How I Feel-T.I./Eric Bellinger/Killer Mike

[00:01.494]Not the way I planned it
事情和我想的发展方向不一样 [00:03.576]Oh, no, no (Oh)
不 不可能 [00:07.110]If you could only know my feelings (Yeah)
如果你能体会我的感受 [00:10.143]Then you would know how much
你就会明白我有多痛苦 [00:12.791]Look (Hey)
听好了 [00:13.649]**** all that protestin' and marchin' peacefully (Yeah)
什么和平游行抗议 见鬼去吧 [00:16.624]They still gon' find a way to handle us egregiously (Oh)
他们总能用最不道德的方式对待我们 [00:19.244]Legally, if I may get this shit up off my mind now (Now)
我想不到任何合理合法解决隔阂的方式 [00:22.535]We born in the battlefield, can't call no timeout (Yeah)
我们生在战场 生命可以很短暂 [00:25.099]Every time now, it's another one of us lyin' out (Hey)
每时每刻 又有一个同胞倒下 [00:28.134]Cryin' out, "I can't breathe" until he dies out (Oh, no)
泣不成声 “我不能呼吸”直到失去生命（乔治弗洛伊德事件） [00:31.887]Make me at myself, what would you die about?
我宁愿自我了断 你又会是怎样的死法（街头的危险性） [00:34.161]I doubt if a nigga been bangin' since junior high
甚至怀疑黑人兄弟能不能安全的成长 [00:36.684]Let 'em fly, opposition resemblin' you and I (Sheesh)
让他自由飞翔 但矛盾就像你和我之间的不同逐渐显现 [00:39.418]Racist cracker, give a **** about it (Give a **** about it)
种族歧视的混蛋们 鸟都不用鸟 [00:41.847]They never will 'til they start pickin' up a couple bodies (Couple bodies)
除非让他们体会到失去家庭的痛苦 他们是不会停下的 [00:44.643]When we got killed, well, there's some hours, scattered rain shower
当我们被不公平杀害 时间变的漫长 雨滴拍打在脸上 [00:47.638]The pain hurt (Oh) but the cold heart, fact of the matter, it's gettin' worse(What else do you want? There's so much pain on me)
伤痕令我异常痛苦 但这物欲横流的社会体制越来越糟糕（你还想对我做什么 我的伤痕已经够多了） [00:51.906]Damn, if I could wish upon a star
淦 希望我能向星星许愿 [00:54.439]I'll send a special bullet everywhere you hateful bastards are(What else do you want? Please don't hate on me)
如果可以 我要让所有可恶的混蛋吃上一记子弹（你还想要什么 别这么痛恨我们） [00:57.325]Pull a string like a Gibson guitar, 'way from afar(What else do you want? There's so much pain on me)
政客们像拨动吉普森吉他 在远处操纵一切（pull strings拨弦也有暗中操作的意思） [01:00.357]Slow motion watch it enter your temple and exit your jaw, hmm
我看的清清楚楚 他们进入我们的世界 取走一切 然后大摇大摆走出来 [01:03.722]Send you all to Hell with a scar, a conversation piece(What else do you want? Please don't hate on me)
把你打入十八层地狱 每一句话都在揭你的伤疤 [01:07.019]Hope it maybe leads to a joke when you and Satan speak
真希望你与撒旦的对话都是开玩笑 [01:09.495]Yeah, you patronizin' us, we waitin' patiently
你说你会保护我们 我们只好耐心等待 [01:12.352]Well, you'll prolly get your life to trade a day with me
我们会让你的一生换我们美好的明天 [01:15.244]Call that shit a eye for a eye, my nigga, by any means (Sheesh)
这就叫以眼还眼 各种意义上的以眼还眼 [01:19.117]Had extended clips before skinny jeans (Yeah)
在有条件穿上裤子之前 我们更需要扩容弹夹来防身 [01:21.578]Now bow and arrows at cop cars with kerosene
警车上都是用来对付我们的武器 [01:23.659]That's how I'm feelin'
这就是我的感受 [01:27.183]How it feel for me (That's how I'm feelin')
这就是我对这个社会的态度 [01:29.519]To be all alone (That's how I'm feelin', shoot)
自始至终 只有一人（我只看到到警察的滥杀无辜） [01:32.638]All alone (**** that shit, that's how I'm feelin')
孑然一身（去你的 这就是我的感受） [01:35.203]How it feel for me (Ain't no guy to calm me down, how I'm feelin')
这就是我的感受（没人能让我冷静 这就是我的感受） [01:41.420]To be all alone (Shoot)
自始至终 只有一人（枪杀） [01:44.890]All alone (Now **** that shit, that's how I'm feelin')
孑然一身（去你的 这就是我的感受） [01:47.135]How it feel
我的感受 [01:48.263]I had a dream me and King saw Zimmerman (Zimmerman)
我做了个梦 我和Tip遇到了Gearge Zimmerman（13年某射杀事件的凶手 后被无罪释放 受害者是一位17岁的非裔美国人） [01:51.078]We laid low, masked up in a rental van (Rental van)
