Padraic My Prince-Vadim Sakharov

[00:15.728] I had a brother once [00:17.899] He drowned in a bathtub [00:21.331] Before he had ever learned how to talk [00:30.483] And I don't know what his name was but my mother does [00:39.396] I heard her say it once: [00:41.691] Padraic my prince I have all but died from the sheer weight of my shame [00:48.180] You cried but no one came and the water filled your tiny lungs [00:54.936] Appear, my dear, and cry for me. It was six years ago today that [01:01.197] I laid you in your grave [01:04.408] Your sweet young skin was shining then too [01:08.188] So tonight to celebrate I will poison myself [01:17.815] Another coughing, shaking fit in a bathroom that is spinning [01:26.171] And I close the door and i rest my head on the tile floor [01:37.819] Sickness and sleep turning me cold [01:45.664] And I am still not sure, is there some better place i could be heading towards? [01:56.754] Where the selfishly sick and self absorbed are welcome [02:23.836] I saw the future once [02:25.667] I was drunk in a phone booth [02:29.091] My eyes were wet and red but I could not tell what was said [02:37.888] And through the screams of the traffic voices carried saying [02:46.613] I'm sorry... [02:48.401] On a day so gray its black inside [02:51.636] Watching churches on tv [02:54.928] In a coma you don't dream you just hope that someone sits with you [03:01.407] Babies turn blue when they are ignored like the sky on summer days [03:07.496] Before you turn and walk away it has changed you [03:14.781] So tonight to compensate I will poison myself [03:24.247] Another coughing, shaking fit in a bathroom that is spinning