Understand-BoyWithUke

[00:00.000] 作词 : BoyWithUke [00:00.007] 作曲 : BoyWithUke [00:00.014]Girl, I hope you understand
女孩 我希望你能理解 [00:02.204]I wanted to hold your hand
我曾想要握住你的手 [00:04.533]But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
可我却做不到 渴望让我归你所属 [00:09.162]And you knew I fell for you but you
而你明了 我已为你沉沦 [00:11.982]Just broke my heart in two
可你却将我的心 掰成了两半 [00:13.760]I was sad, mad and broken on my bed
那时我无比难过 近乎疯狂 躺在床上 心碎无比 [00:16.334]Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head
希望我能够摆脱脑中的声音 [00:18.421] [00:18.588]I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med
我正打开一包未显影的药物 [00:20.839]When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead
却见一张铅弹的处方 [00:23.154]And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat
一小时后 我在自己的汗水中醒来 [00:25.444]I said, "I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again"
我说 “我向上帝发誓 我再也不会去睡觉了” [00:27.770]So instead I took my pen and started writing evidencе
于是我拿起笔 开始书写证据 [00:30.071]And when I started making sensе
当我开始理清头绪 [00:31.274]I found that I had reached the end
我发现 我已经走到了尽头 [00:32.451]Oh, I'm upset, I have no friends
哦 我很沮丧 我没有朋友 [00:33.579]You wanna bet? You're just pretend!
你想打赌吗 你只是在假装 [00:34.828]You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing
你只是文字行间 圈养的宠物 [00:36.628]You're not shit
你什么都不是 [00:37.283]I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways, I swear I did
我以为我戒掉了精神变态 我发誓 [00:41.420]I said I talked to people 'bout the problematic life I lived
我说我和人们谈论 我那充满问题的生活 [00:45.866]They were my neighbors, razor blades
他们是我的邻居 剃刀片 [00:48.261]And different flavored pills I hit
和我服用的各种口味的药丸 [00:50.473]Therefore I'm at surely my last straw
因此我确信我已经走投无路 [00:53.128]I'm so gassed, stuck in the past, I said that
我精疲力尽 困在过去 我说过 [00:56.299] [00:56.471]Girl, I hope you understand
女孩 我希望你能理解 [00:58.051]I wanted to hold your hand
我想要握住你的手 [01:00.474]But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
可我却做不到 渴望回到还是你的人的时候 [01:05.079]And so far I never held you with my arms
而至今 我未曾将你搂在怀中 [01:07.883]So it's hard to be the one you aren't
所以 很难让你接受这样的我 [01:10.078]With instead filled with anxiety
那个充满焦虑的家伙 [01:12.411]Always was a part of me, guess I'm not cut out to be
总是我的一部分 也许我本不该如此 [01:14.512] [01:14.674]Somebody 'cause it's not me
成为别人的模样 因为他不是我 [01:15.775]I'm not used to all the talk, was an introvert
因为我和从前不一样了 我曾很内向 [01:17.594]That had converted feelings into writing
一写作则像变了个人似的 [01:19.074]Used to cope with all my problems
曾不断处理我的问题 [01:20.329]Using notes and lots of rhyming
使用音符 还有许多韵脚 [01:21.423]Used to hope for better days whenever
曾总是期盼那些美好未来 [01:22.797]Nights would have me crying
夜晚到来则将哭泣 [01:23.715]I'm not lying when I say that I would rather die than go back
我没说谎 我说我宁可离去 也不愿折返 [01:26.476]To the times I would try be the guy the people know
再回到尝试让人们都了解我的时候 [01:28.643]As always fighting with the demons hiding far behind my eyelids
与藏匿在我眼皮后的恶魔抗争 [01:30.965]On an island full of violence, in my head that I had two pilots
在一座充满暴力的岛屿 在我脑海里 有两人领航 [01:33.417]Oh, the sun don't shine, and skies turn grey
阳光不再耀眼 而天空愈渐灰暗 [01:36.084]I feel it coursing through my veins
我感受到毒素正疾驰于我的血管 [01:38.593]I said before I'm not okay
我早就说过 我一点都不好 [01:40.968]But you don't listen anyway
可你还是没有听过 [01:43.135]You know I tried, you turned away
你知道我试过 却转身离去 [01:45.399]Straight-up lied right to my face
直直地对着我的脸 不断撒谎 [01:47.849]You ****ed my life, ruined my day
你毁了我的人生 毁了我的时光 [01:50.264]But you don't know, so I'll say
可你并不知情 所以我会说出来 [01:52.152] [01:52.317]Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did
没有什么能够填满这场寂静 无人能够如我从前那般爱你 [01:56.516](You don't know, so I'll say)
(你不知情 所以我会说出来) [01:56.997]Nobody cares, you lied, it's not fair, you still deny it
无人关心 你说了谎 并不公平 你仍否认这一切 [02:00.813](So I'll say)
(所以我会说出来) [02:01.526]Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did
没有什么能够填满这场寂静 无人能够如我从前那般爱你 [02:04.741](You don't know, so I'll say)
(你不知情 所以我会说出来) [02:06.215]Nobody cares, you lied, it's not fair, you still deny it
无人关心 你说了谎 并不公平 你仍否认这一切 [02:09.708](So I'll say)
(所以我会说) [02:10.581] [02:10.770]Girl, I hope you understand
女孩 我希望你能理解 [02:12.600]I wanted to hold your hand
我想要握住你的手 [02:15.072]But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
可我却做不到 渴望回到还是你的人的时候 [02:19.638]And too bad I know I can't wake up
真是糟糕 我知道我无法苏醒 [02:22.085]Because I lost my way and you don't give a ****
因为我已丢失自我 你却毫不在意 [02:24.182]About me, this could be a dream, I can't see
这本该是场梦境 [02:27.166]The things that you see, so please, oh
我无法见到你所观见的一切 所以请你—— [02:29.156]Girl, I hope you understand
女孩 我希望你能理解 [02:31.152]I wanted to hold your hand
我想要握住你的手 [02:33.564]But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
可我却做不到 渴望回到还是你的人的时候 [02:38.334]And you had known and played along
你是明白的 你与我合作 [02:41.173]You were my home, I wrote you songs
你曾是我的家园 我给你写歌 [02:42.782]Now you're dead to me, effectively
如今你在我心里已然逝去 [02:45.180]Removed yourself outside my dreams
其实 是你自己抹除了曾经的美好 留在我的梦境之外