Babygirl-Brother Ali

[00:41.31]There's big pieces of a life she can't remember [00:44.00]Her mind shuts down it's trying to protect her [00:46.62]Might be for the best to forget but it seems like [00:49.00]They always reappear when she least expects [00:51.38] [00:51.94]Late nights we lay awake [00:53.24]Drowning in the lake that pours out of her face [00:56.43]Here's late but she's still not safe [00:58.74]Memories live out in the time in the place [01:01.05]The way he smelled the way he smiled [01:03.29]The evil she even recognized as a child [01:06.10]Hand on her throat sting of a fist [01:08.60]Instead of her first kiss she got this [01:11.53]Shameful feeling painful secret [01:14.08]Lonely knowing that nobody would believe it [01:16.57]Every wound that escapes her time capsule [01:19.00]Hurts like the day it was born and it's brand new [01:21.58]I wasn't there babygirl but I'm here [01:24.21]I don't know what to say I just hear [01:26.65]If there's one wish I could make true [01:29.01]I would shoulder that pain and take it off you [01:31.88]Don't run babygirl don't run [01:33.84]You gotta' face what you fighting head on [01:36.33]Only one thing I could say in truth [01:38.59]You gotta' deal with the demons [01:39.92]Before they deal with you [01:41.58]How can she find peace in her mind when [01:43.95]Love means returning to the scene of a crime [01:46.24]I can feel it inside we've reopened wounds [01:49.81]Every time we intertwine [01:52.60]Such an evil design [01:53.69]When you can't even [01:54.65]Enjoy the sweetness you find [01:56.40]Trying to see through the tears in your eyes [01:58.81]And rebuild your shrine one piece at a time [02:01.97]E & K made it all fade away [02:04.46]Colors don't burn no more it's all gray [02:06.93]Can't find heaven from within that shell [02:08.88]But it's enough of a blessing [02:10.29]If just not seen hell [02:12.92]Constant inner dialog says [02:14.29]Just end this roller coaster ride you're on [02:16.71]Only one solution seems final [02:19.12]Slide into a hole where your pain can't find you [02:22.33]I wasn't there babygirl but I'm here [02:24.88]I don't know what to say I just hear [02:27.38]If there's one wish I could make true [02:29.56]I would shoulder that pain and take it off you [02:31.68] [02:32.31]Don't run babygirl don't run [02:34.30] [02:34.93]You gotta' face what you fighting head on [02:37.18]Only one thing I could say in truth [02:39.55]You gotta' deal with the demons before they deal with you [02:42.23] [03:02.76]She said if I was meant to die he would've killed me [03:05.50]There must be a reason that I still breathe [03:08.00]I don't have the tools to rebuild me [03:10.06]But I still believe that one day I could feel free [03:12.62] [03:13.24]And my body can be mine again [03:15.61]My eyes can learn how to shine again [03:17.97]My inner child won't have to hide and then [03:20.47]When I'm strong then love could be invited in [03:22.91]Sweet God that's all I ask of thee [03:25.72]I'm willing to give what you demand of me [03:28.21]I'm learning to embrace the reality [03:30.02]That life doesn't always turn out how it's planned to be [03:32.83] [03:33.39]I didn't deserve what was handed me [03:35.64]Only one who can grant happiness is me [03:38.32]What it takes for her to face the day [03:40.14]I can only hope to be half that brave [03:43.20]I wasn't there babygirl but I'm here [03:45.64]I don't know what to say I just hear [03:48.21]If there's one wish I could make true [03:50.39]I would shoulder that pain and take it off you [03:53.26]Don't run babygirl don't run [03:55.76]You gotta' face what you fighting head on [03:58.26]Only one thing I could say in truth [04:00.56]You gotta' deal with the demons before they deal with you