brutal-Olivia Rodrigo

[00:00.000] 作词 : Olivia Rodrigo/Daniel Nigro [00:01.000] 作曲 : Olivia Rodrigo/Daniel Nigro [00:13.372]I want it to be, like, messy
我想让这首歌凌乱一点 [00:21.922]I'm so insecure that I think
我很缺乏安全感 [00:23.981]That I'll die before I drink
估计都活不到能借酒消愁的年纪 [00:25.732]And I'm so caught up in the news
我太在意别人的看法 [00:27.573]Of who likes me and who hates you
搞得整天心烦意乱 [00:29.549]And I'm so tired that I might
当下的生活让我乏困 [00:31.438]Quit my job, start a new life
指不定哪天就会奔向自由 [00:33.389]And they'd all be so disappointed
不管人们对我多么失望 [00:35.235]'Cause who am I if not exploited?
我很好奇跳脱束锁的我会是什么样子 [00:37.355]And I'm so sick of seventeen
十七岁 真难熬 [00:39.208]I’m over this teenage dream?
多少抱负 都像是妄想 [00:41.173]If someone tells me one more time
“享受青春”在我这儿根本不存在 [00:43.080]"Enjoy your youth", I'm gonna cry
我好痛苦 就快被压倒 [00:45.012]And I don't stick up for myself
我一直没法振作 [00:46.962]I'm anxious and nothing can help
整天焦躁 几乎绝望 [00:48.915]I wish I‘ve done this before
错过了太多事 [00:50.732]And I wish people liked me more
对爱太渴望 [00:52.891]All I did was try my best
但我还是释然了 [00:54.733]This’s the kind of things I get
我的生活真的一团糟 [00:56.691]unrelentlessly upset (Upset, oh)
还不如浸在自己的苦河里 [01:00.444]They say these are the golden years
人们都让我把握当下 [01:02.485]But I wish that I could disappear
但我好想销声匿迹 [01:04.427]Ego crush is so severe
自尊受挫 我感觉生不如死 [01:06.337]God, it's brutal out here
现实真的太残酷 [01:16.061]I feel like no one wants me
我总觉得没人爱我 [01:17.918]And I hate the way I'm perceived
我也不想这么疑神疑鬼 [01:19.849]I only have two real friends
不管怎么算最多两个真心朋友 [01:21.751]And lately I'm a nervous wreck
近来总是狂躁郁闷 [01:23.688]'Cause I love people I don't like
爱上不该爱的人 [01:25.580]And I hate every song I write
写不出自己满意的歌 [01:27.570]And I'm not cool, and I'm not smart
我根本算不上不出众 [01:29.551]And I can't even parallel park
也没弄清楚自己是谁 [01:31.455]All I did was try my best
我总告诉自己该放下所有往事 [01:33.409]This’s the kind of things I get
我的生活真的一团糟 [01:35.388]relentlessly upset
还不如浸在自己的苦河里 [01:39.150]The say these are the golden years
人们都让我把握当下 [01:41.117]But I wish that I could disappear
我就希望没人认识我 [01:43.098]Ego crush is so severe
自尊受挫 我感觉生不如死 [01:45.199]God, it's brutal out here
现实就是这么残酷 [01:50.334](Yeah, she’s havin' a really good time)
（现在她很开心） [02:03.682]Got a broken ego, broken heart
没了优越感 不再相信爱 [02:13.014]God, I don't even know where to start
唉 我不知道该怎么活下去