THE END OF THE F****ING WORLD
It's strange. A lot of time you don't register the important moments in your life as they happen,you only see that they were important when you look back.
很奇怪,大多数时候你并不会意识到你生命中重要时刻的来临。当你回首往事时，你才发现那些时刻很重要。
That was the day I learned that silence is really loud.Deafening. I think maybe my dad spent his whole life trying to avoid silence.When you have silence, it's hard to keep stuff out.
那一天我知道了，无声的安静，真的很吵。震耳欲聋。我想也许我爸他一辈子都在避免太过安静。当你周围没有声音时，你很难把情感排除在外。
Sometimes you realize you've had a thing keeping you going that might be a lie. When you actually really understand that the whole thing might have been a lie the whole time,it's like you swallowed a stone.
有时你意识到，让你一直坚持下去的东西可能是个谎言。当你真的明白了事情有可能从一开始就是个谎言的时候，感觉就像吞了块石头。
It's so weird.When you have wanted something for so long, and you have been so frightened it will be shit and then,it's not shit at all. It's amazing.
就好像我们是在世界的边缘，感觉我们很安全。只是我们并不安全。
I've just turned 18, and I think I understand… what people mean to each other.
我刚满18岁。我觉得我明白了...
