Disappeared-Sorority Noise

[00:10.79]I took some time to myself [00:13.04]To sort out all the things [00:15.16]That make me feel the way that I feel [00:20.55]Just this year I lost a basketball team to heaven [00:24.58]And I’m sure they’re shooting jumpers [00:27.01]With Jesus, Mary, and Joseph [00:29.31]And you said we wouldn’t notice it [00:32.20]If you had disappeared [00:34.22]But I swore I got a phone call [00:36.78]So that seemed pretty weird [00:39.62]So caught up in my own head [00:50.26]I took a walk down my street [00:52.53]Thought I’d find something to eat [00:54.95]But I headed back immediately [00:57.43]'Cause I’m pretty scared of guns [00:59.88]So go out and have some fun, let loose [01:02.91]And I’ll daydream of the noose that took my friend Sean’s life [01:09.04]And he thought we wouldn’t notice it [01:11.36]If he had disappeared [01:13.78]But I swore I got a phone call [01:16.55]So that seemed pretty weird [01:19.02]So caught up in my own head [01:24.77]I let my hair down today [01:27.05]And I took a shower for the first time in what felt like weeks [01:34.55]I felt my hair falling out [01:37.07]And I felt myself falling down [01:39.54]But that can’t seem to be the reason [01:42.25]I can’t sleep when I’m alone [01:44.77]It's getting better [01:46.58]And it’s hardly getting worse [01:49.26]It's hard to think about the things that make it all hurt [01:54.75]I found myself on the street [01:57.27]You swore that you would love me [02:00.09]And I swore I’d love you too [02:04.68]And you’ll barely even notice it when I disappear