我们找好掩体 在一辆租来的面包车里带上面具 [01:53.833]He killed a child, body was stiff and twisted, man
他杀了个孩子 尸体僵硬扭曲变形 [01:56.848]A mother cried, only one way to fix it, man
世上多了一位哭泣的妈妈 只有一种解决办法 你懂的 [01:59.947]How long 'fore the people in the street get tired of the evil, say "**** that"? (**** that)
从何时开始 街头上的人已经对这种恶魔见怪不怪不理不睬了？ [02:02.677]How long will they kneel to heel of the state with a foot in the face 'fore they bust back? (Bust back)
从何时开始 人们在想掏枪反击之前 先想到的是跪地求饶？ [02:05.545]Won't be long 'fore agents of the state get ate like steak 'cause the people too strong (Too strong)
不久之后 人民会变强 将资本主义的特务像牛排一样吃掉 [02:08.569]Rapture's comin' one Sunday, it's blood by Monday, I promise I won't be long (It won't be long)
周日又一件令人愤怒的事件出现 不用一天就会被解决（见血 简单粗暴）我相信那天不会太远 [02:11.244]Lame nigga, same nigga, found out crackers had money on his head
每个麻木不仁的兄弟 请你清醒 资本家正踩在我们头上赚钱 [02:14.167]Lame nigga, same nigga, callin' me like, "Michael, I'm scared"
每个麻木不仁的兄弟 都只会大喊着“Killer Mike我害怕！” [02:17.163]I, hug that nigga like Michael did Fredo
我会像爱Fredo Santana（已逝说唱歌手）一样爱你们每个人 [02:18.942]Kept it G like my K tho
我会永远像我的名字Killer一样保持一个悍匪该有的样子 [02:20.431]Excessive force, leave a nigga no choice but a nigga better shoot his shot, fatal (Fatal)
过于强大的力量 让我们别无选择 只有拿起武器保卫自己 这就是命 [02:23.145]Bad boy, bad boy, tell me what you gon' do when the police kill your mama? (Your mama)
坏孩子 告诉我 警察如果鲨了你的妈妈 你会怎么做？ [02:26.264]**** that, I follow Obama when he kill the crackers that killed Breonna (Breonna)
去他的 当奥巴马宰了那个杀掉Breonna的警察的罪魁祸首时 我跟定他了（Breonna Taylor黑人女性 被强行闯入的警察射杀） [02:28.997]I take that charge, stick out my chest, confess to judge, "Your Honor" (Your Honor)
我可以接受这个判决结果 胸中的怒火得以发泄 法律终于正确了一次 [02:32.098]I'm the truth, my ancestors pray for your honor and **** your mama
我既是真相 祖先们为我们祈祷 [02:34.494]How it feel for me (That's how I'm feelin')
这就是我对这个社会的态度 [02:40.669]To be all alone (That's how I'm feelin', shoot)
自始至终 只有一人（我只看到到警察的滥杀无辜） [02:44.092]All alone (**** that shit, that's how I'm feelin')
孑然一身（去你的 这就是我的感受） [02:46.560]How it feel for me (Ain't no guy to calm me down, how I'm feelin')
这就是我的感受（没人能让我冷静 这就是我的感受） [02:52.479]To be all alone (Shoot)
自始至终 只有一人（枪杀） [02:55.881]All alone
孑然一身 [02:58.244]How it feel
我的感受 [02:58.514]'Til the brawl finished, but we all been in
在这场战争真正结束前 我们不会停止前进 [03:00.275]Niggas superhero, can you call in it?
逝去的黑人英雄们 能听到呼唤吗 [03:01.699]In an' out problems, never solved any
来来回回都是这些问题 但从来没有被解决 [03:03.241]But we got the work down to Albany
我们之中也有人在Albany工作（纽约州的首府） [03:04.675]Keep a long order, it's a tall order
我们像tall order（单车品牌）一样坚守秩序 [03:06.231]Murder after murder, people y'all killing's
但谋杀案一桩接一桩 被你们鲨掉的人们 [03:07.729]Our aunts, uncles, our grandchildren
我们的姨姨 叔叔 我们的孙子 孙女 [03:09.207]Can't ask for it, gotta take that shit
我们没有机会反抗 只能默默承受 [03:10.724]Ain't no repentance, eye for an eye, we want our vengeance
没有后悔的余地 以眼还眼 我们只想复仇 [03:13.712]Life for a life, he kill your fiancée, kill his wife
一命抵一命 他鲨了你的未婚妻 你就鲨了他老婆 [03:16.659]Same for his father, generations of sons and daughters
对他父亲也一样 他的祖祖辈辈都没有好果子吃 [03:19.616]It's hard to stomach, they say I sound like Ali Mohammed
很难咽下这口气 他们说我像拳王阿里 睚眦必报 [03:22.556]I say you got me, we livin' under these ****in' Nazis
我说你说的没错 我们跟生活在纳粹阴影下没区别 [03:25.592]What you expected? People riot, then you respect it?
