Trying-Bully

[00:00.00] 作词 : Alicia Bognanno [00:01.00] 作曲 : Alicia Bognanno [00:08.42]Oh I can't get out
噢，我逃脱不掉 [00:10.73]Invisible handcuffs locked on me
无形的枷锁拷住了我 [00:14.62]Been praying for my period all week
整个星期都在祈祷大姨妈 [00:18.33]And relief that I just can't see
松了口气只是因为我看不见 [00:24.26]I question everything
我对一切都充满困惑 [00:26.50]My focus, my figure, my sexuality
我注意的焦点，我的身材，我的性欲 [00:30.46]And how much it matters or why it would mean anything
这些又有多重要呢，为什么它们就能代表一切了 [00:34.92]I can't keep it together
我无法事事兼顾 [00:37.19]I've been better
我已经好多了 [00:38.18]I've been thinking about it every night
曾经每夜我都辗转反侧 [00:43.17]I'm trying, I am
我试过，努力过 [00:47.08]I'm trying, I am
我试过，努力过 [00:49.47]Trying to hide from my mind, I am
我试着隐匿自己的主见 [00:53.04]Trying all the time, I am
我一直努力着 [00:56.89]Trying to hide from my mind, I am
我试着隐匿自己的主见 [01:00.93]Trying trying
一次次努力着 [01:03.08]Why am I
为什么我要这样做呢 [01:12.11]I can't get out
我逃脱不掉 [01:14.41]There's no flawless education just a stupid degree
没有所谓完美的教育，只有一纸愚蠢的学位证 [01:18.34]The feeling of growing so far from myself
成长的感觉离我如此遥远 [01:21.65]I can't reach, I can't reach, I can't reach
我达不到，达不到 [01:27.83]So I brush it off, cause I want it bad
我是那么迫切想要拥有，只能漠视这些 [01:31.78]And there's no dusting up
再也不会有什么骚动了 [01:33.68]When you want like that, here's a ship
当你想要类似时，这就是那艘小船 [01:36.67]There's a wreck, better keep yourself in check cause
最好你时刻控制着自己，这是艘沉船 [01:40.45]All these loaded questions gonna eat you alive
船上装载的所有疑惑都会吞没你 [01:46.84]I'm trying, I am
我试过，努力过 [01:50.88]I'm trying, I am
我试过，努力过 [01:52.92]Trying to hide from my mind, I am
我试着隐匿自己的主见 [01:56.60]Trying all the time, I am
我一直努力着 [02:00.64]Trying to hide from my mind, I am
我试着隐匿自己的主见 [02:04.59]Trying, trying
一次次努力着 [02:06.93]Why am I...?
为什么我要这样做呢 [02:10.19]If it counts for anything
如果它影响着任何事 [02:13.53]I didn't want to
我不想要 [02:17.49]I'm just looking for clarity
我只希望一切明晰 [02:20.58]To help me get through
帮我熬过这时刻 [02:26.13]If you're set in your ways
如果你已习惯你的生活方式 [02:29.47]What can I do, Ease up
我能做些什么呢，放轻松吧 [02:34.59]So that I can break it down for you can't
这样我才能打破你所不能力及的 [02:38.85]Feed a beast you
满足你这混账 [02:40.80]Leave unleashed it'll
它会被释放出来 [02:42.80]Come right back to you
再回到你的身边 [02:47.70]I'm trying
我一直尝试 [03:09.53]Trying to hide from my mind, I am
试图隐匿自己的主见 [03:13.24]Trying all the time, I am
我一直尝试 [03:17.22]Trying to hide from my mind, I am
试图隐匿自己的主见 [03:21.11]Trying, trying
一次次努力着 [03:23.46]Why am I...?
我为何如此 [03:27.79]Why am I?
我为何如此 [03:31.71]Why why?
为什么为什么 [03:35.65]Why am I?
我为何如此