.317]When I know not [02:30.125]Of happiness myself sitting trapped within my shell [02:32.597]If that act alone don't seem backwards in itself [02:34.861]Then consider all my vices that keep damaging my health [02:37.542]It seems that I'll never reach the vantage on the shelf [02:39.926]And it's not that I can't reach it [02:41.470]I just haven't got the will [02:44.364]So what's the point then [02:45.500]Why seek a partner a house or employment [02:47.748]If you don't ever experience enjoyment [02:50.356]Then all the time you spent just gets flushed down [02:52.382]The toilet [02:53.73]Well [02:55.274]Don't find joy in pricey things clothes cars diamond rings [02:57.951]Y'all keep saying that I've been so dark enlighten me [03:00.503]Every expectation's just so large it frightens me [03:02.878]Tired of this planet but no star's inviting me [03:05.186]You tell me to speak up but [03:06.522]When I open up you hide from me [03:08.114]You're all happy or just all trying to lie to me [03:10.442]And so my dark refinery's still functionin' [03:13.374]Tryin'to punch through the walls 'cause I hope [03:15.390]To discover lots of cameras [03:16.670]Rav this was a hoax [03:18.22]This was all a ruse to you're worthy [03:20.55]Now you can live happily but the fact actually is [03:23.283]I'm still livin'on a planet [03:25.659]Where my self-interests don't matter [03:28.171]Where my selfishness won't vanish [03:31.865]I'm still abandoned [03:33.505]Still livin'on a planet [03:35.777]Where my self-interests don't matter [03:38.313]Where my selfishness won't vanish [03:42.52]I'm still abandoned