Second Letter From St. Julien-Sorority Noise

[00:13.13]You say there's a god [00:16.55]And you say you've got proof [00:20.93]Well I've lost friends to ****** [00:24.19]So what's your god trying to prove? [00:27.07]You say he's alive [00:30.53]His spirit flows through your veins [00:34.34]Well I guess my best friend [00:36.26]Was just trying to help the spirit escape [00:41.08]And if there's a god [00:43.86]Do I make him proud? [00:48.19]Put a smile on his face? [00:55.54]My mother, she gave me a crucifix [00:58.85]She said, "Pray to Anthony if you lose this." [01:02.38]Well, how can I believe in god if he won't believe in me? [01:22.81]I let my anxieties overwhelm me [01:26.59]Tell me, why am I blessed with this curse? [01:29.80]That rips holes through my head [01:32.06]And put holes in my chest [01:33.92]I get the feeling "maybe I’d be better dead" [01:41.03]I wanna get over the feeling that I'll never be good enough [01:52.69]And if there's a god [01:55.71]Do I make him proud? [01:59.87]Put a smile on her face? [02:06.41]And if you're with god [02:09.28]Am I making you proud [02:14.04]By waking up each day? [02:23.57]And if you're with God [02:26.80]Well, I hope that you're proud [02:31.12]With a smile on your face [02:37.50]And if you're with god [02:40.57]Well, I hope that you're proud [02:44.72]With a smile on your face