你在期待什么 人们上街打砸抢烧 你却认为是对的？ [03:28.560]And a split decision, gotta pick a side with this division
意见产生分歧 需要在两者之间做出选择 [03:31.413]But we ain't fit for livin', we can't protect our women and children
但也许我们不配活着 保护不了我们的女人孩子 [03:34.138]Man, we get sick, that Jake gon' give us some Clorox as Penicillin (Ha)
兄弟 我觉得很恶心 Jake拜托给点青霉素给我缓解一下（Jake Willis是Clorox制药公司的总裁） [03:37.288]Experimentin' in Tuskegee, showed me you would deceive me (Forreal)
Tuskegee的梅毒研究已经让我不再相信你们（研究梅毒在黑人之间的传播状况 阻止患者接受治疗而是被医学观察 惨无人道） [03:40.044]As the city burned down and the night fall
等到城市一片火海 夜幕降临 [03:42.645]'96 Impala, we just bouncin' like it's [?] ball
如同夜幕中的黑斑羚 我们尽情欢歌笑语 [03:45.575]This ain't the '90s, and the youngings, I ain't scared, y'all
现在不是90年代的美国了 我不怕你们了（政客 体制 种族歧视） [03:48.635]The water boys, they might shoot back at the red dawgs (Oh)
像呆呆向前冲中的主角 我们终会反击 [03:51.907]I tell 'em plot plans, strategize, organize (Yeah)
我告诉他们少用暴力解决问题 多动脑子（Killer Mike某一场演讲的原话 T.I.也在场） [03:54.842]Immobilize a secret army and stay unified
固化一只秘密军队 我们必将团结一致 [03:57.501]How it feel for me (How I feel, how I feel, how I feel, how I feel)(That's how I'm feelin')
这就是我对这个社会的态度 [04:03.562]To be all alone(That's how I'm feelin', all alone, shoot)
自始至终 只有一人（我只看到到警察的滥杀无辜） [04:06.795]All alone, yeah(**** that shit, that's how I'm feelin')
孑然一身（去你的 这就是我的感受） [04:09.367]How it feel for me(Ain't no guy to calm me down, how I'm feelin')(How I feel, how I feel, how I feel, how I feel)
这就是我的感受（没人能让我冷静 这就是我的感受） [04:15.397]To be all alone (Shoot)(How I feel, how I feel, how I feel, how I feel)
自始至终 只有一人（枪杀） [04:18.733]All alone(Now **** that shit, that's how I'm feelin')
孑然一身 [04:21.247]How it feel for me (How I feel, how I feel, how I feel, how I feel)(I mean the truth is)
这就是我对这个社会的态度（我认为真相就是） [04:27.206]To be all alone(I'm a human, you a human, skin color aside, riddle me this)
自始至终 只有一人（我是个人类 你也一样 肤色放在一边 我们都应平等） [04:30.331]All alone, yeah (How dare I speak pace to a manic?)
孑然一身（我怎么敢对一个疯子讲和平？不是pace应是peace） [04:33.127]How it feel for me (How I feel, how I feel, how I feel, how I feel)(The **** does that make me? I mean, you mother****ers can bend your knees man)
这就是我对这个社会的态度（环境造就人 你们这些混蛋本可以跪下来） [04:39.218]To be all alone (How I feel, how I feel, how I feel, how I feel)(Fold your hands and your Bibles and pray as much as you mother****in' want but)
自始至终 只有一人（双手合十 合上圣经 如你本该做的那样祈祷 但是） [04:42.428]All alone
孑然一身 [04:46.901]The art of not fightin' back was brought to us by Christianity
不反抗的艺术正是你们这些基督徒教给我们的 [04:51.605]That was given to us by our oppressor
这种信息也传达到了对我们施压的人 [04:55.245]So you continue to follow that, you continue to follow them
因此我们道不同不相为谋 [04:59.048]I be goddamned
我真佛了 [05:00.848]I tell you what, nigga, you see me down bad, mother****er on my ass
告诉你小兄弟 当你看到我被人背后捅了一刀 [05:04.057]Nigga, don't fail me, nigga, help me, nigga
别冷眼旁观 请帮帮我 [05:06.500]I'm tellin' you that, nigga, while I'm right here, nigga
我告诉你 我发誓 [05:09.252]Nigga, I'd do the same for you
我也会对你做一样的事 [05:12.360]No cap, nigga
不骗你 兄弟 [05:15.846]That bullshit ain't 'bout nothin'
这些也许都是废话