Ceiling Gazing-Mark Kozelek

[01:13.68]Laying in my bed ceiling gazing
躺在床上，盯着天花板 [01:24.23]Wide awake with jet lag from Australia
因为从澳洲带来的时差而清醒难眠 [01:34.72]Got a stack of mail, a wedding invitation
收了一堆邮件，夹着一封婚礼请柬 [01:45.09]From a new, young relative, I’ve never even met
来自一位我从未见过面的年轻亲戚 [01:55.61]Got me thinking about my Grandpa for some reason
这让我不觉想起我的爷爷 [02:06.19]Met him half a dozen times in the nursing home
在疗养院里我见过他几面 [02:16.64]Last time I saw him he was in a box
最后一次见到他时他在一个小盒子里 [02:27.30]They were lowering him into the ground
人们正把他埋进地底下 [02:38.10]St. Mary’s Church stood so high
远处的圣玛丽教堂默默矗立 [02:48.86]It was the first and the last time I saw my Dad cry
那是我第一次也是最后一次看到爸爸哭 [03:04.50]The ground had a thin coat of snow
那时地上覆着薄薄一层雪 [03:15.59]And I wandered off in the cold
我在冰天雪地里迷失了方向 [03:20.72]It’s 3: 47 am, June 13th
现在是六月十三日凌晨三点四十七分 [03:31.28]It’s my sister’s birthday today, I think
我想今天应该是我姐姐的生日 [03:41.93]I wanna give her a call, see how she’s doing
我想给她打个电话问问近况 [03:52.24]She had a rough divorce, I hope she’s improved
她经历了一次痛苦的离婚，我希望她能变得坚强一点 [04:03.28]I want to reach out and give her my love
我想向她伸出双手，给予她我的爱 [04:13.63]Put a smile on her face like when we were young
让笑容重回她脸上，就像我们小时候一样 [04:24.65]Listening to records from the library
一起听着从图书馆借来的磁带 [04:34.89]
Hermit of Mink Hollow and Dreamboat Annie 我记得那是Hermit of Mink Hollow和Dreamboat Annie [04:45.44]She lives with her daughters all alone
现在她带着两个女儿独自居住 [04:56.29]Across the street from a cornfield in Ohio
在俄亥俄州一片玉米地外的街上 [05:12.14]One's 4, one's 7 and I love them so
一个女儿四岁，一个女儿七岁，我特别爱她们 [05:22.47]I want to live a long time and see them grow
我想活得长长久久，看着她们长大 [05:29.56]Outside my window tonight, Sausalito’s twinkling lights
今夜的窗外，索萨利托的灯光闪烁 [05:50.53]My love’s beside me deep asleep
妻子在我身旁熟睡 [06:01.41]The dog is laying between my feet
小狗躺在我的脚边 [06:11.99]Outside my window tonight
今夜的窗外 [06:22.88]The cargo ships are cruising
货船正远航 [06:33.38]And I’m so happy to be alive
我感到幸福，我活着 [06:43.97]To have these people in my life
我爱的人们伴我左右 [07:16.21]Laying in my bed ceiling gazing
躺在床上，盯着天花板 [07:26.59]Can't make my mind stop from racing
无法停止思绪飞扬 [07:37.17]It’s not good or bad, it’s just how God made me
无论好或坏，都只是上帝的安排 [07:47.98]To lay awake at night ceiling gazing
躺在床上，盯着天花板