Silicone Kingdom-Witt Lowry

[00:14.82]Hears mom and dad yellin', mom always wanted divorce [00:17.36]Dad calling momma a whore [00:18.68]Drunk, been drinking all weekend, a couple of Coors [00:20.89]A couple of doors were broke in, cover the floor, damn [00:23.38]He's always told never to tell [00:24.78]If anybody finds out, he'll be put in a cell [00:26.63]Hit with a belt, there will be nobody to help [00:28.44]And so he prays everyday while he's stuck in this hell [00:30.43]All to himself, he holds every ounce of it in [00:32.29]All the kids who have things always laughing at him [00:34.34]All the teachers see his pain, but he's playing pretend [00:36.16]Playing with friends is something he wishes he can [00:37.93]But nobody wants to give him a chance [00:39.94]Nobody wants to be with a man [00:41.31]Been looking at the future, but the future is so far in advance [00:43.68]Looking at the alcohol in his hand [00:45.20]Like damn, like why, why God? [00:48.39]Why do I do this again? And [00:50.11]Why am I getting so drunk? See, my dad was a drunk, I don't wanna be him, I [00:54.35]I know I'm searching for feelings, I thought I could find them in bottles of gin [00:57.33]I'm tired of losing my faith and then looking to fake to replace all my feelings within [01:00.80]I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself [01:04.46]I don't wanna lose myself [01:07.76]Just to rule [01:10.47]The silicone kingdom with you-ou, with you-ou-ou [01:16.04]I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself [01:19.62]I don't wanna lose myself [01:22.90]Just to rule [01:25.82]The silicone kingdom with you-ou, with you-ou-ou [01:31.12]She goes to read another message, "Hoe, slut, stupid and fake" [01:33.33]She doesn't know how much she can take [01:34.84]She's looking at her body, it's a body that she plans to replace—fake [01:37.47]Everything all over her face—fake [01:39.39]Smile leads up to her lashes, never been asked about passion [01:42.40]Only been asked about passin' the blunt to the left [01:44.86]Or a pic of her chest, call a ******* and a mess, she's a wreck [01:47.32]Waiting for a text from a guy [01:48.59]Who tell her that he love her, but he wanna see her cry [01:50.45]Who tell her that he love her, but he beat her every night [01:52.35]With a pipe out a spite, she might leave him for a guy [01:54.18]With a tie and a job, a Mike or a Rob [01:56.13]She's tired and sobs on the knob of a door [01:58.04]Yelling out: "Please, I can't take no more!" [01:59.80]And he's yelling out: "******* you! You *******, you whore!" [02:01.81]Damn, she doesn't wanna be on the news [02:03.68]Only 22, looking down the barrel of a 22 [02:05.74]Looking for a move she can make [02:07.10]Looking at the bruise on her face, never felt safe [02:09.32]Never felt late 'til the end of the month [02:11.23]Looking down at her stomach like, "What have we done?" [02:13.20]I was looking for love and you were lookin' for fun [02:14.91]And now a life is in my body cause you wanted to cum [02:16.88]Like why, why God? [02:19.82]Why do I do this again? And [02:21.69]Why am I thinking that we could find love inside lust? See, we love to pretend, I [02:25.42]I know I'm searching for feelings, I thought I could find them by ******* with him [02:28.66]I'm tired of losing my faith and then looking to fake to replace all my feelings within [02:32.33]I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself [02:35.80]I don't wanna lose myself [02:39.17]Just to rule [02:41.88]The silicone kingdom with you-ou, with you-ou-ou [02:47.33]I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself [02:50.96]I don't wanna lose myself [02:54.28]Just to rule [02:57.09]The silicone kingdom with you-ou, with you-ou-ou [03:02.77]He's addicted to the world's most dangerous drug [03:04.58]The one that'll make you lose everything that you love [03:06.44]And we don't understand, money doesn't buy love [03:08.41]So we pile up all our money just to buy us [03:10.43]A new car, some new rims, a new Benz [03:12.78]Doesn't have friends no more [03:14.33]An iPod, an iPad, an iMac [03:16.66]So rich that he's feeling poor [03:18.12]If he had one chance to go back [03:20.44]Wishes that he never bagged a whore [03:22.00]A couple more Coors and a broken door [03:23.77]Shattered decor all over the floor [03:25.24]Coming home at a quarter to four, coming home is a bore [03:27.56]Looking at a Gin bottle, got a quarter to pour [03:29.51]At a local titty bar, he got a better rapport [03:31.34]No cover ones cover the floor, really looking for more [03:33.72]And more money makes more problems [03:35.12]He don't understand how to solve 'em [03:36.61]Doesn't understand his son and his wife are his life, every night [03:39.02]When they fight, now he's looking at them as a problem [03:40.83]That's a problem, now he doesn't know what to do [03:42.74]Out of touch, leaving town, every weekend or two [03:44.62]Thinking money maybe buy us all the happiness too [03:46.49]'Til he's sitting in a room, staring back at a 22 [03:48.91]Like, what happened to life? [03:50.47]I went so many years and I thought I was right [03:52.23]I went so many years, never livin' my life [03:54.03]And I'm scared that my son turns out just like [03:56.24]Me, why me, my God? [03:58.15]Everything I see really is a facade [03:59.81]Fake love, fake hair, fake nails, fake bod [04:01.71]We replace as a race and we try to play God [04:03.59]Like why, why God, why do I do this again? And [04:07.98]Why am I getting so drunk? See, my dad was a drunk, I don't wanna be him, I [04:11.87]I know I'm searching for feelings, I thought I could find them in bottles of gin, I [04:15.61]I know we're thinking that we could find love inside lust, see, we love to pretend, I [04:19.39]I know a part of the problem is silicone kingdom we're living within [04:22.67]I'm tired of losing my faith and then looking to fake to replace all of my feelings within, I [04:26.71]I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself [04:29.84]I don't wanna lose myself [04:33.17]Just to rule [04:35.93]The silicone kingdom with you-ou, with you-ou-ou [04:41.39]I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself [04:45.02]I don't wanna lose myself [04:48.36]Just to rule [04:51.13]The silicone kingdom with you-ou, with you-ou-ou