Broke Love-Hotel Books

[00:16.43]We'll make loneliness into love when we're bored [00:19.83]And find the right emotional principle to cut like a sword [00:23.98]Over the words of a past me whispering [00:27.25]Love was the destination but we would settle for some sympathy [00:32.86]Turning myself into my own lord and then finding my own spinal chord [00:37.92]It's finally safe to throw our bones back into the sea [00:42.22]So we can forget what it means to have bodies [00:45.50]When pursuing sanity just feels like some sort of couples therapy [00:50.20]For these dual personalities bleeding into my psyche [00:57.42]Just questioning the answers I give to those I see [00:58.53]And I was taught to never let someone take parts away from who I am [01:02.63]But there are parts that sometimes hurt myself [01:06.02]So what am I supposed to do with them [01:08.14]Your heart is on fire when you water down your words [01:12.19]You started much higher before you found the lord [01:16.54]And you justify the way you hate yourself with forgiveness [01:25.57]Objects of obsession in constant repetition [01:29.26]This cycle where we try to find reasons that we're living [01:33.70]I'm a product of the products I let into my heart before I loved you [01:46.50]Ashes look the same whether they are your lover or an object that you would rather face than dealing with your pain [01:54.13]Or the emotional strain that comes with tearing open the seems [01:58.59]Passionately neglecting anything but the emotional strength [02:03.99]We transform from being two souls searching for love in a bad dream to just two strangers with shared memories [02:11.15]And sometimes I found stability while you kissed your soul goodbye [02:15.45]I know a song won't do justice but it's all I have so I'll try [02:20.43]Your heart is on fire when you water down your words [02:24.52]You started much higher before you found the lord [02:28.58]And you justify the way you hate yourself with forgiveness [02:37.62]Objects of obsession in constant repetition [02:41.62]This cycle where we try to find reasons that we're living [02:45.81]I'm a product of the products I let into my heart before I loved you [02:55.23]Take two years from my life and couple from each friend [02:59.67]We'll collect another thirty years and bring you back from the dead [03:03.41]Take two years from my life and couple from each friend [03:07.61]We'll collect another thirty years and bring you back from the dead [03:11.76]Take two years from my life and couple from each friend [03:16.10]We'll collect another thirty years and bring you back from the dead [03:20.44]Take two years from my life and couple from each friend [03:24.52]We'll bring you back from the dead, you could see me again [03:31.10]You could see me again [03:45.45]And since you left you hardly ever come up [03:49.04]And I'll tell you there's a part that I'll never give up [03:53.19]You tell yourself that I could never find you [03:57.08]Well you never found me when love was such a vacant dream we'd scream [04:02.94]Never let someone take parts away from who I am [04:06.37]But there are parts that sometimes make me want to hurt myself [04:09.97]So what am I supposed to do with them