In My Mind-Amanda Palmer/Brian Viglione

[00:00.005]In my mind, in a future five years from now
在我心中，从现在开始未来五年 [00:06.000]I'm a hundred and twenty pounds
我有一百二十磅 [00:10.500]And I never get hung over
我从不宿醉 [00:14.355]Because I will be the picture of discipline
因为我会严于律己 [00:20.355]Never minding what state I'm in
无论我是何种状态 [00:24.555]And I will be someone I admire
我会成为我欣赏的人 [00:28.200]And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now
现在想象我会成为那种人感觉很有趣 [00:35.000]But it does not seem to have happened
但这似乎没有实现 [00:38.755]Maybe I've just forgotten how to see
也许我只是忘了怎样看清事实 [00:45.100]That I'm not exactly the person that I thought I'd be
我根本不是我本以为会成为的那种人 [00:51.000] [00:55.555]And in my mind, in the far away here and now
在我心中，从现在开始 [01:01.899]I've become in control somehow
我不知怎么已经变得控制力很强 [01:05.855]And I never lose my wallet
我从来不丢钱包 [01:09.333]Because I will be the picture of discipline
因为我会严于律己 [01:15.900]Never ****ing up anything
从不搞砸任何事 [01:19.333]And I'll be a good defensive driver
我会成为一个遵规守纪的好司机 [01:23.888]And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now
现在想象我会成为那种人感觉很有趣 [01:30.555]But it does not seem to have happened
但这似乎没有实现 [01:33.955]Maybe I've just forgotten how to see
也许我只是忘了怎样看清事实 [01:40.900]That I'll never be the person that I thought I'd be
我根本不是我本以为会成为的那种人 [01:47.500] [01:51.300]And in my mind when I'm old I am beautiful
在我心中，当我老去我依然美丽 [01:58.500]Planting tulips and vegetables
种些郁金香和蔬菜 [02:01.800]which I will mindfully watch over
精心照料 [02:05.555]Not like me now
不像现在的我 [02:09.000]I'm so busy with everything
做什么都很匆忙 [02:12.555]That I don't look at anything
从不注意任何事 [02:16.300]But I'm sure I'll look when I am older
但我确定当我老去我会留意 [02:20.800]And it's funny how I imagined that I could be that person now
现在想象我会成为那种人感觉很有趣 [02:27.000]That that's not what I want but that's what I wanted
那不是我现在想要的但是我曾经想要的 [02:30.800]That I'd be giving up somehow how strange to see
我也许会放弃，那样很莫名其妙 [02:37.555]That I don't want to be the person that I want to be
我不想成为我想成为的人 [02:44.000] [02:48.555]And in my mind, I imagine so many things
在我心中，我思绪万分 [02:55.800]Things that aren't really happening
想象不切实际的事 [02:59.800]And when they put me in the ground
当我回到现实 [03:03.555]I'll start pounding the lid
我眨着眼睛 [03:06.555]Saying, "I haven't finished yet"
说，“我还没想完” [03:10.555]I still have a tattoo to get
我还要纹一个纹身 [03:13.900]It says, "I'm living in the moment"
却有个声音对我说“这一刻我是活着的” [03:18.500]And it's funny how I imagined
我想象的方式很有趣 [03:21.400]That I could win this winless fight
我可以赢得这场从未赢过的奋斗 [03:25.000]Maybe it isn't all that funny
也许没有那么有趣 [03:28.500]That I've been fighting all my life
我一直都在奋斗 [03:31.855]But maybe I have to think it's funny
但也许我得认为这很有趣 [03:35.100]If I want to live before I die
如果我想在有生之年好好生活 [03:39.000]And maybe it's funniest of all
也许这是就最有趣的 [03:42.200]To think I'll die before I actually see
认为我此生都不会认清 [03:49.000]That I am exactly the person that I want to be
我就是我想成为的那个人 [03:56.000] [04:00.000]**** yes
太对了 [04:03.855]I am exactly the person that I want to be
我就是我想成为的那个人